Elegance of the hedgedog&刺蝟的優雅

I've always loved the book "the elegance of the hedgedog." The concierge lady was the wisiest of all. She kept a modest life, and quietly read. I think she's also the wealthiest of all. At age thirty, I am not any closer to the so-called "success." And yet I feel an unprecedented peaceful and calm----learning new languages and holding exhibitions-----and trying to find a job I like. If that never happened in the past 10 years, why not create one by myself?