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The Price of Forbidden Fruit

In this episode of BLK MILK, I reveal what the forbidden fruit really was: the hunger for a reality beyond what’s right in front of you in your immediate waking reality. The craving for elsewhere—different people, different places, different foods, different things—especially the ones marketed to you through word of mouth, through someone else’s mind, or mass media. It’s not the fruit I’m here to demonize, which is what’s been done for generations with this story of the forbidden fruit. It’s the refusal to be here in the present moment and actually interface with what’s already in front of you. Because everything beyond that—everything promoted, romanticized, or sold to you—you can’t spiritually account for. Yes, it’s the refusal to fully metabolize the moment. I also break down the mechanics of spiritual accounting: how fear and anxiety aren’t flaws, but intelligent alerts from the body. Signals that something within you still needs to be felt, released, or resolved. Not only are they tracking what hasn’t been processed—but if you don’t process it, you won’t be able to account for what ends up manifesting as a product of what’s still circulating through your subtle bodies. If you’re feeling off, anxious, or like something’s missing, it might be time for a subtle body audit.

The Unspoken Laws of Psychic Readings: The Spiritual Checks & Balances of Commodified Mysticism

In this podcast episode, I talk about a variety of topics; from psychic reader psychosis, how to avoid building your supernatural gifts on ego mania and abandoning ship once you grow bored of it, the importance of clientele comprehension when doing sacred work, setting enough clear intentions and being picky enough weed out the blind consumers and much more! DISCLAIMER: This episode abruptly ends and I also have a cough attack at some point. Get your laughs out now.

Merging The Worlds of Success, Human Mediocrity & Authenticity

In Episode 1 of Season 2, I touch on how I’ve been committed to the idea that love and loyalty is a trap, having to rely on others equates struggle and when someone isn’t growing, operating or functioning in a way that matches my idea of what it takes to be successful, they’re mediocre. I speak on how I’m being promoted to break my pattern of throwing everything away, moving to another area and starting over in hopes that my dream of only being surrounded by “higher caliber individuals” will be waiting for me in some hidden land of opportunity that won’t require me to change my shittier qualities. This episode intimately explores my journey of moving from pain-points, to moving in the sacred density of my own humanity.

Finding God + Salvation Is A PERSONAL Journey

In times where we feel lost and not on the right path, we often seek counsel from God. As people on spiritual journeys, we are often revered as those who went off the path and strayed away from God. And while that may be true for many, I don’t think it is true for those who truly balance their trinity (mind, body and spirit).

Abandoning Your Inner-World: Spiritual Homelessness

In my more recent closing of a highly significant karmic cycle of mine, I discovered that I failed to integrate certain lessons…so I sunk back into a karmic limbo and repeated them. And in the midst of that, I abandoned my inner-world (my first home) and with time, it became so unkept, that I started manifesting chaos and dysfunction into my material reality. I did not lose myself, I lost SIGHT of very sacred ASPECTS of myself…which is almost worse in a way due to how undetected it can go. The dangers of choosing the mind over the spirit are nothing to play with. Our subtle emotional bodies deserve just as must attention and credibility as physicality and intellect; especially when it comes to what/who feels resonant or dissonant. In this lesson, I found that the mind more readily responds to desires vs. fears while the spirit responds to harmony vs. disharmony. Without daily upkeep of my inner-world, I fell a prey to subtle emotional vices, unconscious behavioral patterns and the wandering thoughts forms that can and WILL make a home out of that uninhabited space if you’re moving too fast and unintentionally.