9 – Icy Answers to Prayer – Finding God’s answers where I didn’t expect them

12 – Scary Verses or Grace? My take on the Narrow Way

Is the narrow way supposed to scare us? In Matthew 7:13–14, Jesus says the gate is narrow, the road hard, and only a few find it. For a lot of us, that sounds like a spiritual tightrope - one wrong step and we’re doomed to fail. In this episode, I explore why The Way seems scary, but is actually full of grace. Topics: * When Jesus keeps raising the bar * Jesus as the gate and The Way * “Pick Me!” * Ask, seek, and knock * My yoke is easy * Why the path is not a tightrope * The hard part: “few find it” * Jesus promises that those who seek God find Him * Hunger and thirst for righteousness - you will be filled This episode is part of the “Scary Verses or Grace?” discussion of passages that sound scary at first, but surprisingly lead us toward grace as we grapple with them and seek the heart of Christ.

11 – I Call You... Friend – The hard thing Jesus says in John 15

What does it mean to be called a friend of God? The night before Jesus died, He called His followers friends. But what does it mean to really “be” His friend? Jesus dove into that too. It’s probably not what you think. Topics: * Using Dezsma to set the stage * When friends stand in the way * Kat’s choice and the freedom to rebel * Arkuuda calls Kat her friend * Jesus says, “I Call You... Friend” * The upper room and the command to love * “You are My friends if...” * Is friendship with God two-way?

10 – Edge to Edge Living – Abundant life in ordinary, everyday service

Lessons I’m still learning from my Father. My dad once told me, “If you’re going to shovel the walk, shovel the walk.” I don’t think he was trying to give me a spiritual lesson, but that simple thought has really stuck with me. In this episode, I want to explain why that phrase means so much to me, and how it led me to think about “edge-to-edge” living as abundant life in ordinary service, the kind that can show up in actions as simple as shoveling a driveway, sweeping a church basement, or doing a load of laundry. Topics: * Asteroids, chores, and making money * Dishes, smudges, and my dad’s wisdom * My first paid sidewalk job * If you’re going to shovel the walk, shovel the walk * Edge-to-edge living as a Christian * Why “getting hit by a bus” theology missed grace * When service to others becomes service to God * Ordinary acts of love * Abundant life in ordinary service

9 – Icy Answers to Prayer – Finding God’s answers where I didn’t expect them

Icy answers to prayer can be full of love and surprise. In this episode, I trace how a few strange ice formations in my fire pit became part of the covers for Bolmek, Verdekt, and the podcast, and how those images changed the way I think about answers to prayer. Topics: * The Dezsma cover and Vince’s fire * Why the book covers became black and white * Hidden codes and OCLC * Ice sculptures in my fire pit * How the ice became Verdekt * How the ice became Bolmek * The podcast cover and one more person * Seeking icy answers we almost miss

8 – Go Ahead, Dream a Little

Have you ever had a dream that felt like it might be more than just a dream? After I quit my job, I was stuck. I wanted to write a novel, but was struggling to get started. Then a dream gave me a small glimpse of a character who would become the heroine of Dezsma. And whoosh! I was off. I believe that was a gentle nudge from God. Topics: * Dreams, visions, and messages from God * I quit my job * Praying for help, then a dream * Don’t be afraid to dream a little * What dream or vision have you had?