Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

The after-effects of trauma leave the survivor with the feeling of being stuck in any current event that triggers feelings of pain or suffering. This makes sense with the past horrors of extreme abuse that went on for years with no resolution. One ritual seemed to go on forever. Multiply that by dozens or hundreds of rituals, and you get the idea that they would never end. The safe, adult survivor is still going to feel stuck in the present. Kardia Joi presents us with fascinating ideas that we need to think through to acknowledge this state of being, so we can begin the process of breaking free to explore choice and freedom. God has given us the courage to walk free. He is with us on this complex path of healing to navigate out of this confusion to find all the freedom of a life that we have yet to joyfully experience. It sounds like we have some good things to come! Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: PayPal @Lisa453 Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV Buy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Adult survivors of SRA have layers of mind control programming that lead them into a life of passivity. They must be passive to themselves to protect their family and the group of origin to grow up (that's their job), and as adults, they internalize that job as it comes through in many other areas of life that get justified as necessary. They may find themselves playacting to look a certain way to people, blocking off feelings to keep others from truly knowing them or knowing themselves, refusing to protect themselves by having no boundaries, a refusal of self compassion, or holding onto dissociation as a coping mechanism when instead they could choose dealing with situations to get out. Instead of taking self on to cope, learn, and grow, the survivor gets stuck due to internalizing the original programming. The original purpose of the programming was to protect the family at all costs, and this lie continues with the need to protect something, as the survivor continues to fill in the blank with endless reasons. In today's discussion, John talks about passivity towards himself, how he noticed this in his life, how he is working to fight the programming and lies, and what a life of walking out of this mind control looks like. Past episodes with John: Writing a Memoir: https://youtu.be/JmdwBoz3b9A John Smith: SRA Victor: https://open.spotify.com/episode/0RsTgO6KWltk7ndjj1rj25?si=FNbCbygfTG6QlwnxJyptDwOnly God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.comTo help support this podcast: PayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Angie contacted me to come back on the show to talk about the rough parts of her life. This was not going to be easy because she didn't want to talk about being targeted. But as she looked over her life she had to come to terms with that has been exactly what has been going on. As we talked, I realized that all that has happened has stemmed from retaliation for a godly heart trying to reach out and help people, to minister. You can hear the fallout and the pain in her voice. Would Angie do it again? Should she have stopped caring for people and just taken care of herself? Then I realized that this targeting isn't anything other than full-out persecution. This is a riveting look into Angie's heart to see why she does what she does. To connect with Angie:https://gofund.me/7b64859a Youtube: https://youtu.be/H1GenajJG_QArchives of Truth: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC81e...Blog: https://angelascaches.org/ Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/channel/6NTy...Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/powerdisney Twitter: https://twitter.com/AngelaPowerDis1Telegram: https://t.me/AngelaPowerDisneyemail: angiepowerdisney@gmail.comLisa's website: https//www.onlygodrescuedme.com

Join me for part 2 of this series on debunking Christianity Today’s premise that Satanic Ritual Abuse does not exist, and that repressed memoriescannot be trusted. Today, Rebecca Davis and I delve into the arguments of CT by going into depth on Elizabeth Loftus, the McMartin preschool case, andFBI agent Kenneth Lanning. It is unfortunate that CT feels the need to bring back into the Christian debate the memories of thousands of courageous Christian SRA survivors. These are strong men and women who said no to the occult. They dared to walk away and bore the wrath of their families and the groups that abused them. They have walked a road of ridicule and unbelief in society around them. Silently they have worked to heal from the unimaginable, with some risking to come on podcasts like “Only God Rescued Me” to have avoice. To be seen. To be heard. To believe someone will listen. CT should be applauding this healing and bravery, instead they are bullying to bring abouttheir silence once again. I call for CT to retract their podcast and to issue a verypublic apology to SRA survivors. I have written to them this very thing. If you feel so led to do the same, here is the link to contact them: https://help.christianitytoday.com/hc/en-us/requests/new?ticket_form_id=360002884954 [https://help.christianitytoday.com/hc/en-us/requests/new?ticket_form_id=360002884954] A clarification: Rebecca mispoke when she said that adults do not dissociate unless they dissociated as children. What she meant to say was that adults don't have dissociated identities unless they developed them as children. We are sorry for the confusion. A clarification: Rebecca mispoke when she said that adults do not dissociate unless they dissociated as children. What she meant to say was that adults don't have dissociated identities unless they developed them as children. We are sorry for the confusion. Thank you for listening and participating in this important conversation. Here are links to books and websites mentioned in this podcastwith my affiliate links:   Christianity Today’s Podcast: The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea: https://www.christianitytoday.com/podcasts/devil-and-the-deep-blue-sea/ [https://www.christianitytoday.com/podcasts/devil-and-the-deep-blue-sea/]   To write and complain to CT about the podcast: https://help.christianitytoday.com/hc/en-us/requests/new?ticket_form_id=360002884954 [https://help.christianitytoday.com/hc/en-us/requests/new?ticket_form_id=360002884954]   Care Ministry: https://www.care1.org [https://www.care1.org] The Body Keeps the Score, Bessel van der Kolk: https://amzn.to/4kKClAr [https://amzn.to/4kKClAr] The Truth About the False Memory Syndrome, JamesFriesen: https://amzn.to/4jzCVQH [https://amzn.to/4jzCVQH] False Memories: The Deception that Silenced Millions,Lynne Crook: https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2 [https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2] By Silenced Betrayed, John Crewdson: https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2 [https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2] Restoring the Shattered Self, Heather Davediuk Gingrich: https://amzn.to/43tDDKm [https://amzn.to/43tDDKm] Recovered Memory Archive, with over 100 cases of legally proved recovered memories: https://www.recoveredmemory.org [https://www.recoveredmemory.org]   To contact Rebecca Davis: rebecca@rebeccajoydavis.com   Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com [http://www.onlygodrescuedme.com]   Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com [lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com]   To help support this podcast: PayPal@Lisa453 Venmo@lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV [https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV] Buy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Rebecca Davis joins me for today’s podcast, which is entitled: Christianity Today: “Chasing the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea” to Silence Victims of SRA and to Cover Up the Crime of the Ages.” This is our response to Christianity Today’s (CT) podcast series “The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea: How Chasing Phantoms Distracts Us from Real Devils in our Midst.”CT has taken on Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) and Repressed Memories (RM) in their series and has claimed them to both be untrue. They delve into their perceived roots of the Satanic Panic. What they present is a trail of logic leaps, red herrings, and straw man arguments that do not lead to the conclusion they want their listeners to reach. They do not want anyone to see the crime of the ages: Satanists are participating in the worship of Satan/Baphomet/Demons. This is part one of our response. Here are links to books and websites mentioned in this podcast with my affiliate links: Christianity Today’s Podcast: The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea: https://www.christianitytoday.com/podcasts/devil-and-the-deep-blue-sea/To write and complain to CT about the podcast: https://help.christianitytoday.com/hc/en-us/requests/new?ticket_form_id=360002884954Care Ministry: https://www.care1.orgThe Body Keeps the Score, Bessel van der Kolk: https://amzn.to/4kKClArThe Truth About the False Memory Syndrome, James Friesen: https://amzn.to/4jzCVQHFalse Memories: The Deception that Silenced Millions, Lynne Crook: https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2By Silenced Betrayed, John Crewdson: https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2Recovered Memory Archive, with over 100 cases of legally proved recovered memories: https://www.recoveredmemory.orgOnly God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.comTo help support this podcast: PayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com