Un-Adoptically Me: A Terrifying and Liberating Memoir — Audiobook Narrated by Author Elmarie Arnold

A Punch to the Gut | UAM Snapshot 61

16 min · 23. maj 2026
episode A Punch to the Gut | UAM Snapshot 61 cover

Description

Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 61: And Then Came Tomorrow Just as I began to saunter hand-in-hand in the light of freedom, a box of returned childhood memories arrived like a punch to the gut, reopening the primal wound of my first abandonment. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 [https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88] 📖 Read along (exclusive ebook): https://foreverfree.co.za/un-adoptically [https://foreverfree.co.za/un-adoptically] 🛒 Own the physical book (Amazon): https://mybook.to/un-adoptically-me [https://mybook.to/un-adoptically-me] 🛒 Own the physical book (Takealot): https://www.takealot.com/un-adoptically-me-my-story-my-truth-my-voice/PLID97006777 [https://www.takealot.com/un-adoptically-me-my-story-my-truth-my-voice/PLID97006777] ✨ https://foreverfree.co.za [https://foreverfree.co.za] AUTHOR'S NOTE FROM THE CAVE STUDIO: Recording this in our Cave Studio in Tulbagh, freedom and the primal wound have an uncomfortable habit of arriving together. Keith is at the controls, and this chapter required two cups of tea. ABOUT THIS SNAPSHOT: A box of returned childhood memories arrives like a gut-punch just as freedom begins to saunter. Narcissistic manipulation through returned albums reopens the primal wound of first abandonment alongside the thrilling whisper of new beginnings. EXPLORE THESE THEMES: #UnAdopticallyMe #ElmarieArnold #AudiobookMemoir #SouthAfricanAuthor #SovereignSoul #StoryOfASurvivor #FreeAudiobook #AuthorNarrated #LiteraryTitanGoldAward #Adoption Trauma #Adoptee Healing #Primal Wound #Adoptee Rights #Identity Trauma #Biological Family Search

Comments

0

Be the first to comment

Sign up now and become a member of the Un-Adoptically Me: A Terrifying and Liberating Memoir — Audiobook Narrated by Author Elmarie Arnold community!

Get Started

1 month for 9 kr.

Then 99 kr. / month · Cancel anytime.

  • Podcasts kun på Podimo
  • 20 lydbogstimer pr. måned
  • Gratis podcasts

All episodes

87 episodes

episode A Radiant Newborn Star | UAM Snapshot 83 artwork

A Radiant Newborn Star | UAM Snapshot 83

Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 83: Forever Georick Amidst the sharp fragments of a shattered mirror, a voice from the other side whispered a message of short-sightedness and sorrow, finally birthing a radiant newborn star within my soul. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 [https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88] 📖 Read along (exclusive ebook): https://foreverfree.co.za/un-adoptically [https://foreverfree.co.za/un-adoptically] 🛒 Own the physical book (Amazon): https://mybook.to/un-adoptically-me [https://mybook.to/un-adoptically-me] 🛒 Own the physical book (Takealot): https://www.takealot.com/un-adoptically-me-my-story-my-truth-my-voice/PLID97006777 [https://www.takealot.com/un-adoptically-me-my-story-my-truth-my-voice/PLID97006777] ✨ https://foreverfree.co.za [https://foreverfree.co.za] AUTHOR'S NOTE FROM THE CAVE STUDIO: Recording this in our Cave Studio in Tulbagh, Georick lives in the light of this studio. Keith is at the controls, and Forever Georick is a chapter I will carry until my own passage. ABOUT THIS SNAPSHOT: From the other side of a shattered mirror, a voice whispers a message of short-sightedness and sorrow that births a radiant newborn star within Elmarie's soul. The voluntary decision of a desperate escape and the cosmic merger of forgiveness and starlight are explored. EXPLORE THESE THEMES: #UnAdopticallyMe #ElmarieArnold #AudiobookMemoir #SouthAfricanAuthor #SovereignSoul #StoryOfASurvivor #FreeAudiobook #AuthorNarrated #LiteraryTitanGoldAward #Grief Memoir #Maternal Grief #Complicated Grief #Grief and Healing #Adoption Trauma #Adoptee Healing #Primal Wound #Adoptee Rights #Identity Trauma #Biological Family Search

