E6: Seeded by My Spirit Lover, I Remember My Divine Purpose

E8: Listening to my Sacrum and Retrieving my lost Joy

I share my 2024 self-reinvention, what Sacral Transformations and Divine Dark mean to me, and how I got back my lost Joy Soul Part.

E7: Birthing the Wailing Circle by Walking with Death

The Wailing Circle at Braided Root Waters Healing Sanctuary embodies the Vulture Medicine of “gathering together in a Circle to uncover the Truth and renew Life by picking the flesh from the bones.” My bone-deep desire for this Truth and Renewal was born of Walking with my own Mother’s Death in May of 2022.

E6: Seeded by My Spirit Lover, I Remember My Divine Purpose

I learned my Divine Purpose, what I was given to call “The Work of My Spirit,” when Mother Earth and the three Indigenous Grandfather Spirits of Braided Root Waters come into my life. The youngest Grandfather becomes my first Spirit Lover and the child he seeds in me, that I give birth to, is my path of Shamanic Healing.

E5: I Trust the Gifts of the Grandmothers and Grandfathers

I met Mr. Catalyst at the 2023 Spring Equinox Circle at Braided Root Waters Healing Sanctuary. What followed was full-scale Chaos of my life-long ideas about love, relationship, and my own heterosexuality, which led to my finding emotionally, physically, and Spiritually fulfilling love with a woman and the embracing of my bisexuality.

E3: Honeybee and Grandmother Moon

I share two of my very first Shamanic Journeys from the workshop I took in January of 2016, Fundamentals of Shamanism with Bekki Shining Bearheart. This is when I learned to Shamanic Journey and I found that which I had been seeking all my life, even though I didn’t know I was searching…