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S6E79 | Noaidi - Generational Trauma in a Mormon Lineage: MK ULTRA Survivor Breaks her Silence

2 h 11 min · 6. juli 2026
episode S6E79 | Noaidi - Generational Trauma in a Mormon Lineage: MK ULTRA Survivor Breaks her Silence cover

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Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1255355/fan_mail/new] Today I’m honored to introduce you all to: MK ULTRA, satanic ritual abuse, and organized abuse survivor, overcomer and whistleblower, loving mother, musician, writer, independent researcher of past and present history, and a woman on a mission to raise awareness about trauma-based mind control programs that have been hidden in the dark and to help others heal from the unimaginable: Noaidi Born in Humble, Texas, into a family deeply enmeshed in the CIA’s MK ULTRA experiments, Noaidi entered this world carrying secrets older than her own memories. Her maternal grandfather proudly claimed the family as one of the first Mormon pioneers to settle in Utah, yet beneath that lineage lay layers of control, exploitation, and hidden operations that would take decades to surface At age thirty-four, the dam broke. Long-repressed memories flooded back - vivid recollections of her maternal grandfather’s sexual abuse, interwoven with ritualistic ceremonies and the sickening exploitation of her childhood innocence through child sexual abuse material. When she found the courage to speak, her mother brought her to an Austin therapist, whose quiet specialization in MK ULTRA and ritual satanic abuse victims and survivors offered the first safe space for truth. This revelation ignited a relentless inquiry into her past. Yet even in the midst of such darkness, a light had always burned inside her. From an early age, Noaidi felt an unrelenting pull to understand who was truly in charge of this world. That sacred hunger led her, at eight, to embrace Christianity and become born again—much to the dismay of her nuclear family. She devoured the Bible throughout her teenage years, seeking answers in scripture. At twenty-one, pregnant with her first child, she followed her father’s wish and entered a contemplative Christian church. There, through disciplined self-observation, rigorous meditation, and the patient work of seeing all her inner “I’s,” she began the sacred process of integration. For thirteen years she labored in “The Work,” slowly gathering the fragmented parts of herself into greater wholeness. After this foundation, her path deepened. From this place of profound realization, Noaidi began offering spiritual healing to others. Her practice in Austin flourished; people felt seen, held, and transformed in her presence. It was during one such healing session that the final repressed memories of her abuse rose fully into consciousness, completing the circle of remembrance. She is the mother of seven beautiful children. Six were forcibly taken from her. In the shattering clarity that followed, she understood she had been used as a breeder within the cult—her awakened consciousness making her too dangerous to keep close. Her own family ostracized her and worked tirelessly to discredit the truth she carried. Deeper layers revealed themselves: experiments and programming conducted on Air Force bases and in underground facilities. She began recovering awareness of missions carried out in adulthood - her body and mind weaponized as a Beta sex slave and a Theta psychic spy. Remarkably, the very psychic capacities developed through Theta training became the foundation of her extraordinary gift for healing others. What had been forged for control could now serve liberation. Today, Noaidi has turned the full force of her hard-won consciousness toward a single, luminous purpose: raising awareness about these hidden programs and guiding fellow survivors toward healing. Noaidi’s life is not merely a story of survival; it is a living prophecy of what becomes possible when a soul refuses to remain asleep. Ostracized, discredited, and targeted, she stands taller, her voice clearer, her presence more potent. She is the embodiment of awakened courage - the woman who turned the very tools of her programming into instruments of freedom. Through her healing work, her teachings, and her unwavering advocacy, Noaidi proves that no programming is final, no trauma is absolute, and no darkness can extinguish the divine spark that seeks to know itself. She is living proof that the greatest rebellion against systems of control is radical self-awareness, radical compassion, and the relentless choice to help others rise. In her presence, survivors feel seen. In her words, the fragmented find hope. And in her example, the world glimpses what it means to be truly free. 🔗DONATE TO NOAIDI: CashApp: NoaidiRoots GoFundMe: https://gofund.me/31bec1a65 [https://gofund.me/31bec1a65] 🔗CONNECT WITH NOAIDI: IG: https://www.instagram.com/noaidiroots [https://www.instagram.com/noaidiroots] 🔗CONNECT WITH EMMA: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial [https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial] Rumble: https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast [https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast] EMAIL: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com OR standbysurvivors@protonmail.com My Substack: https://emmakatherine.substack.com/ [https://emmakatherine.substack.com/] BUY ME A COFFEE: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination] VENMO: @emmapreneur CASHAPP: $EmmaKatherine1204 All links: https://direct.me/theimaginationpodcast [https://direct.me/theimaginationpodcast] Support the show [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination]

