015: Who can break all the cycles? Who can save a bloodline? I answer with a Poem & Other Reflections- 10 months post move

015: Who can break all the cycles? Who can save a bloodline? I answer with a Poem & Other Reflections- 10 months post move

Send us Fan Mail [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2524367/fan_mail/new] In todays toiling in lifes garden out loud episode I share the poem I wrote, recorded and shared to social this week. The culmination of truth, pain and hope I've been ruminating on for years that I finally found words for. I also share a moment I felt God hugged me for doing this podcast. Something came from it- a bible study with 70 women??  Then, in a turn of events that feels almost too specific to be accidental, I discovered an upcoming retreat created exclusively for Substack writers. Ironically taking place on a sixty-acre farm only twenty minutes from my house in the same farm town my church is in. I applied, and I should find out within the next few days whether I have been selected. Finally, I talk about the quiet, fresh work God seems to be doing inside of me: beginning to uproot my consuming desire for a home. The desire has not disappeared completely, but it no longer engulfs me. I am noticing how seldom I think about it compared with when we first moved.  💛 Support this work: https://buymeacoffee.com/mikayladawt 🧵 Join the story in writing/ become a paid sub: https://mikayladawnchaparro.substack.com/ 📬 Contact: dawnofvalorpodcast@gmail.com 🎧 Subscribe on: Spotify | Apple Podcasts | Substack

014: Nine Month Post- Move Update

Send us Fan Mail [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2524367/fan_mail/new] In this episode I catch you up on the last 3 months since I recorded.  What is it really like moving cross country and trusting God with the outcome? Nine months in- Have I been saved from trials, suffering, or depression?  Maturing in the Christian faith continues to open my eyes to how immature I actually am and how little I know.  God has evolved our original business and investment into something that seems like he's writing a cool story, but unsure of the outcome yet and don't know what exactly he's doing.  I do my best to catch you up on the most important things, though in hindsight I feel like I missed several things I wanted to say. Alas, I'll have to make another episode- hopefully less than 3 months from now! I also share my idea for a direction to take this podcast- we shall see.  💛 Support  https://buymeacoffee.com/mikayladawt 🧵 Join the writing / become a paid subscriber  https://mikayladawnchaparro.substack.com/ 📷 Our photo + video team  https://dawnphotoco.com/ 📬 Contact  dawnofvalorpodcast@gmail.com 🎧 Subscribe on  Spotify | Apple Podcasts | Substack

013: You Want Glory? Be Holy - How God is transforming my view of holiness

Send us Fan Mail [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2524367/fan_mail/new] In this episode, I share what God has been showing me about holiness and how my view of it is changing. More and more, holiness is not feeling dull, lifeless, or restrictive to me. It is starting to feel beautiful. To be holy is to be set apart for God. To belong to Him. To reflect His character more clearly in every area of life. And I’m realizing that holiness is not God calling us to become blank, colorless people. He is not making us less ourselves. He is making us into what we were always meant to be: lives that bear His image well. I talk about how this shift feels similar to the way my understanding of heaven changed as I got older. What once felt flat and sterile has become, through Scripture, something far richer, fuller, weightier, and more alive. Holiness is beginning to feel that way too. I also share an update about a home we looked at this week, and why it was not the right fit. If I’m honest, I do not even know how we would get approved for a mortgage right now or how any of that would come together. But even in that, I found myself wondering if maybe the Lord is being kind to me. Maybe He is preparing me for the weight of the glory of home, so that home itself will not become my identity, my source of joy, or my reason for existing. Maybe some things are not withheld because God is cruel. Maybe they are withheld because He is merciful. Because weight reveals what is underneath. And God, in His kindness, prepares us before He places more on us.   In this episode: *  why my view of holiness is changing  *  how holiness is starting to feel beautiful, freeing, and full of life  *  why holiness is not the same thing as legalism  *  how God sanctifies what He saves  *  why the Lord often prepares us before He gives us more  *  a personal update on the home we looked at this week  *  why I think even that disappointment may be mercy  📖 Scripture referenced  1 Peter 1:15–16  Romans 8:18  Romans 8:29  John 15 💛 Support this work  https://buymeacoffee.com/mikayladawt [https://buymeacoffee.com/mikayladawt] 🧵 Join the writing / become a paid subscriber  https://mikayladawnchaparro.substack.com/ [https://mikayladawnchaparro.substack.com/] 📷 Our photo + video team  https://dawnphotoco.com/ [https://dawnphotoco.com/] 🌐 More about me  www.mikayladawn.com [http://www.mikayladawn.com] 📬 Contact  dawnofvalorpodcast@gmail.com 🎧 Subscribe on  Spotify | Apple Podcasts | Substack

