You Don't Attract What You Want, You Attract What You Are: The Process of Creation

The Tachyon Soul: Why Your Baggage is Slowing Down Time

What if the secret to transcending time isn't doing more, but carrying less? Physics has a hypothetical particle called the tachyon. Unlike everything else, it moves faster than light, and to slow it down, you have to add energy. Strip away all resistance, drop the energy to zero, and its speed becomes infinite. It exists everywhere at once. This is not just a physics thought experiment; it is a precise description of your soul. In this episode, Haydn and Terry unpack what time really is beneath the surface of clocks and calendars, drawing on the work of inventor and mystic Itzhak Bentov, whose 1977 underground classic Stalking the Wild Pendulum mapped the mechanics of human consciousness in ways that still hold up today. Time isn't something that happens to you. It is the soul's tool for evolution, the very process by which the eternal moves through the physical world. In this episode: * Why the soul only evolves here, in the physical world, and what that means for how you spend your time * The tachyon as a model for consciousness: how dropping your burdens, not adding effort, is what accelerates your growth * Itzhak Bentov's hand-drawn models of consciousness and why they stopped people in their tracks * The Dunning-Kruger effect, spiritual blindness, and why you can't see your own limitations from inside them * How smartphones have severed our ability to know ourselves, and what it costs us * The connection between stillness, omnipresence, and the divine nature already within you The weight you carry, whether mental, emotional, or physical, is what's slowing you down. This episode is an invitation to stop trying harder and start carrying less. More Ways of Becoming You: Join our online community [https://www.becomingyoujourney.com/] Join us for our Becoming You: The Path to Consciousness Workshop [https://www.eomega.org/workshops/becoming-you] at Omega Institute, NY (July 31-August 2)

Navigating Your Horizontal Life through the Vertical

Gray whales migrate 12,000 miles round-trip without a map. Elephants track ancestral paths across hundreds of miles without a guide. Every creature in the animal kingdom carries an unshakable inner compass that leads it home. So why do we keep looking for the truth about ourselves outside of ourselves? In this episode, Haydn and Terry explore what it really means to live in two worlds simultaneously: the horizontal (the visible, practical, everyday life we can see and touch) and the vertical (the invisible spiritual dimension that gives it all meaning). They unpack why so many people who have done the inner work through therapy, meditation, and self-development still feel something essential is missing, and why that gap can only be closed through consciousness. In this episode: * Why animals navigate home instinctively and what that reveals about us * The vital difference between the mind and consciousness (and why scientists can't locate consciousness in the brain) * How horizontal challenges can only be resolved through the vertical * What "the knot" is and how to recognize it in your own life * The new paradigm: not escaping the physical world, but bringing the vertical into it More Ways of Becoming You: Join our online community [https://www.becomingyoujourney.com/] Join us for our Becoming You: The Path to Consciousness Workshop [https://www.eomega.org/workshops/becoming-you] at Omega Institute, NY (July 31-August 2)

The Two Worlds in Which We Live

You felt it as a child. That quiet pull toward something deeper, something behind the surface of daily life. But somewhere between the bills, the responsibilities, and the endless noise, that connection got buried. In this episode, Terry and Haydn introduce one of the most foundational frameworks in the Becoming You journey: the two worlds in which we all live simultaneously, the horizontal and the vertical, and why learning that they are both part of your perfect design strengthens your center and balance. In this episode, you'll discover: * What the horizontal and vertical worlds actually are, and why most people only know one of them * Why your outer life is a direct mirror of your inner condition * How the gyroscope becomes a powerful map for finding your center * Why seeking fulfillment in people, jobs, and possessions will always fall short * The three-part journey from knowledge to action to becoming * How Haydn's experience of losing a custody battle became one of his deepest lessons in trusting the vertical If your daily life feels like it's spinning out of control, or you simply sense there's more going on beneath the surface, this episode gives you a new framework for understanding what's really driving your life, and how to finally get in the driver's seat. More Ways of Becoming You: Join our online community [https://www.becomingyoujourney.com/] Join us for our Becoming You: The Path to Consciousness Workshop [https://www.eomega.org/workshops/becoming-you] at Omega Institute, NY (July 31-August 2)

You Don't Attract What You Want, You Attract What You Are: The Process of Creation

What if the life you're building is a reflection of who you are, not what you want? In this episode, Terry and Haydn explore the art of conscious creation and the six principles that reveal how your inner condition shapes everything in your outer world. Drawing on the epic hero's journey, the story of the man behind the Crazy Horse Memorial, and the remarkable life of French resistance fighter and Sri Aurobindo scholar Satprem, this conversation takes you deep into the difference between creating from the ego and creating from the soul. In this episode, you'll discover: * Why the words "wish," "want," "need," and "hope" may be quietly working against you * The crucial difference between the ego as builder and the soul as instrument * Why you don't attract what you want, you attract what you are * How sincerity and inner alignment unlock your true creative power * What it means to serve the work rather than chase the result * How the destruction of the old self is often where true creation begins Whether you're building a business, seeking a deeper sense of purpose, or simply wondering why the same patterns keep showing up in your life, this episode offers both the framework and the invitation to start creating from a truer place within yourself. More Ways of Becoming You: Join our online community [https://www.becomingyoujourney.com/] Join us for our Becoming You: The Path to Consciousness Workshop [https://www.eomega.org/workshops/becoming-you] at Omega Institute, NY (July 31-August 2)

Unbreakable by Design: The Power of Spiritual Endurance

Have you ever felt completely trapped by your circumstances? A relationship, a season of loss, a situation that just won't let go? In this episode, Terry and Haydn explore one of life's most essential and overlooked questions: Who is enduring? Drawing on the remarkable story of Nelson Mandela's 27 years in prison, they unpack why the way we face difficulty matters just as much as the difficulty itself. The answer, it turns out, has everything to do with where we're enduring from—and uncovering the hidden key to your own self-imposed chains. In this episode, you'll discover: * The difference between perseverance and endurance, and why one is far more transformative than the other * The two sides of the soul, the psychic being and the soul itself, and the role each plays when life gets hard * Why the ego sees nothing but meaninglessness at the periphery, while the psychic being finds purpose at the center * How the size of your difficulty is mathematically proportional to the size of the transformation awaiting you * What it means to endure through context rather than just content, and why it changes everything * Why surrender isn't giving up, it's the shortcut through Whether you're in the middle of something hard right now or looking back at a difficulty that finally makes sense, this episode offers a framework for understanding what's really happening beneath the surface of your struggles. Everything ends. But truth does not. And that is where your greatest safety lies. More Ways of Becoming You: Join our online community [https://www.becomingyoujourney.com/] Join us for our Becoming You: The Path to Consciousness Workshop [https://www.eomega.org/workshops/becoming-you] at Omega Institute, NY (July 31-August 2)