224. From Please to Powerful

224. From Please to Powerful

In the finale of this peek-into-her-journals, Mechelle shares two journal entries separated by six years — and the revelation that came from placing them side by side. The first is the most honest prayer she has ever written. Three pleases. A broken heart. A direct question: am I going to succeed to where I feel it? The answer that arrived was immediate, expansive, and larger than language — you are the creator. What power you possess. Six years later, after a long silence, she asked again. Not from brokenness but from steadiness. Not please please please but it's been too long — what would you have me know? And what came back was the same truth, deeper and more embodied than before. You have the power to expand the universe. Your presence changes everything. Look up. This episode is for anyone who has ever written the same prayer in different words across different seasons. For anyone who has been willing, and sacrificed, and shown up broken, and wondered if it was enough. For anyone who is still waiting to feel the success of their own life — and needs to hear that the waiting itself is the misunderstanding. The blessings were never waiting. They were always yours. In this episode: * What it means to ask with everything you have and receive an answer larger than language * Why your blessings are not in a queue — and what shifts when you stop waiting for them * How the same truth deepens across six years of living * What it looks like when a prayer and its answer finally meet on the page * Four integration questions to close out the series Explore The Wholeness Library App FREE! Apple: https://apps.apple.com/us/app/wholeness-library/id1545002697 ⁠ [https://apps.apple.com/us/app/wholeness-library/id1545002697%20%E2%81%A0] Android: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.thewholenessnetwork.thewholenessnetwork [https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.thewholenessnetwork.thewholenessnetwork] On the web https://www.thewholenessnetwork.com/⁠ [https://www.thewholenessnetwork.com/%E2%81%A0] Follow us ⁠https://www.instagram.com/thewholenessnetwork/⁠ [https://www.instagram.com/thewholenessnetwork/] ⁠https://www.facebook.com/thewholenessnetwork⁠ [https://www.facebook.com/thewholenessnetwork] Leave us a message! tel:646-883-3350 Information is intended for entertainment only prayer, answered prayer, divine guidance, heavenly parents, spiritual journaling, brokenness and healing, faith and healing, creation and receiving, expansion, blessings, inner power, self-worth, grief and growth, six years later, women's spirituality, divine feminine, holistic healing, personal growth, The Wholeness Network, Summer Shorts series finale, Mechelle, wellness podcast, spiritual podcast for women, journal entry podcast, receiving, you are the creator Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices [https://megaphone.fm/adchoices]

223. The Dark, the Dance, and the Divine Journal Episodes 2

In this episode of the Journal Series, Mechelle shares a journal entry from December 5, 2023 — written after a session in a selenite cave. What she encountered in that healing space was visionary, layered, and quietly one of the most important things she has ever been shown. A heavenly home that turned out to always be hers. A house gone cold and empty — not as loss, but as invitation. A tree with three levels that reframes everything we think we know about darkness, creativity, and worth. A gruff guide named Manning who led her into the dark and walked her right back out into the light. And a room full of women — her mother, her grandmother, Mary Magdalene, the gathered divine feminine — who held a thread and pulled while she twirled free. This episode is for anyone who has ever lived in the middle and wondered if it was enough. For anyone who has bypassed the descent because the light looked easier. For anyone who has needed to be witnessed in release — not fixed, not advised, just held while they moved through it. The roots were always feeding you. You just couldn't see it from up here. In this episode: * Why the dark is not lesser — and what it actually produces * The dignity of the middle place and the unseen creative life * What shadow work actually feels like when you stop running from it * How the body learns the shape of release before the mind is ready * Four integration questions to carry into your week selenite cave, healing experience, visionary journey, shadow work, divine feminine, inner work, spiritual growth, darkness and light, letting go, release, roots and trunk, tree metaphor, Mary Magdalene, ancestral healing, women's spirituality, somatic release, body wisdom, wholeness, self-belonging, The Wholeness Network, Summer Shorts, Mechelle, wellness podcast, holistic healing, spiritual podcast for women Explore The Wholeness Library App FREE! Apple: https://apps.apple.com/us/app/wholeness-library/id1545002697 ⁠ [https://apps.apple.com/us/app/wholeness-library/id1545002697%20%E2%81%A0] Android: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.thewholenessnetwork.thewholenessnetwork [https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.thewholenessnetwork.thewholenessnetwork] On the web https://www.thewholenessnetwork.com/⁠ [https://www.thewholenessnetwork.com/%E2%81%A0] Follow us ⁠https://www.instagram.com/thewholenessnetwork/⁠ [https://www.instagram.com/thewholenessnetwork/] ⁠https://www.facebook.com/thewholenessnetwork⁠ [https://www.facebook.com/thewholenessnetwork] Leave us a message! tel:646-883-3350 Information is intended for entertainment only Keywords: selenite cave, healing experience, visionary journey, shadow work, divine feminine, inner work, spiritual growth, darkness and light, letting go, release, roots and trunk, tree metaphor, Mary Magdalene, ancestral healing, women's spirituality, somatic release, body wisdom, wholeness, self-belonging, The Wholeness Network, Summer Shorts, Mechelle, wellness podcast, holistic healing, spiritual podcast for women Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices [https://megaphone.fm/adchoices]

