I Thought Mindfulness Was a Pile of Shit | AuDHD, ADHD & Why I Changed My Mind

I Thought Mindfulness Was a Pile of Shit | AuDHD, ADHD & Why I Changed My Mind

As an AuDHD woman, I genuinely thought mindfulness was a pile of rubbish. My brain was too busy, my thoughts moved too fast, and every time someone suggested meditation, I felt like they clearly didn’t understand what it was like to live with a neurodivergent mind. In this episode, I talk honestly about why I resisted mindfulness for years, why I felt like I was failing every time I tried it, and what finally helped me see it differently. This isn’t an episode about becoming perfectly calm or clearing your mind. It’s about learning that mindfulness can look very different for neurodivergent people, and how a few small changes helped me become more aware of stress, overwhelm, anxiety and burnout before they completely took over. If you’ve ever thought mindfulness wasn’t for you, you’re definitely not alone. Topics include ADHD, AuDHD, Autism, Neurodivergence, Mindfulness, Meditation, Emotional Regulation, Anxiety, Burnout, Overthinking, Mental Health, Self-Awareness and Late Diagnosis. 💜 Ellie

Introducing the Ellie AuDHD Personal Spotify Subscribers Hub | The Stories Behind the Podcast

Introducing the AuDHD and Then Some Subscriber Hub | The Stories Behind the Podcast I’ve spent a lot of time deciding whether to create a subscriber space, and in this episode I explain why I’ve chosen to do it. Many people know me through my ADHD, autism and AuDHD content, but there are also parts of my life story that have shaped who I am today. Some experiences are funny, some are difficult, some taught me valuable lessons, and some are stories I don’t feel comfortable sharing publicly with the entire world. The main podcast will continue to be free and accessible to everyone. However, the subscriber hub will give me a space to share some of the more personal experiences, life lessons, challenges and reflections that have influenced my journey. This isn’t about sensationalising difficult experiences. It’s about sharing lived experience in a way that may help others feel less alone, better understand themselves, or learn from some of the things I’ve experienced throughout my life. If you’ve ever wondered about the stories behind the podcast, this episode explains what you can expect from the subscriber hub and why I’ve decided to create it. Topics include ADHD, Autism, AuDHD, Neurodivergence, Late Diagnosis, Family Dynamics, Childhood Experiences with themes of abuse , Personal Growth, Mental Health, substance abuse, Parenting, Resilience, Boundaries, Self-Worth and Lived Experience and unfortunately much more 💜 Ellie

The Hidden Guilt of Unread Messages | People Pleasing, AuDHD & The Pressure of Being Needed

Today I discovered something that filled me with a whole new level of guilt, dread and panic… A spam message folder. Now, to most people, that probably doesn’t sound like a big deal. But to a recovering people pleaser with AuDHD, discovering messages from people who thought I’d ignored them has sent my brain into overdrive. The reality is that I never imagined so many people would reach out to me. Every day I receive messages about ADHD, autism, AuDHD, diagnosis journeys, parenting, relationships, mental health, burnout, masking and life in general. I am incredibly grateful that people trust me enough to share their stories, but if I’m honest, it also comes with a level of pressure that I wasn’t prepared for. In this episode, I talk openly about the guilt of unread messages, the impossible standards we place on ourselves, people pleasing, rejection sensitivity and what happens when your desire to help everyone collides with the reality that you’re only one human being. If you’ve ever felt guilty for not replying, struggled to keep up with messages, or felt responsible for everyone else’s feelings, this conversation is for you. And a quick disclaimer… If you ever need to speak with me directly and it’s something important, please don’t rely on social media messages alone. The best way to guarantee dedicated time with me is through my website. You can book: ✨ Discovery Calls ✨ Podcast Features ✨ Brainstorm Sessions ✨ Body Doubling Sessions ✨ Mentoring & Support Appointments That way, I know you have a dedicated space in my diary and can give you my full attention. Maybe some of you are reading this thinking, “Why on earth would I want to talk to her?” Honestly… I still don’t fully understand that either. 😂 But if you do, the option is there. 🌈 Book here: www.ellieaudhd.com #AuDHD #ADHDPodcast #AutismPodcast #PeoplePleasing #ADHDWomen #Neurodivergent #ExecutiveDysfunction #RejectionSensitiveDysphoria #AuDHDLife #MentalHealthPodcast #BodyDoubling #ADHDSupport #AutismSupport #Neurodiversity

