047| When God Goes Silent and Your Soul Is Drowning in Clutter: Healing Parental Absence, Survival Mode, Emotional Patterns, and the Call to Get Your House in Order

049| Reconnecting with God, Your Voice, and Your Healing - A Faith‑Led Journey for High‑Achieving Christian Women

HELLLLO Bright Soul! In this episode, Beverly speaks to the high‑capacity woman who pours out for everyone else while quietly carrying emotional and spiritual exhaustion. Inspired by a powerful moment with Dr. Patrice Carter — “I realized I lost the ability to pray for myself” — Beverly explores how strong women slowly leak out through fatigue, numbness, anxiety, and disconnection from God. She breaks down the link between emotional pain and the body, the impact of soul wounds, and how unhealed trauma shows up in physical symptoms, burnout, and spiritual heaviness. Beverly shares her own journey of healing, alignment, and learning to honor herself, reminding listeners that you cannot lead well from an unhealed place. This episode calls you back to your voice, your rest, your relationship with God, and the community you need to heal. Beverly closes with a prayer and an invitation to reconnect with your identity, invest in yourself, and walk in your God‑given purpose. ✨ RESOURCES Therapy & Emotional Healing • Trauma‑informed Christian therapists • Local counseling centers • Faith‑based therapy directories • Healing the Wounded Soul (soul wounds + emotional restoration) • The Body Keeps the Score (trauma + the nervous system) Spiritual & Identity Support • Daily prayer + journaling • Scripture meditation (Psalm 147:3, Isaiah 61:1, Matthew 11:28) • Community support through Beverly’s Facebook group (link in show notes) Self‑Investment & Growth • Coaching for identity, purpose, and emotional restoration • Nervous system regulation tools • Accountability + community healing spaces ✨ CALL TO ACTION Bright soul, you don’t have to carry everything alone. If this episode stirred something in you — if you felt seen, understood, or gently called back to yourself — don’t ignore that tug. If you’re ready to heal, reconnect with your identity, and walk in your God‑given purpose, book a call with me and let’s walk this out together: 📩 ninecrownsofgrace@gmail.com If you would like to buy me a coffee, you can support the mission here: 💛 CashApp: $9CrownsofGrace Let’s heal with grace, truth, and God leading every step.

048| Interview w Coach Dr. Patrice Carter - Part 1 From Crucible to Clarity- God Uses Pressure to Reveal Purpose and Restore Grace

