From Wrestling God to Resting in Him | My Testimony of Peace

Daddy Issues: Learning God As Our Father

What if the wounds left by your earthly father are affecting the way you see your Heavenly Father? In this episode of Bedtime Talks with Zhan, I share a fresh revelation God has been showing me: despite my growth, healing, and relationship with Christ, I still struggle with daddy issues. As children of God, we often don’t realize how our relationship—or lack of relationship—with our natural fathers can shape the way we trust, receive love from, and relate to our Heavenly Father. In this vulnerable conversation, I open up about the negative fruit that unresolved father wounds have produced in my life and how those struggles have impacted other relationships. While I can only speak from my experience as a daughter, my prayer is that this conversation reaches everyone wrestling with father wounds including men, fathers, sons, and daughters. My hope is that it sparks healing, accountability, and restoration. 2026 is the year we break the cycle of hurt people hurting people. Healing starts by confronting the issues of the heart, and for many of us, that means addressing our daddy issues. If this episode resonates with you, share it with someone who may need this conversation. ✨ Don’t forget to like, comment, subscribe, and join and become a Little Angel #DaddyIssues #ChristianPodcast #FaithJourney #HealingFromFatherWounds #GodTheFather #ChristianWomen #BedtimeTalksWithZhan #Jesus #ChristianHealing #KingdomLiving #FaithBasedPodcast #EmotionalHealing #ChristianYouTube #BreakingCycles #FatherGod CHAPTERS 10:43 - Vulnerability With God 13:17 - Forgiveness is Key 15:49 - The Results of Daddy Issues 23:26 - Healing Isn't Always Immediate 25:19 - Release & Make Room for God To Become Whole 32:14 - Meditating On Our Fathers Promises 34:55 - Romans 8: 14-17 Make sure you follow me :) Social Media: YouTube https://youtube.com/@zhanseyeline?si=fzYuNbn0mPXERdJw [https://youtube.com/@zhanseyeline?si=fzYuNbn0mPXERdJw] TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@zhanvie?lang=en [https://www.tiktok.com/@zhanvie?lang=en]

Why Date If Not To Marry?

In this episode, we’re asking the question nobody wants to answer honestly: Why date if not to marry? 👀 Somewhere along the way, modern dating became endless situationships, wasted years, emotional confusion, and relationships with no real direction. But is that really how God intended relationships to be? Today, I’m diving deep into the true purpose of dating, marriage, and guarding your heart according to God’s Word. We’re talking about: ✨ Why intentional dating matters ✨ What God says about relationships and commitment ✨ Why so many people claim they want marriage… but date for YEARSSSS with no end goal ✨ Fear of commitment, comfort culture, and modern relationship confusion ✨ How society normalized wasting time instead of building covenant This conversation was also inspired by the recent Megan Thee Stallion & Klay Thompson breakup and cheating allegations, which sparked bigger conversations about commitment, loyalty, and what people truly want out of relationships today. If you’ve ever questioned modern dating culture, felt frustrated with meaningless relationships, or desired a God-centered perspective on love and marriage, this episode is for you. 🎙️ Tune in, subscribe, and join the conversation. #ChristianPodcast #DatingWithPurpose #Marriage #Relationships #GodlyDating #ChristianDating #Podcast #DatingCulture #FaithBasedPodcast #MarriageGoals _____________________________________ CHAPTERS 2:33 -Prayer 3:20 - Megan Thee Stallion and Klay Thompson 9:37 - Understanding Dating 18:46 - The Lack of Desire to Be Married 21:38 - Your Still Dating With No Desire for Marriage 26:13 - Desire Marriage With Lack of Balance 29:43 - Be Careful of Worshipping Your Partner 31:05- 3 Ways You Are Worshipping Your Partner 38:51 - You Deserve Love No Matter What 39:39 - What God Says Regarding Your Heart Scripture Refrences: Ephesians 5: 25 Proverbs 4: 23 1 Thessalonians 4: 3-5 Songs of Solomon 2: 7 Jeremiah 29: 13 Mathew 6: 33-34 Make sure you follow me :) Social Media: YouTube https://youtube.com/@zhanseyeline?si=EBcOt1UZoaKEWVE7 [https://youtube.com/@zhanseyeline?si=EBcOt1UZoaKEWVE7] TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@zhanvie?lang=en [https://www.tiktok.com/@zhanvie?lang=en]

