Spill The Thésis

do you feel alone? you’re not alone. descend into the crowd & sweat out your sorrows. don’t need to know their name or their story, just that they’re a perfect stranger for tonight. this is for the girls who are not afraid of taking the activator because they know the balance will be respected. remember u are 1. let’s go ✧

dry ur tears, wear your most dishevelled tank top, and get in, it's a brat summer. 365 party girl 365, am i your favorite reference? this is for the girls who go out in last night's makeup, an ethel cain remix blasting on their air pods. for a boy to look like a girl is degrading, cause u think that being a girl is degrading, but secretly you'd love to know what its like wouldn't u ? what it feels like 4 a girl.

can u feel this ? >.< the promises of yet another summer. the ache of august pressing. it’s ok %ᵕ‿‿ᵕ% this feeling never ends. if u close your eyes. ur back on that night. that outfit, so c*nt. i’m in2u, ur in2 me. the heat of the moment, the pulsating lights, the vibrating darkness, the blurred crowd. i dig my fingers. did we kiss or did we not? am i clinging to a memory or to an idea of it? does it even matter to a girl like me ✮ thru those beats i chase after that rush. i got them ~ under my skin. must b love if it happened twice. (≧ω≦) no? i think so. the rest is up to you ~

here we are again. i close my eyes and i can feel my heart beating like an 808 drum. is it ur embrace? or am i just dancing by myself? tonight i can be on my own, it’s a jump into the dark, but i close my eyes and i let it go. there’s this desire i want to turn into, you know? pls just tell me it will be okay. (*/ω＼) do you think it’s nice that we share the same sky? i do. we’re both underneath the same sky, so we’re kind of together. ( ɵ̥̥ ˑ̫ ɵ̥̥) breathe in, breathe out. welcome to my island. ☂︎✯ the name “pac choi” is a play on words between my name, Pacôme, and a staple vegetable of South-East Asian cuisine, Pak Choy. 🥬

some say flop is temporary, but is slay 4ever? there’s only way to find out. no clothes allowed, only your anime plush toy & tamagotchi around your neck. this is for the girlies who don’t wanna speak with words, only kawaii emojis and cat sounds. u’ve been strong 4 so long, so now just be cute n filthy. being perceived is outdated, u just wanna be UwU. falling 4 u hardcore. just wanna go (*>﹏<*) real hard, lip gloss on. wanna hold u close like a locket (╯-╰) maximising the UwU potential. this is aggressively cute, the cute cute cute edition. ฅ(• ɪ •)ฅ the name “pac choi” is a play on words between my name, Pacôme, and a staple vegetable of South-East Asian cuisine, Pak Choy. 🥬