14. juni 202625 min
episode The Golden Bridge | UAM Snapshot 82 artwork

The Golden Bridge | UAM Snapshot 82

Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 82: The Tree I looked at the sentinel of his sanctuary and realized that in the ultimate threshold between life and death, the tree had become the golden bridge for his passage into forever. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 [https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88] 📖 Read along (exclusive ebook): https://foreverfree.co.za/un-adoptically [https://foreverfree.co.za/un-adoptically] 🛒 Own the physical book (Amazon): https://mybook.to/un-adoptically-me [https://mybook.to/un-adoptically-me] 🛒 Own the physical book (Takealot): https://www.takealot.com/un-adoptically-me-my-story-my-truth-my-voice/PLID97006777 [https://www.takealot.com/un-adoptically-me-my-story-my-truth-my-voice/PLID97006777] ✨ https://foreverfree.co.za [https://foreverfree.co.za] AUTHOR'S NOTE FROM THE CAVE STUDIO: Recording this in our Cave Studio in Tulbagh, trees are a sacred language in this valley. Keith is at the controls, and The Tree is a chapter I narrate in a register of reverence. ABOUT THIS SNAPSHOT: The sentinel tree of a sanctuary becomes the golden bridge of a passage into forever at the ultimate threshold between life and death. The eternal purpose of a silent natural guardian and the cycle of time and hope are examined. EXPLORE THESE THEMES: #UnAdopticallyMe #ElmarieArnold #AudiobookMemoir #SouthAfricanAuthor #SovereignSoul #StoryOfASurvivor #FreeAudiobook #AuthorNarrated #LiteraryTitanGoldAward #Grief Memoir #Maternal Grief #Complicated Grief #Grief and Healing #Adoption Trauma #Adoptee Healing #Primal Wound #Adoptee Rights #Identity Trauma #Biological Family Search

Yesterday10 min
episode Slaughtering My Words | UAM Snapshot 81 artwork

Slaughtering My Words | UAM Snapshot 81

Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 81: Remnants Walking through a somber waltz of half-empty wine glasses and artistic wreckage, I stood before a morgue identifying a peaceful face that had finally slaughtered my entire dictionary of words. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 [https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88] 📖 Read along (exclusive ebook): https://foreverfree.co.za/un-adoptically [https://foreverfree.co.za/un-adoptically] 🛒 Own the physical book (Amazon): https://mybook.to/un-adoptically-me [https://mybook.to/un-adoptically-me] 🛒 Own the physical book (Takealot): https://www.takealot.com/un-adoptically-me-my-story-my-truth-my-voice/PLID97006777 [https://www.takealot.com/un-adoptically-me-my-story-my-truth-my-voice/PLID97006777] ✨ https://foreverfree.co.za [https://foreverfree.co.za] AUTHOR'S NOTE FROM THE CAVE STUDIO: Recording this in our Cave Studio in Tulbagh, remnants are what remain when language fails. Keith is at the controls, and I narrate this chapter in the register of pure survival. ABOUT THIS SNAPSHOT: A morgue visit to identify a peaceful face dissolves Elmarie's entire dictionary of words in a somber waltz of wine glasses and artistic wreckage. The umbilical noose of memory and the strong, broken surrender to finality are explored. EXPLORE THESE THEMES: #UnAdopticallyMe #ElmarieArnold #AudiobookMemoir #SouthAfricanAuthor #SovereignSoul #StoryOfASurvivor #FreeAudiobook #AuthorNarrated #LiteraryTitanGoldAward #Grief Memoir #Maternal Grief #Complicated Grief #Grief and Healing #Adoption Trauma #Adoptee Healing #Primal Wound #Adoptee Rights #Identity Trauma #Biological Family Search