Helllllo Bright Souls, In this powerful guest episode of Heal From Parental Absence, Beverly sits down with Dr. Patrice Carter — a prophetic voice, transformational coach, author, and president of Breakpoint Coaching Collective — to explore what it truly means to heal from the inside out. With over 41 years of experience in leadership, curriculum design, and whole‑person healing, Dr. Patrice shares her journey through emotional pain, spiritual crucibles, identity restoration, and the deep work of soul healing. Together, they unpack the connection between emotional wounds and physical symptoms, the importance of community and accountability, and how Christian women can return to God, reconnect with themselves, and walk boldly in purpose. This episode is filled with wisdom, vulnerability, and Holy Spirit truth — especially for high‑achieving women who feel unseen, unheard, or overwhelmed by the weight they carry in silence. Keywords: Christian healing podcast, emotional trauma healing, parental absence recovery, Christian women identity, soul wounds, healing journey, faith‑based coaching, Dr. Patrice Carter interview, spiritual restoration, inner healing, Christian mental wellness, purpose and identity in Christ ✨ Connect with Dr. Patrice Carter Website: https://drpatricecarter.com/ [https://drpatricecarter.com/?utm_source=copilot.com] Social Media: * Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/patrice.s.carter/ [https://www.facebook.com/patrice.s.carter/?utm_source=copilot.com] * LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/drpatricecarter [https://www.linkedin.com/in/drpatricecarter?utm_source=copilot.com] * Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/drpatricecarter/?hl=en [https://www.instagram.com/drpatricecarter/?hl=en&utm_source=copilot.com] * TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@patricejcarter [https://www.tiktok.com/@patricejcarter?utm_source=copilot.com] * YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@DrPatriceJCarter [https://www.youtube.com/@DrPatriceJCarter?utm_source=copilot.com] ✨ Books by Dr. Patrice Carter SUPERb Woman: From Bad Girl to God’s Girl https://shop.ingramspark.com/b/084?params=oUNKlT4iAp2T1A2ini67Rh08qHb2aPwjrQbGgzOpvFW [https://shop.ingramspark.com/b/084?params=oUNKlT4iAp2T1A2ini67Rh08qHb2aPwjrQbGgzOpvFW&utm_source=copilot.com] Rainbows in Dark Places https://www.amazon.com/Rainbows-Dark-Places-Patrice-Carter/dp/B0FRWYMG4P [https://www.amazon.com/Rainbows-Dark-Places-Patrice-Carter/dp/B0FRWYMG4P?utm_source=copilot.com] ✨ Episode Highlights * How emotional wounds manifest in the body * Why Christian women often carry silent battles * The power of community and accountability in healing * How God uses crucible seasons to elevate and refine * The importance of reconnecting with your voice, dreams, and identity * Dr. Patrice’s personal healing journey and prophetic calling * How to walk in alignment with mind, body, and spirit ✨ Listen If You’re Asking… * How do I heal from emotional wounds I’ve ignored? * Why do I feel unseen or overwhelmed as a high achiever? * How do I reconnect with God after burnout or silence? * What does whole‑person healing look like for Christian women? * How do I break shame and walk in purpose? ✨ Call to Action (CTA) If this episode blessed you, bright soul, please: * Subscribe to the podcast * Leave a review to help more women find this healing space * Share this episode with someone who needs encouragement today And if you’re ready to go deeper in your own healing and identity journey, connect with Beverly at Nine Crowns of Grace™ — where high‑achieving women heal, rise, and walk boldly in who God created them to be.

047| When God Goes Silent and Your Soul Is Drowning in Clutter: Healing Parental Absence, Survival Mode, Emotional Patterns, and the Call to Get Your House in Order

Helllooo Bright Souls! Welcome back, Bright Souls. In this deeply honest episode of Heal from Parental Absence, Beverly opens up about a month that pushed her emotionally, spiritually, and physically. Using her own story as a mirror, she guides listeners through the hidden patterns that childhood abandonment creates—silencing yourself, shrinking back, people‑pleasing, emotional shutdown, and slipping into survival mode without even realizing it. Drawing from Scripture, nervous system awareness, and the lived experience of healing from parental absence, Beverly shares how emotional clutter becomes spiritual clutter… and how God often calls us to “get our house in order” before He speaks again. This episode will help you: * Recognize when you’ve slipped back into survival mode * Understand why emotional pain becomes physical, spiritual, and behavioral * Identify the clutter—mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual—that blocks clarity * Learn how God uses silence to redirect, restore, and realign * Take one small act of obedience that begins your healing * Reconnect with your voice, your body, and your relationship with God If you’ve been overwhelmed, exhausted, spiritually disconnected, or drowning in the noise of life… this episode is your invitation to pause, reset, and return to God’s order.   ✨ RESOURCES FOR HEAL FROM PARENTAL ABSENCE Free Healing Tools: • The Healing Guide — Identify emotional wounds from parental absence • The Trauma Pattern Quiz — Discover your survival patterns and nervous system responses Available at: https://ninecrownsofgrace.life [https://ninecrownsofgrace.life/?utm_source=copilot.com] Connect with Beverly: Email: NineCrownsofGrace@gmail.com Podcast: Heal from Parental Absence Community: Faith‑centered support for women healing childhood abandonment and emotional neglect Scriptures Mentioned: • Psalm 62:1 • 1 Corinthians 6:19–20 • Jeremiah 29:11 If this episode blessed you, share it with someone who needs healing, clarity, and hope. Your voice matters. Your healing matters. Your story matters.

