divorce, identity, sanity

GRWM // standards, upgrading friends & more

This isn’t just a GRWM — it’s a full-body unmasking. In this episode of Hot Little Diagnosis, I do my makeup while spiraling into the biggest truths with Marketing maven Morgan Rapp. We discuss what we've learned about love, self-worth, desire, friendship, and choosing ourselves on purpose. We’re talking about: * Navigating relationships when you’re no longer shrinking for approval * Erotic aliveness as a compass for your whole life * Nervous system truth vs. emotional chaos * What happens when you stop performing and start actually being seen From laugh-out-loud moments to mic-drop truths, this episode is a GRWM for your entire nervous system — with a lot of lip gloss and zero pretending. If you’ve ever dulled your shine to stay loved, questioned your worth, or craved a life that feels worshipful, not performative — this one's for you.

reinvention after divorce & how parenting changes

In this episode, I finally talk about what it really felt like to end my marriage — not out of hate, but out of truth. This is the story of realizing I was fixing everything but myself. The unraveling that followed. The unexpected grief. The clarity that hit when I finally stopped performing and started listening to what I actually wanted — in motherhood, in intimacy, in identity. I talk about how my parenting changed once I started being honest with myself, how I began to unmask around my kids, and how I recognized the difference between emotional/sexual connection and just friendship — even when everything around me said “stay.” This episode is raw and real and halfway healed. No scripts, no apologies, just what I know now: You don’t have to stay in a life just because you built it.

divorce, identity, sanity

I went live with zero plan and accidentally recorded the first episode of my new podcast. This one’s messy, real, and straight from the middle of it — no edits, no outline, just me talking through the moment I realized I’d been performing a life I didn’t even want. Divorce. Identity. Grief. Rage. Starting over. It’s all in here. I talk about what it’s like to outgrow the version of yourself everyone else loved, how I’m parenting differently now, and why I’m done curating my happiness to make other people comfortable. If you’ve ever felt like you were faking it, hiding parts of yourself, or just trying to survive in a life that stopped feeling like yours… I think you’ll get it. This isn’t self-help. It’s me, figuring it out in real time. Welcome to Hot Little Diagnosis.