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episode S6E82 | Allison Adams - Targeted Home Invasion, Implanted Parasites, & MK ULTRA Survivor Task Force cover

S6E82 | Allison Adams - Targeted Home Invasion, Implanted Parasites, & MK ULTRA Survivor Task Force

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1255355/fan_mail/new] Today I’m so honored to have back on the show once again: Masonic Ritual Abuse Victim, Survivor and now Whistleblower for the first time, intuitive empath, entrepreneur, public speaker and improv comedian, biofeedback facilitator and educator, clean farming and nature lover, podcast regular, and an incredible hero coming forward to advocate for whistleblower and survivor protection and safety and to do everything in her power to facilitate the change she wishes to see in the world: Allison Adams A little bit about Allison in case you’re new here, missed her riveting first three episodes, or need a little recap: Long before tragedy sought her out, Allison had already walked a remarkable path. Diagnosed with juvenile myoclonic epilepsy as a child, she refused to be defined by her condition. For 45 years, she mastered it with unwavering sovereignty - through disciplined choices in food, restorative sleep, mindfulness, and inner strength. What began as medicine became her superpower: a daily practice of awareness and control that kept her vibrant, connected, and free. Her days overflowed with simple, genuine joys—gym friendships, hikes through the woods, lunch dates, and the deep sharing that comes from real human connection. An outsider by choice and circumstance, she moved through life with openness and trust. But that trust was brutally weaponized. She befriended a woman at the gym, never imagining the warmth and stories shared during miles and miles of hikes would become the very tools used to target her. For two years, a sophisticated network stalked and groomed her, using personal details against her. In April 2020, on the patio of an acquaintance—a James Beard-nominated chef named Marty connected to that network—Allison was drugged with at least four substances. She lost 10 harrowing hours to ritualistic horror: violation, strangulation, hazing, and terror orchestrated by an organized collective. Yet here is where her light refused to be extinguished. Even in that drugged state, her decades of biofeedback training awakened. While her body appeared unconscious, her mind remained hyperaware—an observer in the storm. In the months and years that followed, she patiently gathered fragments, clues, memories, and inner knowing. Piece by piece, she reconstructed her truth. The same mastery that once tamed epilepsy now became her anchor in survival and healing. She refused to let trauma erase her. Instead, she transformed it into purpose. Allison was not born into a multi-generational cult or ritual abuse family. She was a regular woman - lured, hunted, and caught. Her story reveals how insidious and organized the darkness can be, and how anyone can become a target when trust is exploited by those who operate in shadows. Watching brave whistleblowers step forward only to face targeting, financial desperation, illness, and silencing ignited a righteous fire within her. She realized that true disclosure is not just dramatic testimony—it is everyday survivors like her speaking out, and it demands community protection. There is no witness protection for these crimes. Society often blames victims, dismisses their stories as “too outrageous,” or looks away because the darkness is uncomfortable. Allison chose the opposite. She knows the risks. She has watched others silenced. She remains in danger, still living in the town where the attack occurred, still navigating ongoing targeting and constant vigilance. Yet she will not be deterred. Her voice rises not just for herself, but powerfully for the children—the ones drugged with memory-erasing substances who have no reference point, no adult resilience, no framework to understand the violation. That fierce compassion, that maternal fire for the innocent, reveals the depth of her true character. Her legacy is not one of victimhood. It is one of triumphant, unbreakable light. She is living proof that the human spirit, when anchored in sovereignty and transformed by unimaginable darkness, becomes a flame that no evil can extinguish—and a call to action that echoes through the ages. Stand with her. Learn from her. Be inspired by her. The light she carries is ours to carry forward. 🔗ALLISON'S PLAYLIST ON 'THE IMAGINATION: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLMec58rKSRaY [https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLMec58rKSRaY] 🔗CONNECT WITH ALLISON: Donate on Buy Me a Coffee: https://buymeacoffee.com/allison1776 [https://buymeacoffee.com/allison1776] X: https://x.com/AdamsAllis94140 [https://x.com/AdamsAllis94140] Email: allison1776@rocketmail.com 🔗CONNECT WITH EMMA: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial [https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial] Rumble: https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast [https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast] EMAIL: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com OR standbysurvivors@protonmail.com My Substack: https://emmakatherine.substack.com/ [https://emmakatherine.substack.com/] BUY ME A COFFEE: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination] VENMO: @emmapreneur CASHAPP: $EmmaKatherine1204 All links: https://direct.me/theimaginationpodcast [https://direct.me/theimaginationpodcast] Support the show [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination]

