Episode 5: When You Don’t Feel Like Yourself: Returning to the Voice of Love

Bonus Episode: Between Heartbreak and Hallelujah: There Is Holiness in the Waiting

There are seasons when life no longer looks the way we imagined. The diagnosis comes. The relationship changes. The waiting stretches on. The prayers seem unanswered. We find ourselves asking, God, what are You doing? Can I still trust You? In this bonus episode of Be Still, Lisa explores what Scripture reveals about "the Land Between"—the wilderness where the Israelites lived between Egypt and the Promised Land. While we long for quick answers and immediate resolution, God often does some of His deepest work in the waiting. Drawing from the Exodus story, Numbers 11, and Isaiah 40, Lisa reflects on what it means to trust God's character when we cannot understand His timing. She explores the difference between lament and complaint, the illusion of control, and why the wilderness becomes "trust school" for every believer. If you're living between heartbreak and hallelujah, this episode is a reminder that you are not forgotten. God has not stopped being God. He is still at work—and if He is in the waiting, then even the waiting is holy. Journaling Questions 1. Where do I find myself in the "Land Between" today? Is there an unanswered prayer, a painful waiting, or an uncertain future where God is inviting me to trust Him? As you pray, ask the Lord to reveal whether your heart has been moving toward lament that keeps you close to Him—or complaint that is quietly pulling you away. 2. What burden am I still carrying with clenched fists? Spend a few moments picturing yourself opening your hands before the Lord. What is He inviting you to release into His care today? Ask Him for the grace to trust His character, even when you cannot understand His timing. Key Scriptures Exodus 12:37–38. The Israelites set out from Rameses for Succoth, about six hundred thousand men on foot, not counting the children. A crowd of mixed ancestry also went up with them, with livestock in great abundance, both flocks and herds. Numbers 11:4-23 [https://bible.usccb.org/bible/numbers/11?4]Isaiah 40:31. They that hope in the Lord will renew their strength, they will soar on eagles’ wings; They will run and not grow weary, walk and not grow faint. Let’s stay connected. Don’t miss an episode. Subscribe to our podcast on your favorite platform.  Stay in the know. Connect with us [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/our-podcasts/] today.  We are committed to creating content that is free and easily accessible to every woman—especially the one looking for answers but unsure of where to go. If you've enjoyed this podcast, prayerfully consider making a donation to support it [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/donate-podcast/] and other WWP outreach programs that bring women closer to Christ. Learn more about WWP on our website [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/podcasts]. Our shop [https://shop.walkingwithpurpose.com]. Follow us on Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/walkingwithpurpose_official], Facebook [https://www.facebook.com/walkingwithpurpose], and YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/c/WalkingwithPurpose_official].

Episode 6: When Fear Steals Today: Learning Wonder from Anne of Green Gables

Matthew 6:25–34 + Anne of Green Gables by L.M. Montgomery In a world that rarely slows down, God invites us to be still. In this first season of Be Still: A Walking with Purpose Podcast, Lisa Brenninkmeyer explores six Scriptures that teach us how to stop striving, quiet our hearts, and trust Him in the middle of real life. Through the wisdom of the Bible and the companionship of great books, we’ll discover how God gently holds us steady and invites us to be still—right where we are. How much of your life are you missing because you're worrying about tomorrow? Many of us spend our days mentally living in the future—anticipating problems, rehearsing conversations, bracing for losses, and trying to control outcomes we cannot control. Meanwhile, the life we're actually living slips quietly past. In this episode of Be Still, Lisa reflects on Anne of Green Gables by L.M. Montgomery and Jesus' invitation in Matthew 6 to consider the birds of the air and the lilies of the field. Anne's life was marked by uncertainty, disappointment, and longing. Yet she possessed a remarkable ability to notice beauty, delight in ordinary moments, and hope for goodness even when she had no guarantees about the future. Lisa explores: * Why fear often steals the present moment * The difference between being childish and childlike * How naming beauty helps us notice God's gifts * What Jesus meant when He told us to consider the birds and lilies * The hidden cost of waiting for certainty before allowing ourselves joy * How friendship grows through ordinary, repeated moments * Why wonder is not the absence of anxiety, but the decision to keep noticing beauty anyway You may not know how your story will unfold. Anne didn't either. But neither of you has to know the ending to enjoy the chapter you're living right now. This episode is an invitation to stop borrowing trouble from tomorrow and begin receiving today as the gift it truly is. Journaling Questions 1. What future concern has been occupying my thoughts lately, and how might it be preventing me from fully receiving the gifts God is giving me today? 2. If I were Anne, what would I name as a "White Way of Delight" or a "Lake of Shining Waters" in my own life right now? Key Scripture Matthew 6:34. “So do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring worries of its own.” (NRSV) Show Mention For the young girls in your life who need your light and need your voice and need your leadership in order to blot out the darkness in their world: learn more about BLAZE [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/bible-study/tween-teen-girls/] and the resources we provide to speak to her heart. Lisa Brenninkmeyer, Walking with Purpose, Discovering My Purpose Bible Study [https://shop.walkingwithpurpose.com/collections/blaze/products/discovering-my-purpose-bible-study] for tween/teen girls. Let’s stay connected. Don’t miss an episode. Subscribe to our podcast on your favorite platform.  Stay in the know. Connect with us [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/our-podcasts/] today.  We are committed to creating content that is free and easily accessible to every woman—especially the one looking for answers but unsure of where to go. If you've enjoyed this podcast, prayerfully consider making a donation to support it [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/donate-podcast/] and other WWP outreach programs that bring women closer to Christ. Learn more about WWP on our website [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/podcasts]. Our shop [https://shop.walkingwithpurpose.com]. Follow us on Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/walkingwithpurpose_official], Facebook [https://www.facebook.com/walkingwithpurpose], and YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/c/WalkingwithPurpose_official].