12. juni 20267 min
episode A Savage Animal's Bellow | UAM Snapshot 80 artwork

A Savage Animal's Bellow | UAM Snapshot 80

Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 80: Hourglass Shattered A dark and depraved force ripped the heart from my chest in a single sweep, leaving my spirit to seep into the sands of an utter annihilation I could only describe as a savage animal's bellow. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 [https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88] 📖 Read along (exclusive ebook): https://foreverfree.co.za/un-adoptically [https://foreverfree.co.za/un-adoptically] 🛒 Own the physical book (Amazon): https://mybook.to/un-adoptically-me [https://mybook.to/un-adoptically-me] 🛒 Own the physical book (Takealot): https://www.takealot.com/un-adoptically-me-my-story-my-truth-my-voice/PLID97006777 [https://www.takealot.com/un-adoptically-me-my-story-my-truth-my-voice/PLID97006777] ✨ https://foreverfree.co.za [https://foreverfree.co.za] AUTHOR'S NOTE FROM THE CAVE STUDIO: Recording this in our Cave Studio in Tulbagh, this chapter is narrated with full reverence for the depth of what was lost. Keith is here, and his presence is the only reason I can speak these words. ABOUT THIS SNAPSHOT: In Un-Adoptically Me's most devastating snapshot, a dark and depraved force shatters Elmarie's hourglass in a single sweep, reducing her spirit to a savage animal's bellow in the sands of annihilation. The desecration of the soul's sanctuary and the abyss of unendurable despair are examined. EXPLORE THESE THEMES: #UnAdopticallyMe #ElmarieArnold #AudiobookMemoir #SouthAfricanAuthor #SovereignSoul #StoryOfASurvivor #FreeAudiobook #AuthorNarrated #LiteraryTitanGoldAward #Grief Memoir #Maternal Grief #Complicated Grief #Grief and Healing #Adoption Trauma #Adoptee Healing #Primal Wound #Adoptee Rights #Identity Trauma #Biological Family Search

11. juni 20262 min
episode The Stellar Tempest | UAM Snapshot 79 artwork

The Stellar Tempest | UAM Snapshot 79

Un-Adoptically Me | Snapshot 79: Soul Sisters As we marked a sisterhood anniversary by setting my mother's spirit free into the waves of Muizenberg, a phone call at sunset unleashed a stellar tempest that consumed the phoenix in fiery despair. 🎧 Stream the full series: https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88 [https://foreverfree.co.za/listen88] 📖 Read along (exclusive ebook): https://foreverfree.co.za/un-adoptically [https://foreverfree.co.za/un-adoptically] 🛒 Own the physical book (Amazon): https://mybook.to/un-adoptically-me [https://mybook.to/un-adoptically-me] 🛒 Own the physical book (Takealot): https://www.takealot.com/un-adoptically-me-my-story-my-truth-my-voice/PLID97006777 [https://www.takealot.com/un-adoptically-me-my-story-my-truth-my-voice/PLID97006777] ✨ https://foreverfree.co.za [https://foreverfree.co.za] AUTHOR'S NOTE FROM THE CAVE STUDIO: Recording this in our Cave Studio in Tulbagh, Muizenberg is where the ocean received what we could no longer carry. Keith is at the controls, and the stellar tempest arrived without warning. ABOUT THIS SNAPSHOT: A sisterhood anniversary ceremony at Muizenberg's waves releases a mother's spirit just as a sunset phone call unleashes a stellar tempest. The cosmic convergence of warrior sisters and the arrival of soul-crushing news are laid bare. EXPLORE THESE THEMES: #UnAdopticallyMe #ElmarieArnold #AudiobookMemoir #SouthAfricanAuthor #SovereignSoul #StoryOfASurvivor #FreeAudiobook #AuthorNarrated #LiteraryTitanGoldAward #Grief Memoir #Maternal Grief #Complicated Grief #Grief and Healing #Adoption Trauma #Adoptee Healing #Primal Wound #Adoptee Rights #Identity Trauma #Biological Family Search

10. juni 20265 min