We're Not In Love Yet

In This Episode we hear more about "Sex God", a lot about Tash's first Tinder one night stand, a little about Byron bay followed by a trip to Melbourne that sees her meeting an Irish dude called Lee. We then squeeze in a psychic's predictions and some heavy choices Tash deeply regrets, all before setting off on the trip of a life time to Scotland and Ireland (as to be told next episode 8).It's a jammed packed one!Theme song: Unreleased draft recording of a song I wrote called "White Blue". It will likely be on an upcoming album. The song at the end is from my album Heartbeat and it's called "Survival"  - you can find that on spotify and most streaming platforms.TW: Plenty of positive experiences about sex but also a few mentions of rape towards the end part  - not in any detail but listen with caution as Tash's decisions/reactions to stuff at the time may upset you to hear. You may not like Tash's character all that much during the end part of this one guys - just a heads up. IG: @natashafairbairnTiktok: @Natashafairbairn Please support me on patreon if you like what I'm doing!https://www.patreon.com/Natashafairbairn

In this episode we meet the first man Tash ever dates after marriage, Jeremy. Followed by her first real heartbreak after marriage... which is of course then followed by meeting "Sex God" - a name, he chose for himself.Theme song: Wishful Thinking By Natasha Fairbairn (can be found on spotify + most stremaing platforms, look up Natasha Fairbairn)TW: Brief mention of past sexual violence and the entire podcast talks about sex and body image a lot.

In This Episode we meet Alan, the bestower of Tash's first kiss (since leaving her marriage) who was shaping up to be quite promising...until he wasn't. We also hear more about Tash's friendships at the time before learning the name of the first person Tash dates in preparation for Ep 6.THEME SONG: "Lipgloss (Acoustic)" By Natasha Fairbairn which can be found on Spotify and most streaming platforms.TW: Depictions of mental health issues (I list some symptoms and how they effect the character in her day to day life). Instagram & Tiktok: @natashafairbairn If you would like to support me further:https://www.patreon.com/Natashafairbairn

In this longer Episode, we return to the character Ben whom Tash eventually is to marry. In this episode Tash is faced with many decisions, confronting situations and traumas that would go on to shape her later single and dating life. In this Episode Tash is faced with a huge fork in the road - to stay in a marriage for the sake of love and loyalty... or leave to save herself. This week's theme song: I Can Promise You by Natasha Fairbairn (can be found on most streaming platforms).TW: Themes of domestic violence, sexual violence, emotional abuse and body image issues. Instagram and tiktok: @natashafairbairn

In this Episode we meet Garci (arguably - one of Tash's biggest flames to date), who leaves such an impression on 17 year old Tash that it becomes one of the few happy places she finds to escape to in her mind in the years to come... oh, and we meet Tim - for a moment. Spare a thought for Tim.TW: thoughts and feelings surrounding church/religion, sex/sexual expression and virginity.INTRO SONG: "Palm Trees" by Natasha FairbairnInstagram & Tiktok: @natashafairbairnMusic: Look me up, Natasha Fairbairn (On most streaming platforms including Spotify).