Puellam Amo I Like The Girl

Who knew there were so many rabbit holes, so many Alice’s and not so much wonder. Just to be clear grandma was not sent to an insane asylum. She was sent to her worse nightmare. One she was promised she would never have to live. In addition, I offered to take care of grandma for nothing. Her family preferred to send her to her death by putting her in a home. I begged Kathy to let me just go to Texas and check her out of that place on the pretense of taking her to dinner and then just never bring her back. She said no, she was afraid for herself, what her family might do to me. Try to put me in jail and then who would take care of her. Angela said Kathy had kidney disease. Did they bother to contact me! No! I would have gladly given Kathy one of my kidneys if we were a match. Live with that. And you all know it’s true. I laid my life down to take care of Kathy while her mom  made our lives a living hell. She slapped Kathy  across the face at the hospital. Kathy was in a Halo and a pelvic fixator. Just fucking imagine that. Miley Cyrus featuring Ariana Grande “Don’t Dream It’s Over, if you're interested. What I never went on to say in the audio was that I was out shopping and this song came on and the tears jyst streamed down my face. I was wearing a mask so I don’t don’t think people were aware of my momentary emotional collapse. I heard feedback about my mom and her feelings for Robyn as opposed to how much she really loved Kathy. I’m going to address that here and let this be the end of it. To be fair, I knew Kathy and Kathy knew my mom and had her own relationship with my mom long before I ever even met Robyn. When Robyn and I first moved to my moms I went out and bought my mom a beautiful Italian leather living room set with end tables. The first thing that Robyn did when she saw it was assume I bought it for her. Once she realized I bought it as a gift for my mom she threw a fit. When I say fit I mean all out screaming, stomping her feet fit. She said some pretty harsh words too… all the while, yup you know it. My mom was standing at the top of the stairs  getting more and more disgusted listening to and watching Robyn as she threw her fit. So it was directly because of Robyn her relationship with my mom never had a chance to be better than it ever got. The other thing that happened was that Robyn tried to hit my mom with a pot. Yes, my mom threw her out of her home immediately and it was a year before Robyn was allowed to be on my moms property and several more months before Robyn was allowed inside my moms home. So there you have it. There’s more I could say but that paints the picture clear with a strong, vibrant hue of truth.

A flight from San Francisco, Greek Mythology and a conversation with a woman I met on the plane that would change the course of my life, Kathy’s life and everything in between.

So What • Music & Lyrics ©️Petra Maricela Violetarojo de Cordero Written For: Rome • Kathleen Renee’ Vass

After Kathy’s grandpa died Kathy and I grew closer. We had a deeper understanding of who we were individually and together. Even the difficulties between us would not break our bond or our love. Many people came at us again and again to slay the dragon that was the love we shared and failed. Women that were attracted to me that did not want me to be with Kathy and women who were attracted to Kathy that did not want her to be with me. It felt like those women saw us as a challenge more than anything else. Which one of those among us would pull the sword from the rock. As it turned out none of them, our demise that came many, many years later would come from Kathy and her betrayal to our love, my faith and my trust.

Meeting Kathy’s grandma, grandpa, aunt and mom.