Accessible Holidays Neurodivergent Families | With Jemma from Nerodivergent Travel

🌍✈️ New Podcast Episode: Neurodivergent Travel ✈️🌍 Nerodivergent travel I recently had the pleasure of speaking with Jemma from who is passionate about making travel more accessible, enjoyable, and inclusive for neurodivergent people and their families. During our conversation, we explored the unique challenges that many neurodivergent travellers can face, from sensory overwhelm and disrupted routines to the importance of planning, flexibility, and finding environments that truly meet individual needs. One of the key messages from our discussion was that there is no “one size fits all” approach to travel. Every neurodivergent person is different, and creating positive travel experiences starts with understanding, adapting, and recognising those individual needs. We also talked about how travel can support confidence, independence, wellbeing, and personal growth when the right support and accommodations are in place. A huge thank you to Jemma from Nerodivergent Travel for sharing her expertise, experience, and passion for helping neurodivergent people access meaningful travel opportunities. It was an insightful and inspiring conversation, and I know many of our listeners will take away valuable tips, encouragement, and practical advice. 🎧 Listen to the full episode on your preferred platform by visiting: www.ellieaudhd.com From there, you can choose to listen on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Amazon Music, YouTube, Audible, and more the episode is called Neurodivergent Travel: Accessible Holidays for Autistic, ADHD & Neurodivergent Families | With Jemma from NeuroDivergent Travel If you’ve ever wondered how travel can be made more accessible, inclusive, and enjoyable for neurodivergent people and their families, this is an episode you won’t want to miss.

Why Am I So Obsessed With ADHD? The Late Diagnosis Hyperfocus Nobody Talks About

Have you ever been told you’re “obsessed” with ADHD, autism, or being neurodivergent since your diagnosis? In this episode of AuDHD And Then Some, Ellie explores why so many late-diagnosed ADHD, autistic and AuDHD adults become deeply interested in learning about neurodivergence after receiving a diagnosis. Is it obsession? Or is it finally understanding your own brain for the first time? After years of feeling different, confused, overwhelmed, misunderstood, or wondering why life seemed harder than it appeared to be for everyone else, receiving a diagnosis can feel like finally being handed the missing manual. In this episode, Ellie discusses: 🌈 ADHD hyperfocus and special interests 🌈 Why late diagnosis can feel life-changing 🌈 Understanding your neurodivergent brain 🌈 The grief and relief that often comes with diagnosis 🌈 Why learning about ADHD isn’t an excuse—it’s self-understanding 🌈 The irony of ADHD becoming a hyperfocus 🌈 Adult ADHD and autism diagnosis journeys If you’ve ever found yourself researching ADHD for hours, listening to every neurodivergent podcast you can find, watching endless reels, or suddenly seeing your entire life through a different lens, this episode is for you. Because sometimes we’re not obsessed with ADHD. We’re fascinated by finally understanding ourselves. 💜 🔗 Find my support groups, podcast links, resources and discovery calls: linktr.ee/Ellieaudhd #ADHD #AuDHD #Autism #LateDiagnosis #AdultADHD #AdultAutism #Neurodivergent #ADHDPodcast #AuDHDPodcast #WomenWithADHD #ADHDAwareness #Neurodiversity #ExecutiveDysfunction #ADHDSupport #AutismAcceptance #LateDiagnosedADHD #LateDiagnosedAutistic #MentalHealth #NeurodivergentPodcast