I DON'T GOT THIS

13: It really did matter | I Don’t Got This

One day at a time. I DON’T GOT THIS: Adventures in Schizophrenia and Alcoholism by Emily Journey Available in paperback and ebook editions through booksellers everywhere. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS Thank you Maggie Frank-Hsu for your commitment and unflagging enthusiasm for this project. This book would not have been written without your artful mastery of the writing process. To Adam Knolls for witnessing my process, reflecting with me, and making space for my voice. You are in this book even though you are not in this book. To Michelle Neubauer for showing up for me without fail like the sister I had always wished for. To Roy and Eloise Tefertiller for saying yes and accepting me as family. To librarians for introducing me to new worlds and bringing me hope for my future. To Fred Rogers for singing and talking to me when I was lonely. To the cast of Sesame Street 1973 to 1978 for singing with me and showing me examples of support and friendship. To my friends for helping me understand what it means to be a friend by example. Everyone who has been my family past and present. To the team at Vital Companies: Fred Blitzer, Lillian Clifton, and Jason Clayton for their support producing this podcast. The post 13: It really did matter | I Don’t Got This [https://webdevsuccess.com/podcast/13-it-really-did-matter-i-dont-got-this/] first appeared on WebDev Success [https://webdevsuccess.com].

12: Fellowship Hall | I Don’t Got This

“I didn’t have to figure anything out.” I DON’T GOT THIS: Adventures in Schizophrenia and Alcoholism by Emily Journey Available in paperback and ebook editions through booksellers everywhere. The post 12: Fellowship Hall | I Don’t Got This [https://webdevsuccess.com/podcast/12-fellowship-hall-i-dont-got-this/] first appeared on WebDev Success [https://webdevsuccess.com].

11: Letting Go | I Don’t Got This

Emily had tried one thing after another in her attempt to manage her relationships. She didn’t want to admit defeat. Much more urgently, she didn’t want to be alone. But, she wasn’t admitting anything. She was just, for the first time, seeing what was in front of her. I DON’T GOT THIS: Adventures in Schizophrenia and Alcoholism by Emily Journey Available in paperback and ebook editions through booksellers everywhere. The post 11: Letting Go | I Don’t Got This [https://webdevsuccess.com/podcast/11-letting-go-i-dont-got-this/] first appeared on WebDev Success [https://webdevsuccess.com].

10: “You’re gonna be mad at me” | I Don’t Got This

Throughout 2014 Emily focused on building her new business and not drinking, while Chlotene had been more severely losing touch with reality. I DON’T GOT THIS: Adventures in Schizophrenia and Alcoholism by Emily Journey Available in paperback and ebook editions through booksellers everywhere. The post 10: “You’re gonna be mad at me” | I Don’t Got This [https://webdevsuccess.com/podcast/10-youre-gonna-be-mad-at-me-i-dont-got-this/] first appeared on WebDev Success [https://webdevsuccess.com].

9: Denial for Two | I Don’t Got This

After attending only a few AA meetings, Emily could no longer deny that alcohol was a problem for her. But, she didn’t want to accept this new identity of alcoholic. After months of abstaining from alcohol, Emily was still living on the edge. I DON’T GOT THIS: Adventures in Schizophrenia and Alcoholism by Emily Journey Available in paperback and ebook editions through booksellers everywhere. The post 9: Denial for Two | I Don’t Got This [https://webdevsuccess.com/podcast/9-denial-for-two-i-dont-got-this/] first appeared on WebDev Success [https://webdevsuccess.com].