17. juli 20261 h 10 min
episode TIP 'Movie Night' | SuperSoldiers - Max Spiers & Michaell Prince/James Casbolt (Project Camelot 2013) cover

TIP 'Movie Night' | SuperSoldiers - Max Spiers & Michaell Prince/James Casbolt (Project Camelot 2013)

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1255355/fan_mail/new] This is a remote video interview hosted by Kerry Cassidy of Project Camelot from 2013. It features two self-described “supersoldiers” and whistleblowers: James Casbolt (using the alias Michael Prince) and Max Spiers. They appear via video link (Max from Dallas, Michael from San Antonio). The discussion centers on their claimed involvement in classified black-ops programs, trauma-based mind control, elite bloodlines, extraterrestrial connections, and future global agendas. It is a classic example of early-2010s alternative-media “supersoldier” testimony - highly detailed, dramatic, and ground-breaking. 🔗CONNECT WITH EMMA: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial [https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial] Rumble: https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast [https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast] EMAIL: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com OR standbysurvivors@protonmail.com My Substack: https://emmakatherine.substack.com/ [https://emmakatherine.substack.com/] BUY ME A COFFEE: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination] VENMO: @emmapreneur CASHAPP: $EmmaKatherine1204 All links: https://direct.me/theimaginationpodcast [https://direct.me/theimaginationpodcast] Support the show [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination]

14. juli 20261 h 21 min
episode S6E80 | Justin Riggs - Mormon Secrets: Gordon Bowen, Secret Societies & the Voice of God cover

S6E80 | Justin Riggs - Mormon Secrets: Gordon Bowen, Secret Societies & the Voice of God

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1255355/fan_mail/new] Today I’m honored to have back on the show: LDS abuse whistleblower, survivor, investigative researcher, journalist and reporter, creator of LDS Abuse, excommunicated lifelong member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, loving father, nature lover, and a man on a mission to help members of the spiritual body known as The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints know what to expect from their church if they become victims of abuse: Justin Riggs aka @ldsabuse In case you are new here or missed any of Justin’s previous episodes, here is a quick recap to catch you up: In the quiet corridors of history and the hidden vaults of institutional records, Justin has become a singular force for truth. What began as personal curiosity about how good people could fail victims of abuse quickly evolved into a rigorous, evidence-based mission. Justin immersed himself in the historical record, constructing detailed timelines. He pored over the 1990 PACE Memo - a leaked internal document revealing that church leadership had been monitoring ritualistic child abuse for years, yet never warning parents or addressing the crisis publicly.  Through careful analysis of depositions, family-search records, and court filings, he has traced multi-generational abuse patterns, most poignantly in his own extended family - the Hebrew Grant Woolsey line - where allegations spanning four generations surfaced in defamation lawsuits and public records. Justin’s research extends far beyond individual cases. He shares these findings not as speculation, but as a public archive of evidence: resource pages, research timelines, family trees, and data visualizations that empower others to see the patterns for themselves. This relentless pursuit of documentation came at great personal cost. Justin’s work led to his excommunication from the church - yet he continues, driven by the conviction that sunlight is the best disinfectant and that secrets only allow abuse to metastasize. His research has connected the dots between ritual abuse allegations, historical infiltration efforts, and the LDS corporation’s prioritization of brand protection - revealing a system where victims are funneled into therapy modalities that undermine legal recourse and where even prophets and apostles have been implicated in shielding perpetrators. Justin stands as a model of intellectual courage and moral clarity. Through painstaking research, he has transformed private pain into public knowledge, giving voice to the voiceless and offering a roadmap for accountability. His life’s work reminds us that truth is not found in blind loyalty, but in the patient, fearless examination of evidence and patterning. In an age of institutional opacity, Justin has chosen the harder path: to document, to educate, and to speak the truth aloud - so that future generations may break the chains of silence and build something safer, truer, and more just. What makes Justin truly awe-inspiring is not just the research or the courage to expose his own family’s pain. It is the profound humanity beneath the fire. He carries righteous anger for the victims—especially the children—but refuses to dehumanize even the perpetrators. “The gospel provides for repentance,” he says, while acknowledging that most abusers do not repent and that justice must come. He speaks of chain breakers—families who stop the cycle—and believes in a God of both justice and mercy. He weeps with survivors, fights alongside them, and extends grace even when it comes at a personal cost. Justin is living proof that one man, armed with truth and an unbreakable commitment to the vulnerable, can shift the Overton window. He has turned personal trauma into collective awakening. He has transformed whispers into documented history. He has modeled what it means to be a true disciple: not blind obedience, but fierce love that protects the innocent and vulnerable.. He is not merely a survivor or advocate. He is a researcher whose dedication to facts has become a beacon of hope for all who seek light in the darkness. 🔗JUSTIN'S PLAYLIST: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoojlrL9wVROlw0jmqs1oIVjpP8uJx9JW [https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoojlrL9wVROlw0jmqs1oIVjpP8uJx9JW] 🔗GORDON BOWEN COURT DOCUMENTS WEBSITE: https://gordonbowencourtdocuments.com/ [https://gordonbowencourtdocuments.com/] 🔗CONNECT WITH JUSTIN: X: @ldsabuse - https://x.com/ldsabuse [ https://x.com/ldsabuse] Website: https://ldsabuse.info/ [https://ldsabuse.info/] TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ldsabuse_on_x [https://www.tiktok.com/@ldsabuse_on_x] 🔗CONNECT WITH EMMA: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial [https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial] Rumble: https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast [https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast] EMAIL: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com OR standbysurvivors@protonmail.com My Substack: https://emmakatherine.substack.com/ [https://emmakatherine.substack.com/] BUY ME A COFFEE: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination] VENMO: @emmapreneur CASHAPP: $EmmaKatherine1204 All links: https://direct.me/theimaginationpodcast [https://direct.me/theimaginationpodcast] Support the show [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination]

