What It Costs To Be Honest

The Student Again

A few weeks into recording this podcast, I got tired of introducing myself as someone who wasn't qualified. What started as a search for credibility became something much bigger... A path back to education, curiosity, and the version of myself that never stopped wanting to learn.

Adjust, Don't Abandon: Learning the Difference Between Grace & Excuses

This week, I'm talking about the difference between grace and excuses. After missing workouts, delaying an episode, navigating divorce, furnishing a new home, and trying to hold myself together through one of the biggest transitions of my life, I've been reminded of something running has taught me over and over again... Not every setback requires a restart. Training plans are written in pencil. Life is too. In this episode, we're talking about shame, self-trust, adjustment, emotional regulation, and why growth isn't about being perfect. It's about learning how to keep showing up without abandoning yourself in the process.

Where's Your Base?

Everybody talks about marathon blocks, PRs, stacked race weekends, and pushing harder. Nobody talks about what happens in between. In this episode I'm getting brutally honest about burnout, obsession, identity through performance, injury culture, emotional regulation, and why sitting in your base might actually be the smartest thing you can do as a runner. We're talking about: * overtraining in runDisney culture * ego and pace attatchment * maintenance vs stagnation * learning to stop abandoning yourself * rebuilding life during grief and major change * why consistency matters more than hero workouts By the end of this I hope you've asked or answered if you're building fitness...or are you building a life you can actually stay inside of.

What It Costs To Be Honest

This episode is about honesty. The kind we avoid, the kind we soften, and the kind that eventually finds us anyway. I talk about what it looks like to stop lying to yourself in running, in life, and in the way we show up online. The difference between how things feel and what's actually true. The cost of protecting a version of yourself that no longer fits. And what happens when you finally face something you know for a while. This one is real-time. Not polished. Not wrapped up neatly. Just where I'm at, what I'm learning, and what I'm working through. If something in this hits...it might be something you already know.

Same Path. Different Perspective.

A catch-up episode in the truest sense. We talk perspective, how the same experience can feel completely different depending on how you show up to it. From Pilates to race weekends to life in general. I share my experience at SeaWorld’s Seven Seas 5K, reflect on a Springtime Surprise weekend that didn’t go as planned (in the best way), celebrate our community through the Rundees, and shout out some incredible London Marathon finishes. This one isn’t about having it all figured out. It’s about showing up in the middle of it anyway.