One Poem Only
A daily reading from One Poem Only—a quiet space for a single poem, read aloud. Today's poem is: Hawk Feather by Connie Helena after Peyton Michelle Bryant - Poetess, you made me cry You gave me grief with your words It is not the tequila I promise you Because I drink all the time now You made me remember The odds are against me, against faith I will never love anyone in this life again Most likely this is so (he surely died) Enough of the drama (eye roll) The truth is I have been alone too long To give it up for second best Much less third best, three hundredth best I will only open my hand for the one Who has the power to surprise me No matter how I try to be cynical, jaded I cannot help but wonder Who will call forth the wind in the trees Make my body electric again Inhabit a body I have no choice To sleep peacefully beside, because I must More from Connie Helena ↓ * @journalof1000days [https://www.instagram.com/journalof1000days/] on Instagram * Her book Journal of 1000 Days [https://www.amazon.com/Journal-1000-Days-Connie-Helena/dp/B0DWKDMV11/] is available now And now for the poem this was written after. “God, you can keep the boys” by Peyton Michelle Bryant - God, you can keep the boys who only write sad poetry and listen to The Smiths on repeat. God, my man is a warrior. Lord knows I’ve got enough words to feed the both of us when times get tough. My man writes poems with his hands. My man is not afraid to bloody his knuckles for me. My man is a lion, Lord. He is a stallion running down his own mission. Our paths meet in the middle where we play but neither one pulls the other off course. He knows I belong to this wild world doesn’t try to rope me in or brand me with his name. He knows I am not something to be owned. Instead, he builds me a boat with the biggest sail you’ve ever seen and paints my name on the side of her. He builds me a set of wings that carries me farther than Icarus could ever go. He builds me a writing cabin and doesn’t get offended when I’m taken by the desire to be alone for days in my cocoon of creation. His hands are shields- his palms big enough to hold the entirety of the Milky Way and each one has memorized the blue/brown/green/red planet of my body. His fingertips brush the column of my throat and he calls the rain down. Gardens grow in the marrow of me and not once does he try to pluck them from the soil. My man has arms and legs like the trunks of the six-hundred-year-old Sycamore. I want to nest in the branches of him. I chart the map of his body like a world-eager traveler- trace the veins like blue-green rivers along the shores of his forearms lick the salt ocean sweat gathered in his jugular notch climb him like a wolf in heat and still I am hungry for the meat of him. My man calls me Brilliant calls me Dragon Fire calls me Wolf Witch, Poetess, Great Moon of His Heart. My man calls me Thank God. He calls me At Last. God, my man is an inferno. I need him to be sturdy enough to withstand the heat. He is my burning crimson star; I reach for the ten-million-degree Fahrenheit center of him without flinching. God, I know you’ve put us together before; our lifetimes are an ancient song my cells still remember. I remember how we smelled of campfire smoke and sweat- our feet pounding a beat into the Earth. I remember his face cast in firelight- the two of us skin on skin, a tangled pile of limbs blanketed by furs. I remember my nails tracing red lines down the planes of him my hair held like a bird tender in his fist. I remember his mouth marking each rung of my spine, his calloused hands like rocky planets orbiting the moon of me. I remember I fell from my horse- he took an arrow to the heart and new bodies and lives made up a river of time between us. I am a queen lost to his kingdom, Lord. Send the cavalry! The lines have been blurred between dragon woman and tower and I can no longer remember which one I’m supposed to be. God, I want you to give him back. I want to lay him down in the feather bed of my heart once again. I want to take his hand catch a ride to some faraway red planet where reincarnation is just myth- where this life is the only one that matters. God, call him back to me with bone and blood with fire and howl- stitch soul to body once more. I will rearrange the cosmos myself if need be. And this time, when stars align and we find each other again, I will not fall from my horse. No. This time we’ll ride side by side all the way back home. More from Peyton Michelle Bryant ↓ * @mama.laloba [https://www.instagram.com/mama.laloba] on Instagram * Her newest poetry book Wolf Witch of the Wild [https://bookshop.org/a/115728/9798267107402] and her debut, Feral Mother, Sovereign Woman [https://bookshop.org/a/115728/9798329370348], are out now. Support + Stay Connected to OPO If you’d like to support the show, Substack [https://rembrandtscure.substack.com/] and Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/c/OnePoemOnly] members receive a copy of my book, For My Daughter, along with episodes from the audiobook. Poetry reminds us what matters. Thank you for listening.
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