From Wrestling God to Resting in Him | My Testimony of Peace

It's Testimony time Little Angels! Listen, since late November 2025 to about now May 2026 me and my family have truly been going through. I truly have not faced so much tragedy and heart ache before. Sometimes it's very sobering to remember your heart will still ache even in Christ. I have talked on the podcast before how much I get frustrated and how desperate I am to see change in my life. Whether it be in my finances, in my content, in my living situation, or even in healing for my family. I desire better for my family and myself. As I have been waiting I have experience being fatigued in my journey with God and tried to put matters into my own hands. Please take my story as a reminder that we can still manipulate God and try to control Him with our prayers out of desperation. Pay attention because I said "try". God does not move on our timing. And he does not move by our tantrums because we are tired of waiting. I'm still going through just like you. I pray this testimony brings you hope and shows you how God will sustain you while you wait on the promises of God!! Make sure to comment! ~ Be honest... are you wrestling with God or resting in Him right now? T une in now and join the conversation! ________________________________________ CHAPTERS: 1:56 - Prayer for my Little Angelz 2:53 - A closer look into the wrestle with God (Desperation - Frustration) 4:10 - Genesis chapter 32: 22-29 (The wrestle and then the hold) 6:09 - What are you wrestling God about? 8:38 - My Testimony (Story time!!!) 19:04 - The blessing before the fall 29:10 - Reasons why I started to wrestle with God 34:45 - I fasted and received revelation from God 36:07 - Life's tragedies can be heavy... 38:45 - Heart Rehab by Pastor Jerry Flowers ( https://a.co/d/0eO8tBdM [https://a.co/d/0eO8tBdM] ) 42:19 - What I learned from my wrestle 45:22 - Genesis 33: 1-4 We WILL see the promises of God 46:42 - Make sure to like, comment, and subscribe! #testimony #testimonial #storytime #peaceofgod #godspromise #hopeinchrist #encouragement #christianpodcast For My Little Angelz on the go click the link below! https://rss.com/podcasts/bedtime-talks-with-zhan/ [https://rss.com/podcasts/bedtime-talks-with-zhan/] Follow me :) Social Media: Instagram https://www.instagram.com/xoxo__zhan/ [https://www.instagram.com/xoxo__zhan/] TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@zhanvie?lang=en [https://www.tiktok.com/@zhanvie?lang=en]

Wrestling With God: When Desperation Turns to Frustration

In this episode, we take a deep and honest look at the story of Jacob, from his origin all the way to his life-changing moment wrestling with God. Jacob’s journey is one many of us can relate to. It’s a story filled with tension, waiting, and moments where desperation slowly turns into frustration. What happens when we believe in God’s promises, but everything in front of us seems to show the opposite? We explore the temptation to take control, to “help” God along, and to manipulate situations when the outcome feels delayed. But at what cost? This conversation dives into: • The origin of Jacob’s choices and mindset • How waiting can challenge our faith • The danger of forcing outcomes instead of trusting God’s timing • What it means to wrestle, not just physically, but spiritually • Letting go of control and allowing God to fulfill His promises His way If you’ve ever felt stuck between what God said and what you currently see, this episode is for you! 🎧 Tune in now and join the conversation. _______________________________________________ CHAPTERS 00:00 - Intro 06:10 - Jacob's Origin 10:54 - Jacob manipulates the first time 12:14 - Jacob manipulates the second time 17:20 - Jacob runs away & finds love 20:11 - God shows Jacob a dream filled with Promises 22:49 - God tells Jacob to go back 25:45 - Jacob cries out to God in desperation 28:03 - Are you in a Jacob season? Here is mine 29:12 - No matter what continue to wait on Him 30:13 - Jacob Wrestles with God 41:51 - Subscribe and Support!! #FaithJourney #TrustGod #BibleStudy #PodcastEpisode #spiritualgrowth Make sure you follow me :) Social Media: Instagram https://www.instagram.com/xoxo__zhan/ [https://www.instagram.com/xoxo__zhan/] TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@zhanvie?lang=en [https://www.tiktok.com/@zhanvie?lang=en]

The Salvation Series Part 2

Happy Resurrection Sunday Little Angelz!!! What better way to celebrate Christ than to talk about the Good News of salvation! This episode we will walk the Romans Road together and at the end pray a prayer of salvation!! Freedom is our portion in this life. Peace is our destiny! I hope you enjoy this podcast episode and please join the conversations in the comments. Any questions are always welcome and encouraged! We are all learning and going through this journey in life and community is something that can help along the way! You are loved and your voice matters! no question or comment is a dumb one! Hit the bell to be notified for upcoming videos!! YouTube [https://youtube.com/@zhanseyeline?si=U9Ag6bGE5M8E4uym] Next Vlog (Birthday Dinner) drops: April 10th Next Bedtime Talks with Zhan Podcast episode drops: April 19th CHAPTERS (Audio only chapter timestamps maybe a little off due to ads: 0:00 ~ Intro 3:20 ~ Recap of Salvation Series pt. 1 7:14 ~ Romans 3: 23 NIV Your reminder that God is gracious because we all FALL SHORT 13:05 ~ Romans 6: 23 "wages of sin is death" We all have a choice ... Life or Death 16:39 ~ When tragedy comes who do you rely on? 17:34 ~ Is Christianity strict? 20:11 ~ Romans 5: 8 NIV Sometimes we take Jesus Christs death for granted 22:26 ~ Romans 10: 9-11 NIV Confess with your mouth and believe with your heart and you ARE SAVED!!! 26:54 ~ Romans 5: 1 NIV The blessings and the gifts that we receive by being saved by Christ. 27:50 ~ Romans 8: 1 NIV This is your confirmation that WE are set FREE! 32:36 ~ Prayer that will lead you to salvation Make sure you follow me :) Social Media: TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@zhanvie?lang=en [https://www.tiktok.com/@zhanvie?lang=en]