Episode 11

2.4.26

Tonight is about pattern recognition. One of the lesser spoken about “gifts”. And the isolation of it all.

1.23.26

I’m back! New meds, new takes.

Episode 11

This episode is me unpacking what the first week on ADHD medication has been like — the changes in my thinking, energy, memory, and daily rhythm. I talk about how strange it feels to finally experience mental calm and consistency, and why late diagnosis and treatment deserve way more conversation than they get.

Episode 10

This episode covers my long-awaited ADHD evaluation — which I accidentally turned into a 30-minute trauma monologue while my psychiatrist watched and regretted her career choices. By the end, the diagnosis was… obvious. We talk medication, past misdiagnoses, PTSD, old chaos, and what starting treatment feels like after years of confusion.

Episode 9

Today I try to untangle the existential bar fight between ADHD, anxiety, motivation, and discipline. Spoiler: motivation is fake, anxiety is a shapeshifter, and ADHD is a squirrel with a grenade. Also, my toilet exploded and ruined my garage, so life derailed my entire day. This episode is basically a tour of how my brain works when I’m trying to be a grown-up human with responsibilities. Enjoy the chaos.