012: 3/27 | Spiritual Warfare, Mercy, and the Not So Boring Call to Holiness

Send us Fan Mail [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2524367/fan_mail/new] Two weeks after my last recording, I sat down on 3/27 to share this episode. That date holds deep meaning for me, and this episode became a marker of God’s mercy in the middle of intense spiritual warfare. I share about the frightening events our family walked through on 3/22, the mental and emotional crash that followed, and how the Lord used truth, prayer, and the renewing of my mind to help me fight differently this time. I also share what I’m learning right now about holiness: that to be holy is to be set apart for God, reflecting His character in every area of life. More and more, holiness is not feeling dull or restrictive to me, but beautiful, freeing, and full of life. In this episode: *  why 3/27 feels significant to me  *  the very obvious spiritual warfare our family faced last week  *  how studying the battlefield of the mind helped prepare me *  why holiness is beginning to feel beautiful, not burdensome  *  how creativity, beauty, and obedience can all reflect God’s character  📖 Scripture referenced  John 3:27- A man may receive nothing unless it has been given to him from heaven. 💛 Support this work  https://buymeacoffee.com/mikayladawt [https://buymeacoffee.com/mikayladawt] 🧵 Join the writing / become a paid subscriber  https://mikayladawnchaparro.substack.com/ [https://mikayladawnchaparro.substack.com/] 📷 Our photo + video team  https://dawnphotoco.com/ [https://dawnphotoco.com/] 🌐 More about me  www.mikayladawn.com [http://www.mikayladawn.com] 📬 Contact  dawnofvalorpodcast@gmail.com 🎧 Subscribe on  Spotify | Apple Podcasts | Substack

011: Our Baptisms, Justice Shares First Public Testimony | The Battlefield of The Mind

Send us Fan Mail [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2524367/fan_mail/new] For the first time, I’m playing the audio from the day Justice and I were baptized at church. You’ll hear my testimony and baptism first, and then Justice shares his testimony in his own words. Justice has never really had a platform. This is the first time his story has been shared publicly. It felt like such a gift to be able to include it here. This episode also marks the beginning of something new. Two weeks ago I finally sat down with our neighbor and landlord, Linda Cross. When we moved here, I had no idea she teaches the Bible every week to women in Spanish across Argentina and Chile. When I asked if I could see her curriculum, I realized it was exactly what my heart has been hungry to learn. The very first lesson begins with a truth that feels simple but profound: The battle is first won or lost in the mind.  Sow a thought.  Reap an action.  Sow an action.  Reap a habit.  Sow a habit.  Reap a character.  Sow a character.  Reap a destiny. From there we begin learning how real change actually happens. Not by trying harder to fix behavior. But by tracing the fruit in our lives back to the root of what we believe about God. In this episode I share the framework I’m learning: Fruit: the visible behavior in our lives Trunk: the desires driving those behaviors Root: the belief about God underneath it all For example, my anxiety about provision might look like striving or fear on the surface. But if you follow it down to the root, it can reveal something deeper: unbelief that God will truly provide. Transformation isn’t cutting a weed at ground level. It’s uprooting the lie, repenting of unbelief, and replacing it with the truth of Scripture. We are TRANSFORMED by the renewing of our MIND. Watch the Baptisms You can watch the baptisms from our church service here:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEzIufDFveo&t=1977s [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEzIufDFveo&t=1977s] (((Our baptisms begin around minute 24 of the service.))) 📖 Scripture referenced Matthew 6:26 Romans 12:2 💛 Support this work  https://buymeacoffee.com/mikayladawt [https://buymeacoffee.com/mikayladawt] 🧵 Join the writing / become a paid subscriber  https://mikayladawnchaparro.substack.com/ [https://mikayladawnchaparro.substack.com/] 📷 Our photo + video team  https://dawnphotoco.com/ [https://dawnphotoco.com/] 🌐 More about me  www.mikayladawn.com [http://www.mikayladawn.com] 📬 Contact  dawnofvalorpodcast@gmail.com 🎧 Subscribe on  Spotify | Apple Podcasts | Substack