222. Bravery at Home First, Then Freedom

Some of the truest things get said when we're not trying to say them well. In the first episode of the journal episodes, Mechelle shares two entries written almost eight years apart — one from September 2017, one from March 2025. On the surface, they seem different. One is a quiet question asked of something larger than herself. The other is a raw wrestling with fear — her own and her family's — in a world that felt like it was unraveling. But when placed side by side, they tell one continuous story. The 2025 entry asks the hard question: How do I stay present for the people I love without being consumed by what frightens them? It sits with the weight of watching fear live in the bodies of the people closest to you — and arrives at a reframe that is both simple and demanding. Bravery, real bravery, points inward first. Your inner home is where the work begins. And tending it is one of the most generous things you can offer the people you love. The 2017 entry exhales into something softer. A question about miracles. A voice that answers plainly. A reminder that you were never doing any of this alone — and that what you've been searching the horizon for may have already been speaking to you in quiet, ordinary language, waiting for you to slow down enough to hear it. This episode is for anyone who has ever felt the weight of holding themselves together while also trying to hold the people they love. For anyone who has stood at the edge of their own effort and wondered if it was enough. For anyone who is learning — slowly, imperfectly — to let themselves be met. https://www.youtube.com/@ruptureeverafter [https://www.youtube.com/@ruptureeverafter] In this episode: * Why tending your inner home is the most generous act you can offer others * What it really means when crisis feels like the permanent condition * The difference between asking for a miracle and learning to receive one * Three integration questions to carry into your week Explore The Wholeness Library App FREE! Apple: https://apps.apple.com/us/app/wholeness-library/id1545002697 ⁠ [https://apps.apple.com/us/app/wholeness-library/id1545002697%20%E2%81%A0] Android: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.thewholenessnetwork.thewholenessnetwork [https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.thewholenessnetwork.thewholenessnetwork] On the web https://www.thewholenessnetwork.com/⁠ [https://www.thewholenessnetwork.com/%E2%81%A0] Follow us ⁠https://www.instagram.com/thewholenessnetwork/⁠ [https://www.instagram.com/thewholenessnetwork/] ⁠https://www.facebook.com/thewholenessnetwork⁠ [https://www.facebook.com/thewholenessnetwork] Leave us a message! tel:646-883-3350 Information is intended for entertainment only Keywords: home, bravery, inner work, fear, family anxiety, political anxiety, nervous system regulation, miracles, spiritual journaling, journal entries, personal growth, emotional regulation, IFS, wholeness, self-compassion, regulated presence, crisis, somatic healing, wellness podcast, women's wellness, holistic healing, The Wholeness Network Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices [https://megaphone.fm/adchoices]

