How the Holy Spirit Changed how we love | featuring My Fiancée

Unprepared and Unsubmitted

In 1 Samuel 13:22, Israel enters battle with almost no weapons — a visible sign of a deeper issue. This episode unpacks how being unprepared often begins with being unsubmitted. Saul rushed God, feared people, and acted outside obedience, and the result was an army exposed and a kingdom slipping away. We explore how spiritual shortcuts leave us fighting battles we weren’t equipped for — and why true readiness always starts with submission, not strength.

Why doesn’t God speak as clear anymore?

In this episode, we dive into one of the most honest questions believers face as they mature: “Why does God feel quieter now than He did before?” Using Scripture and real-life examples, we unpack how God’s voice evolves with spiritual growth — from loud confirmations to quiet guidance. We explore why God uses silence as instruction, how He grows you from relying on feelings to developing discernment, and why mature believers begin hearing Him more through His Word than through signs. You’ll learn how to navigate seasons where God feels hidden, what it means to walk by faith and not sight, and practical ways to hear Him clearly again. This episode will help you recognize that God’s quieter voice doesn’t mean absence — it means maturity.

How the Holy Spirit Changed how we love | featuring My Fiancée

In this episode, Elijah and his fiancée have an honest, Spirit-led conversation about what it truly means to follow Jesus when it’s uncomfortable, inconvenient, and unseen. They unpack the cost of obedience, the tension between purpose and surrender, and why a real walk with God often leads through wilderness seasons before the promise.

Chasing Purpose Before Peace

In this episode of A Cross The Table, Elijah breaks down one of the most overlooked struggles in faith — chasing purpose before finding peace. We talk about what happens when you run after your calling faster than your character, when you confuse movement for maturity, and how busyness can disguise itself as obedience. Using the story of Moses, who acted on his purpose before waiting on God’s timing, Elijah explores how peace isn’t found after you fulfill your purpose — it’s what prepares you for it. With insight from Philippians 4:6–7, Isaiah 26:3, and Proverbs 19:21, this conversation invites you to slow down, realign with God’s pace, and rediscover the stillness that brings clarity. Because before God sends you out, He wants to settle you within.

Why Am I Unchanged? | with Elijah Gauldin

In this opening episode, Elijah sits across the table to ask one honest question many believers wrestle with — “Why am I unchanged?” He unpacks what it really means to know God beyond emotion, to let conviction lead to transformation, and how to move from inspiration to actual growth. This episode challenges you to stop settling for surface-level faith and start walking in real change.