Brokenness or Disobedience?

Notes of Hope

In this penultimate episode of So Chi Season 1, a month that started on a high spiritual note became tangled with physical illness and forced stillness, turning it into the unlikely classroom for one of the most practical lessons yet: how do you hold onto hope when you're tired of fighting yourself? What follows is part wrestle, part exhale, a reframe of what trusting God actually looks like in practice, and encouragement drawn from the most unlikely of sources.

Childlike

In this episode of So Chi, a lingering insight from the widow of Zarephath opens a week-long wrestling match, not with circumstances, but with trust itself.  What follows is one of the most honest episodes yet: a real battle, a walk, a cat, and the question of why unbelief persists even when the evidence is overwhelming. Because sometimes doubt isn't intellectual, it's inherited. Leaving us with the need for a reversal, a rebirth.

Hopelessness

In this episode of So Chi, Chidi opens with a confession: she's tired. Sound familiar? Elijah felt it too, right after one of the greatest displays of God's power in Scripture. Drawing from Matthew 6, what follows is one of the most personal episodes yet. A real conversation, a situation with no visible way through, and the question that wouldn't leave: how do you stay hopeful when nothing has changed? The answer comes from an unlikely source, in the most impossible of circumstances.

The Cheat Code

In this episode of So Chi, a stubborn late night and a heavy Monday morning become the unlikely starting point for one of the most practical instructions Jesus ever gave.  As the weight of the world's suffering meets personal exhaustion, one question surfaces: how do you rejoice always when life is giving you every reason not to? The answer is simpler than you'd think but harder than it sounds.

Brokenness or Disobedience?

In this episode of So Chi, a tax return becomes the unlikely starting point for one of the most personal questions yet: how does inconsistent income glorify God? What unfolds is a layered conversation about obedience, delay, and the difference between brokenness and disobedience. Because not every delay is a consequence, and not every hesitation is defiance — but how do you tell the difference?