EP7: A Murderer Eating Candy Apples // A Long, Luxurious Breakdown

EP11: I Just Gotta Try // He Called My Friends Window Lickers

"He told me he hoped my husband got hit by a truck." We're back for Season 2! Kicking things off with my amazing friend Liz. Also HUGE SHOUTOUT TO Amanda, who wrote and performed our new amazing theme song. Let's get better, y'all. Make sure to subscribe! <3

EP10: Spiritually Bankrupt // Sucking Dicks Behind La Quinta For Meth

"Looking back at it, my ex-husband was never just in a relationship with me. He was always in a relationship with me and my addiction." This week, Ryan introduces the better-ish audience to his sponsor, Dan. Dan has been a huge part of Ryan's recovery, and his own story is just as inspiring. Make sure to subscribe! <3

EP9: You Were Gonna Eat Me Alive // Hey P, I'm In Rehab!

"I never wanted to be ignorant of it... but I definitely remember situations where I'd sit there and be like, 'Well I was just as drunk. Do I have a problem?'" What happens when one of the party girls stops the party? This week Ryan talks with Pilon - one of his best and most wild friends. Most importantly, they explore how friendships can change and evolve as one enters recovery. Make sure to share the pod - and subscribe!

EP8: Modern David Bowie // You Don't Need To Be Sad All The Time

"You need a powerful light to get you out of a powerful darkness." We're back! A little break for vacation that was extended because of COVID, Ryan is excited to return to the podcast! This week, he talks with Mario and Vincent of the alt dark pop band DE LA LUZ. Subscribe, and share with your friends!

EP7: A Murderer Eating Candy Apples // A Long, Luxurious Breakdown

"Some people think it's the subconscious - the schizophrenia. It's actually brain chemicals, which is a really jarring thing to realize. How do my chemicals talk to me? Why do they say bad things?" This week Ryan talks with Colleen, and incredibly gifted artist and writer living with schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. They talk about a lot of heavy topics, and what it means to be a living miracle. TW: Self harm, suicide, sexual assault.