10. juli 20262 h 23 min
episode TIP 'Movie Night' | Max Spiers - "Bases 37: The Max Spiers Collection" with Miles Johnson (2014) cover

TIP 'Movie Night' | Max Spiers - "Bases 37: The Max Spiers Collection" with Miles Johnson (2014)

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1255355/fan_mail/new] In this raw and unfiltered 2014 interview, Max Spiers sits down with Miles Johnston for one of his most explosive conversations ever recorded. From the quiet streets of Broadstairs, Kent, Max pulls back the curtain on the hidden world he claimed to be part of — mind-controlled super soldier programs, interdimensional warfare, ET kingdoms at war in the stars, and the continuation of Nazi black projects. Max reveals shocking details about: •  Genetic and mind-control programs running from before birth •  The Committee of 300 and the forces “above” them •  Bloodline programming, hive-mind systems, and blood group manipulation •  Secret underground bases and the creation of hybrid creatures •  The music industry’s role in mass programming •  His personal awakening and the extreme backlash that followed Filmed while Max was house-sitting in his late grandmother’s flat, this is pure, unscripted disclosure — no holds barred. Sarah Adams also joins parts of the conversation, adding her own perspective. Years later, Max would be found dead in Poland under mysterious circumstances… but in 2014 he was still speaking freely. If you’ve ever wondered what the super soldier programs, interdimensional wars, and the real power structures on this planet actually look like — this is the interview that delivers it straight from the source. 🔗CONNECT WITH EMMA: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial [ https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial] Rumble: https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast [https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast] EMAIL: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com OR standbysurvivors@protonmail.com My Substack: https://emmakatherine.substack.com/ [ https://emmakatherine.substack.com/] BUY ME A COFFEE: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination] VENMO: @emmapreneur CASHAPP: $EmmaKatherine1204 All links: https://direct.me/theimaginationpodcast [ https://direct.me/theimaginationpodcast] Support the show [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination]

7. juli 20261 h 26 min
episode S6E79 | Noaidi - Generational Trauma in a Mormon Lineage: MK ULTRA Survivor Breaks her Silence cover

S6E79 | Noaidi - Generational Trauma in a Mormon Lineage: MK ULTRA Survivor Breaks her Silence

