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Ep 17: I Nearly Relapsed At 5 Years Sober - Here is What Stopped Me and How It Can Help You

50 min · 1. maj 2026
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In this episode I talk honestly about relapse. I share my own experiences before I got sober this time and what I believe was really going on underneath it all. I also open up about a moment five years into sobriety where I came very close to relapsing and what helped me get through it. I break down why relapse can happen, what it can teach you if you are willing to look at it, and what I have put in place to support myself so I do not go back there again. This episode is for anyone. Whether you are newly sober, years in, or just thinking about making a change, it will help strengthen your sobriety and give you a better understanding of relapse. I also share a bit about what I have been up to recently including my ADHD diagnosis, the sober retreats I run, and my monthly membership over at www.theclearheadclub.co.uk.

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episode Ep 26: Alcohol, Addiction and ADHD artwork

Ep 26: Alcohol, Addiction and ADHD

In this episode of The Clear head Club, I talk about something that has completely changed the way I understand myself: my ADHD diagnosis at 39. For years I wondered why I felt different. Why I struggled with certain things that seemed to come naturally to other people. Why I found emotions so intense, why I chased dopamine, why I struggled with impulsivity, overwhelm and feeling like I never quite fitted in. I share my own story of growing up with undiagnosed ADHD, how it affected me as a child, through my teenage years and into adulthood, and how it played a role in my relationship with alcohol and addiction. I also dive into the science behind ADHD and addiction, looking at how the ADHD brain works, why people with ADHD can be more vulnerable to seeking ways to escape uncomfortable feelings, and why understanding our brains is such an important part of recovery. This episode is about education, awareness and compassion. Especially for young people who may be growing up feeling like they are too much, not enough, or somehow different without understanding why. Getting sober taught me that I didn’t need to escape myself. I needed to understand myself. ADHD does not have to define your life. You can learn how your brain works, build tools that support you, and become the most authentic version of yourself without needing to numb, hide or run away from the difficult moments. If you have ADHD, think you might have ADHD, love someone with ADHD, or you’re curious about the connection between ADHD and addiction, I hope this episode helps you feel seen and reminds you that you are not alone.

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episode Ep 25: The Brainwashing Behind Drinking Culture: Who’s to Blame and Why They Do It artwork

Ep 25: The Brainwashing Behind Drinking Culture: Who’s to Blame and Why They Do It

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episode Ep 24: The Secret To Staying Sober, Happy & Free: Becoming Authentically You artwork

Ep 24: The Secret To Staying Sober, Happy & Free: Becoming Authentically You

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episode Ep 23: Sobriety Life Hacks To Help You Rewire Your Mind And Transform Your Life artwork

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episode Ep 22: Voice Note Q&A: Your Questions Answered About Wine Mum Culture, Sober Fun & More artwork

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Welcome back to The Clear Head Club Podcast. This week is a special episode because for the first time ever, I’m answering your questions sent in through voice notes. From Mum wine culture to living with someone who has an addiction, from navigating withdrawal symptoms to learning how to socialise and have fun without alcohol, no topic is off limits. These are real questions from real listeners and I’m sharing my honest thoughts, personal experience and professional insight as a recovery coach who has been alcohol free for eight years. In this episode we discuss: • Mum wine culture and the normalisation of alcohol • Loving and living with someone who struggles with addiction • How to socialise, connect and enjoy life without drinking • Common withdrawal symptoms and what to expect • The fears, challenges and realities of changing your relationship with alcohol Whether you’re sober curious, newly alcohol free, supporting a loved one or well into your recovery journey, I hope this episode gives you reassurance, clarity and a reminder that you’re not alone. Thank you to everyone who sent in a voice note and trusted me with your questions. Let’s get into it.

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