Episode 5: When You Don’t Feel Like Yourself: Returning to the Voice of Love

Luke 3:21–22 + The Inner Voice of Love by Henri Nouwen In a world that rarely slows down, God invites us to be still. In this first season of Be Still: A Walking with Purpose Podcast, Lisa Brenninkmeyer explores six Scriptures that teach us how to stop striving, quiet our hearts, and trust Him in the middle of real life. Through the wisdom of the Bible and the companionship of great books, we’ll discover how God gently holds us steady and invites us to be still—right where we are. There are moments when nothing is obviously wrong—and yet something feels off. You feel disconnected. Unsteady. Not quite like yourself. In this episode of Be Still, Lisa reflects on Luke 3 alongside Henri Nouwen’s The Inner Voice of Love, a deeply personal journal written in a season of profound interior struggle. Together, they offer a steadying truth: when we lose our sense of self, it is often because we have drifted from the voice that tells us who we are. What voices are shaping the way you see yourself? Where are you looking to secure your identity? What would it mean to return to the voice that calls you beloved? In this episode we explore how to: * Recognize the competing voices within us—and gently return to the truth * Receive identity as a gift from God, not something to earn or prove * Distinguish between achievement and fruitfulness * Stand firm in moments of pain, rather than collapsing into striving or despair * Listen for the quiet, steady voice of God in the midst of inner noise God does not steady us by demanding more from us. He steadies us by reminding us who we are. Journaling Questions 1. What voices have I been listening to lately, and what have they been telling me about who I am? 2. Where in my life am I trying to secure my identity through achievement, approval, or control? 3. If I place myself before God right now, what do I sense Him speaking over me? Key Scripture Luke 3:21–22. After all the people had been baptized and Jesus also had been baptized and was praying, heaven was opened and the holy Spirit descended upon him in bodily form like a dove. And a voice came from heaven, “You are my beloved Son; with you I am well pleased.” Show Mention Lisa Brenninkmeyer, Walking with Purpose, Rest: 31 Days of Peace [https://shop.walkingwithpurpose.com/collections/books-devotionals/products/rest-31-days-of-peace] Lisa Brenninkmeyer, Walking with Purpose, Fearless and Free [https://shop.walkingwithpurpose.com/collections/study-guides/products/fearless-and-free-6-lesson-bible-study] Let’s stay connected. Don’t miss an episode. Subscribe to our podcast on your favorite platform.  Stay in the know. Connect with us [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/our-podcasts/] today.  We are committed to creating content that is free and easily accessible to every woman—especially the one looking for answers but unsure of where to go. If you've enjoyed this podcast, prayerfully consider making a donation to support it [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/donate-podcast/] and other WWP outreach programs that bring women closer to Christ. Learn more about WWP on our website [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/podcasts]. Our shop [https://shop.walkingwithpurpose.com]. Follow us on Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/walkingwithpurpose_official], Facebook [https://www.facebook.com/walkingwithpurpose], and YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/c/WalkingwithPurpose_official].