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1255355/fan_mail/new] Today I’m honored to introduce you all to: MK ULTRA, satanic ritual abuse, and organized abuse survivor, overcomer and whistleblower, loving mother, musician, writer, independent researcher of past and present history, and a woman on a mission to raise awareness about trauma-based mind control programs that have been hidden in the dark and to help others heal from the unimaginable: Noaidi Born in Humble, Texas, into a family deeply enmeshed in the CIA’s MK ULTRA experiments, Noaidi entered this world carrying secrets older than her own memories. Her maternal grandfather proudly claimed the family as one of the first Mormon pioneers to settle in Utah, yet beneath that lineage lay layers of control, exploitation, and hidden operations that would take decades to surface At age thirty-four, the dam broke. Long-repressed memories flooded back - vivid recollections of her maternal grandfather’s sexual abuse, interwoven with ritualistic ceremonies and the sickening exploitation of her childhood innocence through child sexual abuse material. When she found the courage to speak, her mother brought her to an Austin therapist, whose quiet specialization in MK ULTRA and ritual satanic abuse victims and survivors offered the first safe space for truth. This revelation ignited a relentless inquiry into her past. Yet even in the midst of such darkness, a light had always burned inside her. From an early age, Noaidi felt an unrelenting pull to understand who was truly in charge of this world. That sacred hunger led her, at eight, to embrace Christianity and become born again—much to the dismay of her nuclear family. She devoured the Bible throughout her teenage years, seeking answers in scripture. At twenty-one, pregnant with her first child, she followed her father’s wish and entered a contemplative Christian church. There, through disciplined self-observation, rigorous meditation, and the patient work of seeing all her inner “I’s,” she began the sacred process of integration. For thirteen years she labored in “The Work,” slowly gathering the fragmented parts of herself into greater wholeness. After this foundation, her path deepened. From this place of profound realization, Noaidi began offering spiritual healing to others. Her practice in Austin flourished; people felt seen, held, and transformed in her presence. It was during one such healing session that the final repressed memories of her abuse rose fully into consciousness, completing the circle of remembrance. She is the mother of seven beautiful children. Six were forcibly taken from her. In the shattering clarity that followed, she understood she had been used as a breeder within the cult—her awakened consciousness making her too dangerous to keep close. Her own family ostracized her and worked tirelessly to discredit the truth she carried. Deeper layers revealed themselves: experiments and programming conducted on Air Force bases and in underground facilities. She began recovering awareness of missions carried out in adulthood - her body and mind weaponized as a Beta sex slave and a Theta psychic spy. Remarkably, the very psychic capacities developed through Theta training became the foundation of her extraordinary gift for healing others. What had been forged for control could now serve liberation. Today, Noaidi has turned the full force of her hard-won consciousness toward a single, luminous purpose: raising awareness about these hidden programs and guiding fellow survivors toward healing. Noaidi’s life is not merely a story of survival; it is a living prophecy of what becomes possible when a soul refuses to remain asleep. Ostracized, discredited, and targeted, she stands taller, her voice clearer, her presence more potent. She is the embodiment of awakened courage - the woman who turned the very tools of her programming into instruments of freedom. Through her healing work, her teachings, and her unwavering advocacy, Noaidi proves that no programming is final, no trauma is absolute, and no darkness can extinguish the divine spark that seeks to know itself. She is living proof that the greatest rebellion against systems of control is radical self-awareness, radical compassion, and the relentless choice to help others rise. In her presence, survivors feel seen. In her words, the fragmented find hope. And in her example, the world glimpses what it means to be truly free. 🔗DONATE TO NOAIDI: CashApp: NoaidiRoots GoFundMe: https://gofund.me/31bec1a65 [https://gofund.me/31bec1a65] 🔗CONNECT WITH NOAIDI: IG: https://www.instagram.com/noaidiroots [https://www.instagram.com/noaidiroots] 🔗CONNECT WITH EMMA: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial [https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial] Rumble: https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast [https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast] EMAIL: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com OR standbysurvivors@protonmail.com My Substack: https://emmakatherine.substack.com/ [https://emmakatherine.substack.com/] BUY ME A COFFEE: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination] VENMO: @emmapreneur CASHAPP: $EmmaKatherine1204 All links: https://direct.me/theimaginationpodcast [https://direct.me/theimaginationpodcast] Support the show [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination]

6. juli 20262 h 11 min