Spill The Thésis

ur so cute, my bby is a bird

do you hear that? it’s the sound of a rebirth, it’s an ode to city life and horniness. my babe can’t believe i’ve turned into someone new. yearning for a sense of urgency and immediacy. baring my soul as an armour against the world. pouring all of my whims, my fears, my desires, my flesh into this sound. in the hope that through this sweat, i’ll emerge cleansed. clear as water.

ur my perfect stranger

do you feel alone? you’re not alone. descend into the crowd & sweat out your sorrows. don’t need to know their name or their story, just that they’re a perfect stranger for tonight. this is for the girls who are not afraid of taking the activator because they know the balance will be respected. remember u are 1. let’s go ✧

am i ur favorite reference?

dry ur tears, wear your most dishevelled tank top, and get in, it's a brat summer. 365 party girl 365, am i your favorite reference? this is for the girls who go out in last night's makeup, an ethel cain remix blasting on their air pods. for a boy to look like a girl is degrading, cause u think that being a girl is degrading, but secretly you'd love to know what its like wouldn't u ? what it feels like 4 a girl.

must b love if it happened twice

can u feel this ? >.< the promises of yet another summer. the ache of august pressing. it’s ok %ᵕ‿‿ᵕ% this feeling never ends. if u close your eyes. ur back on that night. that outfit, so c*nt. i’m in2u, ur in2 me. the heat of the moment, the pulsating lights, the vibrating darkness, the blurred crowd. i dig my fingers. did we kiss or did we not? am i clinging to a memory or to an idea of it? does it even matter to a girl like me ✮ thru those beats i chase after that rush. i got them ~ under my skin. must b love if it happened twice. (≧ω≦) no? i think so. the rest is up to you ~

do we share the same sky

here we are again. i close my eyes and i can feel my heart beating like an 808 drum. is it ur embrace? or am i just dancing by myself? tonight i can be on my own, it’s a jump into the dark, but i close my eyes and i let it go. there’s this desire i want to turn into, you know? pls just tell me it will be okay. (*/ω＼) do you think it’s nice that we share the same sky? i do. we’re both underneath the same sky, so we’re kind of together. ( ɵ̥̥ ˑ̫ ɵ̥̥) breathe in, breathe out. welcome to my island. ☂︎✯ the name “pac choi” is a play on words between my name, Pacôme, and a staple vegetable of South-East Asian cuisine, Pak Choy. 🥬