luteal phase = lackluster loop

luteal phase = lackluster loop

welcome back to my menstrual cycle diaries welcome back to the podcast queens and kings i have been inconsistent on here because i get embarrassed sometimes about the things im going through ie me situationship but i had some updates that i wanted to share with you my 3h profection year is kicking off and i am seeing the lessons ring true but i think what i want to talk about mostly is communication i have been a lot more honest and open about things anwar dating coach king!!! poly family polyamory the wizard liz and dating monogamy robyn dixon juan tease

one week post my situationship | endings and emerging

200 lbs women? plus sized people in pilates? bro grow up

what my situationship did to me | boundaries and blessings

god will put you right back together in front of the people that broke you the tears slipped onto her arm as she cried on her pillow. another failed situationship. another platonic friendship ending in caught feelings and ghosting. she wondered if love would ever find her and why so many times it missed her completely. thinking back to the things she’d seen herself do that she vowed to never do. for him. she left her comfort zone for him and he wanted nothing to do with her anymore. how did she end up here? how she always did. she over corrected. self sabatoged. thought too much about what she was doing how she was moving. now motionless. stuck wandering processing what could’ve been.

My 2H Profection Year Has Ended Let’s Talk About It | What I’m Ushering In For My 3H Year

2H Year Virgo - mercury retrograde august 11 th breakdown over my walking pad breaking again second of the year and i kept on saying it’s all i have it’s all i have; finding solace in my material possessions need money 2nd house protection year thoughts i’m barely saving any money but i’m looking at the money saved like wtf realizing i should travel more kinda feels so crazy randomly making more money on paychecks even if it is just a dollar realizing i need to care more about work put in more effort and time like realizing i don’t have to rush making financial decisions and feeling them like immediately after kehlani ticket finding comfort in the material expensive skin care routine my walk pad era and crying about it breaking buying 4 this year my lamps and fairy lights like toddler blanket tease fr find that tweet emotional support regal unlimited pass obsessed with going to the movies trashlynn thrifting content and how you can tell she moved to a nicer house and made content off of speniding money going to walgreens for toiletries and spending 50 something dollars on razors lotion deodorant and batteries how i spend my money networking for the first time extended my design services to someone decorating their house and saw how my skills can translate to other ways to make revenue built relationships through projects at work like oh now you will work on xyz because you’ve done it before yada yads sleep routine there was a lot of movement in cancer with mars retrograde etc and i got really invested with my sleep routine and using sleepy from lush and actually like moisturizing i’ve heard that’s good for your venus like i got into different soaps i got into a car accident and was given a bigger car and it was like a wreck literally to my mental health just through my for a spin with my possessions and clinging to them and how sad it made me the car accident made me realize how even though someone hit me i need to be a more cognizant driver and it also showed me what i want in terms of a next vehicle it is and how important it is to choose your possessions and make sure they work for you it also opened me up to a different type of luxury bc without that altercation i wouldn’t have learned what to do in case of a car accident have to actively do so many things and talk to different people and see different cars like very woo woo but in the summer i had this phase of making like a vision board every night right and i put on it this white suv and after i dropped myself off at the place to get my car fixed the rental people picked me up in the exact same car and the guy was kinda a sleaze no lie i had a budget for like how much insurance can spend on my car and they tried to give me this nice ass car i was like um i want a cheaper car i just got into an accident im scared to drive and they did but i thought that was eerie it makes me think about like how specific you have to be in your dreams and manifestations because often times you’ll wish for things and they won’t come exactly how you expected them to i spent a lot of money on food and things this year my laptop screen also broke this year it’s like i had to fix everything that meant something to me and maybe had an unhealthy attachment to something to do to change my opinion and addictions my necklace broke one day and i realized how i started using it as a security blanket like i was just attached the things this year recognizing my flaws more thinking about the future more becoming more serious in my career and taking the downs with the ups stressed about money way more than usual wasn’t prepared for that like my new car was given to me with a low battery mercury retrograde my car wouldn’t start there were so many problems with getting it fixed and i had to take ubers and stuff also made me realize i’d rather spend money than ask for help which is weird bc all i did this year was stress about money losing my AirPods

the simmer pot that created my venus retrograde eclipse season story

i went on a date? here’s my story i guess. change is in the air y’all.