This is An Existential Prison

Episode 4: I'm Never Robotripping at the Mall Again, and That's Final.

In this episode, I talk about my history with psychedelics from my first robotrip at the mall at 14-years-old, to my most recent microdosing experiments as an aging Millenial bohemian with "cool aunt" energy. Timestamps 1:20 Brown noise slaps 3:55 My not ex is maybe probably moving to California, just so everyone knows 8:00 Spirituality in a nutshell 15:00 My first trip ever robo-tripping at 14 16:45 Shout out to Erowid.org [http://erowid.org/] , the original and still most difficult to pronounce illegal drug information emporium on the web 19:30 I’m never robo-tripping at the mall again, and that’s final 22:00 The practical logistics of underage smoking in the 90s 24:00 A stranger rips an epic shit in a public bathroom we’re smoking in as we’re coming up 29:00 Tripping balls at a failing laser tag 31:30 Too high for laser tag 32:00 Fuck life, I choose drugs! 34:40 Cows shit on the floor and psychedelic mushrooms grow out of it 36:00 Food review: a psychedelic Wendy’s double stack 39:30 The most boring acid trip ever 41:30 The Mardi Gras candy flip disaster 57:00 “Oh. These guys are not my friends.” 1:00:00 I get sober… 1:01:00 California sober 1:02:00 I experience complete ego death on an acid trip I took during the 2020 riots 1:12:00 I get a half-hearted apology from my not ex while I’m peaking on acid that I’ll go on to barely remember 1:16:00 Taking several fat DMT rips while tripping on LSD and mushrooms after my Instagram side account gets deleted 1:19:00 Accidental CLOUT COBAIN intro for first DMT experience 1:25:30 Micro-dosing for ADHD and depression 1:31:00 Wrap up

Episode 3: Instagram Feels Like an Abusive Ex

This is my entire experience with social media addiction from start to finish, plus a little extra. Also, there's a chainsaw massacre. Timestamps: 00:00 I don’t wanna do this, so let’s do this 9:15 Nevada Chainsaw Massacre 10:20 Extension cord hanging 13:15 The end of the beginning 22:30 My first hit 28:00 Immediate ostracization from the meme community 31:30 Accounts that inspired me 35:00 My first account gets deleted 36:00 Birth of @thisisafleshprison 43:00 My first viral meme 46:00 My account blows up 50:00 The success feels empty 53:30 Reshadowbanned 57:00 Instagram clandestinely alters follower numbers 58:00 Insidious industry insider intel 1:00:00 Beginning of the end 1:02:00 The view from halfway down 1:06:00 @thisisadigitalprison gets deleted 1:07:30 DMT trip/fuck this universe 1:10:00 Instagram gets deleted 1:10:48 Tommy Lee uses my meme to aw shucks showing full cock on main 1:13:00 Instagram is like an abusive ex, they’ll never change for the better 1:14:00 First attempt at stand up on 4/20 1:17:00 On trolls 1:21:00 What life is like after quitting instagram 1:25:00 Instagram is evil and causes teen suicide, but there were positives to my experience and I don’t regret it 1:26:00 Life is beautiful 1:27:00 Unreachable until further notice 1:28:00 What the fuck is reality even

Episode 2: You're ADHD, sorry

The second episode delves into my experience with ADHD, now with timecodes for the patience-challenged! 2:00 Growing up with an ADHD diagnosis 7:00 Vengeance against the school bully for frogicide 10:00 The start of my drug and alcohol problem 14:00 ADHD denial in early adulthood 16:00 My running buddy Nelly and her Buddhist artist ex’s mental health advice 22:00 Getting clean 24:00 Pandemic-era struggles and learning about ADHD through social media 29:00 My experience with Wellbutrin 33:00 My experience with micro-dosing for ADHD 39:00 Meditation and mindfulness 42:00 Encore/THC and ADHD

Episode 1: Hi, I'm Prizzy and I'm an Alcoholic

Hey y'all, I'm Priz. I'm the creator and admin of the Instagram comedy accounts @thisisafleshprison (100K followers) and @thisisadigitalprison (30K followers), writer of the substack This is a Written Prison and this is my podcast This is an Existential Prison. In this introductory episode, I basically do a quick and easy 45-minute dive into my life story. I talk about the struggles of growing up with ADHD in the Deep South, my former heroin addiction and alcoholism, how I recovered, my relationship with creativity before and after getting sober, and where I am now, and I even get interrupted by an e-mail alert a few times. It's pretty riveting, not gonna lie.