221. Let It Grow You: Finding Your Footing During Transition

There's a version of transition we talk about — the before and after, the glow-up, the lesson learned. This episode isn't that one. This is about the middle. The part where the old thing is gone but the new thing hasn't arrived yet. The part where you don't quite know who you are on the other side, and growth doesn't always feel like growth. In this episode, Mechelle explores the real difference between change and transition — and why getting that distinction right changes everything. Drawing on the work of author and organizational consultant William Bridges, she walks through the three phases most transitions move through: the ending, the neutral zone, and the new beginning — and why the middle is the place we most need to stop rushing through. She also gets personal. About her own season of significant transition, about the pressure to have meaning before the wound is finished being a wound, and about the moment she realized she had built something beautiful — and also built it in a way that quietly skirted her own unfinished grief. This episode is for anyone in the disorienting in-between. You'll walk away with something real to practice — not a way to speed things up, but a way to finally let them move. In this episode: * Why change and transition are not the same thing * The three phases of transition (and the one we most want to skip) * What it costs to rush into meaning before you've finished feeling * Three practices for letting a transition actually grow you * A personal story about mastermind groups, live events, old wounds, and a sound bath that changed everything LIVE Online Class https://www.thewholenessnetwork.com/difficult-people [https://www.thewholenessnetwork.com/difficult-people] Explore The Wholeness Library App FREE! Apple: https://apps.apple.com/us/app/wholeness-library/id1545002697 ⁠ [https://apps.apple.com/us/app/wholeness-library/id1545002697%20%E2%81%A0] Android: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.thewholenessnetwork.thewholenessnetwork [https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.thewholenessnetwork.thewholenessnetwork] On the web https://www.thewholenessnetwork.com/⁠ [https://www.thewholenessnetwork.com/%E2%81%A0] Follow us ⁠https://www.instagram.com/thewholenessnetwork/⁠ [https://www.instagram.com/thewholenessnetwork/] ⁠https://www.facebook.com/thewholenessnetwork⁠ [https://www.facebook.com/thewholenessnetwork] Leave us a message! tel:646-883-3350 Information is intended for entertainment only Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices [https://megaphone.fm/adchoices]

220. I Was Never Broken: Lisa Hartle Rewrote Her Bone Beliefs and Broke Generational Chains

Some of the heaviest things we carry aren't even ours — they were handed down so quietly we never noticed. In this episode, Mechelle sits down with Lisa Hartle, a neurofeedback practitioner, coach, and author of I Was Never Broken [https://amzn.to/4dxY51O], to talk about what happens when your body finally stops letting you outrun your past. Lisa shares how a perfect storm — empty nesting, a cross-state move, a job she hated, and anxiety she'd never experienced before — cracked open five memories she'd spent a lifetime shoving and stuffing. What followed was one of the most honest healing journeys you'll hear: writing 20 ways each painful experience had blessed her life, going back as her adult self to sit with a three-year-old girl who had taken on shame that was never hers, and ultimately breaking a generational chain of addiction and silence that had run through her family for decades. This conversation covers bone beliefs, the "sonic boom" of delayed trauma, epigenetics, IFS, and why true gratitude can't be rushed to — it has to be earned through the journey. If you've ever thought, "That was a long time ago, I should be over it" — this one's for you. I Was Never Broken is available on Amazon. [https://amzn.to/4dxY51O] Instagram Lisa Hartle Coaching [https://www.instagram.com/lisahartlecoaching?igsh=anJiNjF1cXVpMG9o]  Watch the video version in the wholeness library. Explore The Wholeness Library App FREE! Apple: https://apps.apple.com/us/app/wholeness-library/id1545002697 ⁠ [https://apps.apple.com/us/app/wholeness-library/id1545002697%20%E2%81%A0] Android: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.thewholenessnetwork.thewholenessnetwork [https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.thewholenessnetwork.thewholenessnetwork] On the web https://www.thewholenessnetwork.com/⁠ [https://www.thewholenessnetwork.com/%E2%81%A0] Follow us ⁠https://www.instagram.com/thewholenessnetwork/⁠ [https://www.instagram.com/thewholenessnetwork/] ⁠https://www.facebook.com/thewholenessnetwork⁠ [https://www.facebook.com/thewholenessnetwork] Leave us a message! tel:646-883-3350 Information is intended for entertainment only Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices [https://megaphone.fm/adchoices]