046| Healing Your Relationship with God: Rebuilding Trust, Safety, and Identity in His Presence with Healing Scriptures

Hello Bright Soul!! In this powerful episode of Heal from Parental Absence, Beverly Parraz guides Christian women through the tender and transformative work of healing their relationship with God after growing up with an absent, emotionally unavailable, or inconsistent parent. If you’ve ever struggled to trust God, feel safe with Him, or believe He truly loves you — this episode is for you. Beverly unpacks how the father wound, mother wound, and childhood emotional neglect distort your view of God, and how trauma shapes your spiritual attachment style. Through Scripture, coaching-forward insight, and gentle nervous system awareness, you’ll learn how to rebuild trust, safety, and identity in God’s presence. Key Topics Covered * How parental absence shapes your view of God * Why many survivors believe “God is a punisher” * How trauma impacts spiritual trust and closeness * What Scripture reveals about God’s true character * Healing Scriptures for rebuilding identity and safety * Practical steps to restore your relationship with God * How to experience God as present, loving, and safe Healing Scriptures Included Psalm 27:10 · Jeremiah 31:3 · Isaiah 41:10 · Psalm 34:18 · Psalm 91:1 · 1 John 4:16 Resources & Links * Faith-Based Mini-Course — Healing From Emotionally Absent Parents: www.ninecrownsofgrace.life * Bright Soul Blank Journal: ninecrownsofgrace.myshopify.com * Facebook Community — Christian High Achievers Heal From Parental Absence Search the group name on Facebook to join * Support the Mission via CashApp: $9CrownsofGrace

045| Healing the Relationship with Self: Rediscovering Your God‑Given Identity with Healing Scriptures, Overcoming Childhood Trauma and Parental Neglect

In Episode 045 of Heal from Parental Absence, Beverly Parraz opens the new monthly series Rewriting Relationships After Parental Absence: Identity, Healing, and God's Design by diving into the most foundational relationship of all — the one you have with yourself. Beverly explores how growing up with an absent or emotionally unavailable parent shapes the stories we tell about our own worth, the masks we wear to survive, and what God's Word says about who we truly are outside of the wound. With coaching-forward action steps, powerful Scripture, and a closing prayer, this episode is an invitation to begin seeing yourself the way God always has. Key Takeaways * Children of absent parents often internalize absence as a reflection of their own worth — but that story is a lie, not the truth. * Your wound and your identity are not the same thing. What happened to you does not define who you are. * God's Word speaks a different identity over you: chosen, loved, seen, and called by name (Isaiah 43:1). * Healing your past and rewriting your identity are two parallel journeys — and you don't have to wait to be "fully healed" to begin living in who God says you are. * Practical steps like naming your survival mask, writing a "This Is Not My Story" letter, and building a daily "God Says I Am" list can begin the shift from wound-defined to God-defined identity. Scriptures Referenced * Psalm 27:10 — "Though my father and mother forsake me, the LORD will receive me." (NIV) * Jeremiah 1:5 — "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart." (NIV) * Isaiah 43:1 — "Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine." (NIV) Journal Prompt Bright Souls, grab your journal. Write at the top of a fresh page: "Outside of the wound, I am…" and let yourself finish that sentence as many times as it takes. Not who you were told you are — but the you that exists in God's eyes: chosen, named, loved, and full of purpose. If nothing comes right away, write even one word, and ask God to show you more. He will. Resources & Links * Faith-Based Mini-Course — Healing From Emotionally Absent Parents: www.ninecrownsofgrace.life * Bright Soul Blank Journal: ninecrownsofgrace.myshopify.com * Facebook Community — Christian High Achievers Heal From Parental Absence Search the group name on Facebook to join * Support the Mission via CashApp: $9CrownsofGrace