Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

Jessica grew up in a “normal Baptist family.” She was aware of the dangerous, toxic family system she grew up in, which also adopted many of their foster children. But her childhood was a trick. This was also a family of generational occultic practices. The family system came down hard on Jessica when the flashbacks started, and she needed to be silenced.  Jessica drifted between enforcing boundarieswith her family and allowing them back in. Each time, she lost her peace of mind and had to fight to regain it. The incident with her dad showing her theelectronic box that he had used to electrocute her into dissociative parts finally showed her that she couldn’t chance being around any of her family again. This interview not only follows Jessica’s story, but also her walk with God and the wisdom she shares with other survivors that came from her hard-fought battles. Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com [http://www.onlygodrescuedme.com]   Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com [lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com]   To help support this podcast: PayPal@Lisa453 Venmo@lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV [https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV] Buy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Rebecca Davis wrote about the opening ceremony of the 2024 Summer Olympics on her Facebook page and was surprised by the controversy it started. I asked her to come on the podcast to discuss the Olympic's creative depiction of their "Living Last Supper" and what the Christian response has been and should be. What were the SRA elements in that depiction and why is it ritual to have the world watching? I highly recommend Rebecca's "Untwisting Scriptures" series which can be found on Amazon. You can catch up with them on her author's page here: https://www.amazon.com/stores/Rebecca-Davis/author/B001K8GE7O?ref=sr_ntt_srch_lnk_1&qid=1722878610&sr=8-1&isDramIntegrated=true&shoppingPortalEnabled=trueRebecca's Blog: https://heresthejoy.comLisa's Website: https://onlygodrescuedme.com

The after-effects of trauma leave the survivor with the feeling of being stuck in any current event that triggers feelings of pain or suffering. This makes sense with the past horrors of extreme abuse that went on for years with no resolution. One ritual seemed to go on forever. Multiply that by dozens or hundreds of rituals, and you get the idea that they would never end. The safe, adult survivor is still going to feel stuck in the present. Kardia Joi presents us with fascinating ideas that we need to think through to acknowledge this state of being, so we can begin the process of breaking free to explore choice and freedom. God has given us the courage to walk free. He is with us on this complex path of healing to navigate out of this confusion to find all the freedom of a life that we have yet to joyfully experience. It sounds like we have some good things to come! Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: PayPal @Lisa453 Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV Buy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Adult survivors of SRA have layers of mind control programming that lead them into a life of passivity. They must be passive to themselves to protect their family and the group of origin to grow up (that's their job), and as adults, they internalize that job as it comes through in many other areas of life that get justified as necessary. They may find themselves playacting to look a certain way to people, blocking off feelings to keep others from truly knowing them or knowing themselves, refusing to protect themselves by having no boundaries, a refusal of self compassion, or holding onto dissociation as a coping mechanism when instead they could choose dealing with situations to get out. Instead of taking self on to cope, learn, and grow, the survivor gets stuck due to internalizing the original programming. The original purpose of the programming was to protect the family at all costs, and this lie continues with the need to protect something, as the survivor continues to fill in the blank with endless reasons. In today's discussion, John talks about passivity towards himself, how he noticed this in his life, how he is working to fight the programming and lies, and what a life of walking out of this mind control looks like. Past episodes with John: Writing a Memoir: https://youtu.be/JmdwBoz3b9A John Smith: SRA Victor: https://open.spotify.com/episode/0RsTgO6KWltk7ndjj1rj25?si=FNbCbygfTG6QlwnxJyptDwOnly God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.comTo help support this podcast: PayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Angie contacted me to come back on the show to talk about the rough parts of her life. This was not going to be easy because she didn't want to talk about being targeted. But as she looked over her life she had to come to terms with that has been exactly what has been going on. As we talked, I realized that all that has happened has stemmed from retaliation for a godly heart trying to reach out and help people, to minister. You can hear the fallout and the pain in her voice. Would Angie do it again? Should she have stopped caring for people and just taken care of herself? Then I realized that this targeting isn't anything other than full-out persecution. This is a riveting look into Angie's heart to see why she does what she does. To connect with Angie:https://gofund.me/7b64859a Youtube: https://youtu.be/H1GenajJG_QArchives of Truth: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC81e...Blog: https://angelascaches.org/ Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/channel/6NTy...Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/powerdisney Twitter: https://twitter.com/AngelaPowerDis1Telegram: https://t.me/AngelaPowerDisneyemail: angiepowerdisney@gmail.comLisa's website: https//www.onlygodrescuedme.com