Episode 4: When Life Feels Like One Long Wait: The Quiet Work of God

Lamentations 3:25–26 + Gilead by Marilynne Robinson In a world that rarely slows down, God invites us to be still. In this first season of Be Still: A Walking with Purpose Podcast, Lisa Brenninkmeyer explores six Scriptures that teach us how to stop striving, quiet our hearts, and trust Him in the middle of real life. Through the wisdom of the Bible and the companionship of great books, we’ll discover how God gently holds us steady and invites us to be still—right where we are. Today we’re going to wait. “The Lord is good to those who wait for him, to the soul who seeks him. It is good that one should wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord.” //Lamentations 3:25–26 Waiting rarely feels good. We call it frustrating. Delayed. Unfair. We ask God for patience—and then find ourselves in long lines, long conversations, long healing processes, long seasons where nothing seems to move. But Lamentations was written in the rubble of Jerusalem. The city had fallen. The temple had burned. The people were living with the consequences of idolatry and injustice. And right there—in the middle of grief—comes this quiet declaration: The Lord is good to those who wait for him. Waiting in Lamentations is corrective. Waiting in Gilead by Marilynne Robinson is mortal. Reverend John Ames is not under judgment—he is under time. Yet both kinds of waiting lead to the same place: Dependence. In this episode, Lisa explores how waiting exposes our limits, loosens our grip on control, and invites us to entrust the future to God. Through Scripture and story, we discover that waiting is not wasted time—it is often the quiet work of God forming us from the inside out. Not all waiting is the same. But all waiting confronts us with the same question: Will I try to rescue myself—or will I entrust myself to the Lord? In this episode, we explore: * Why Lamentations calls waiting “good” in the middle of devastation * The difference between corrective waiting and mortal waiting * How dependence, not control, becomes the turning point * What John Ames teaches us about blessing what we cannot manage * How quiet waiting is not passivity—but surrendered faithfulness * The interior work God may be doing when nothing seems to change Waiting does not always change our circumstances. But it changes our sight. It steadies us. Journaling Questions 1. In what area of my life am I waiting?  2. As I wait, what is already in my hands that I can honor? 3. What virtue might God be developing in me through this wait? Key Scripture Lamentations 3:25–26. The Lord is good to those who wait for him, to the soul who seeks him. It is good that one should wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord. Show Mention Abriendo tu corazón [https://shop.walkingwithpurpose.com/collections/study-guides/products/abriendo-tu-corazon]. This translated Spanish version of our most popular Bible study, Opening Your Heart, is now available in our shop.  Let’s stay connected. Don’t miss an episode. Subscribe to our podcast on your favorite platform.  Stay in the know. Connect with us [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/our-podcasts/] today.  We are committed to creating content that is free and easily accessible to every woman—especially the one looking for answers but unsure of where to go. If you've enjoyed this podcast, prayerfully consider making a donation to support it [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/donate-podcast/] and other WWP outreach programs that bring women closer to Christ. Learn more about WWP on our website [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/podcasts]. Our shop [https://shop.walkingwithpurpose.com]. Follow us on Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/walkingwithpurpose_official], Facebook [https://www.facebook.com/walkingwithpurpose], and YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/c/WalkingwithPurpose_official].

Episode 3: When You’re in a Changing Season: Holding Endings and Beginnings Together

Ecclesiastes 3:1–9 + The Gift of an Ordinary Day by Katrina Kenison In a world that rarely slows down, God invites us to be still. In this first season of Be Still: A Walking with Purpose Podcast, Lisa Brenninkmeyer explores six Scriptures that teach us how to stop striving, quiet our hearts, and trust Him in the middle of real life. Through the wisdom of the Bible and the companionship of great books, we’ll discover how God gently holds us steady and invites us to be still—right where we are. Today we’re going to slow down together with one of the most beloved verses in all of Scripture: “For everything there is a season.” (Ecclesiastes 3:1) There are seasons in life we welcome with open arms—births, beginnings, planting, building. And then there are seasons we would rather skip—endings, letting go, watching time pass. In this episode, Lisa reflects on the wisdom of Ecclesiastes 3 alongside Katrina Kenison’s memoir The Gift of an Ordinary Day. Together, they offer a gentle invitation for anyone navigating midlife, motherhood, relocation, identity shifts, or the quiet ache of change. What do we do when a chapter closes? How do we make peace with what was while stepping into what is becoming? How does God hold us steady when everything feels like it’s moving? In this episode we explore how to: * Bear witness instead of trying to control * Embrace slowness instead of striving * Release nostalgia without losing gratitude * Root identity in being a beloved daughter of God—not in roles or seasons God does not steady us by freezing time. He steadies us by being present in every season. Journaling Questions 1. What season am I resisting right now—and why? 2. Where might God be inviting me to bear witness instead of control? 3. What “ending” do I need to bless so that I can step more freely into what is beginning? Key Scripture Ecclesiastes 3:1. For everything there is a season. Show Mention Spiritual Motherhood: The Transforming Power of the Feminine Genius [https://shop.walkingwithpurpose.com/collections/study-guides/products/spiritual-motherhood-bible-study]. Pre-order for shipping in early August 2026.  Let’s stay connected. Don’t miss an episode. Subscribe to our podcast on your favorite platform.  Stay in the know. Connect with us [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/our-podcasts/] today.  We are committed to creating content that is free and easily accessible to every woman—especially the one looking for answers but unsure of where to go. If you've enjoyed this podcast, prayerfully consider making a donation to support it [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/donate-podcast/] and other WWP outreach programs that bring women closer to Christ. Learn more about WWP on our website [https://walkingwithpurpose.com/podcasts]. Our shop [https://shop.walkingwithpurpose.com]. Follow us on Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/walkingwithpurpose_official], Facebook [https://www.facebook.com/walkingwithpurpose], and YouTube [https://www.youtube.com/c/WalkingwithPurpose_official].