Born Gay, Born Again — Identity, Faith, and Freedom

Born Gay, Born Again — Identity, Faith, and Freedom

Send Me a Text Message [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1823996/fan_mail/new] How do two pastors go from believing they were born gay to experiencing transformation in Christ? In this episode of The Blind Exorcist, I sit down with Pastors Reginald Robinson Jr. and Zaire Willis, authors of Born Gay, Born Again: A Journey of Identity, Faith, and Freedom, to explore how their different life experiences shaped their understanding of identity, sexuality, and faith. This is not a one-size-fits-all story. Zaire’s testimony includes childhood sexual abuse, early exposure to pornography, and early experiences that significantly influenced his development and sense of self. Reginald’s story is different. Raised in a loving, God-fearing home, he experienced early social labeling and misunderstandings about his mannerisms that shaped how others saw him — and how he eventually saw himself. Together, their stories challenge the assumption that there is a single path into same-sex attraction and open a broader conversation about identity, trauma, and lived experience. 📌 In this episode, you’ll discover: ✅ Why same-sex attraction doesn’t have just one root ✅ How social labels and early experiences shape identity over time ✅ The difference between gender expression and sexual identity ✅ Why many churches feel unprepared for these conversations ✅ What it looks like to wrestle honestly with identity through faith  If you’ve ever faced confusion about your identity or wrestled with questions from your past, this episode invites you to go deeper — beyond surface-level labels and into the roots that shape who we become. 📖 Get the book here https://www.amazon.com/Born-Gay-Again-Journey-Identity/dp/1636415830/ [https://www.amazon.com/Born-Gay-Again-Journey-Identity/dp/1636415830/] 🌐 Ministry and support resource: Brand New You (BNY) — 8-week faith-based support program for men https://bnymen.com/journey [https://bnymen.com/journey] Support the show [https://www.justind.com/partner-up] Disclaimer: Links to guest websites or social media are for reference only and do not imply endorsement. The views expressed by guests do not necessarily reflect those of the host or The Blind Exorcist podcast. 💪 Book Your Deliverance Appointment [https://www.justind.com/book-a-session/] – Join the community of Christians who have kicked out their demons and taken their freedom back! 🛡️ Not sure if you need deliverance? Schedule a free 20-minute consultation. [https://www.justind.com/help/] 📰 Get Inspiring Christian Teachings on deliverance – Sign up for my newsletter at www.justind.com [http://www.justind.com/]. Scroll to the bottom of the home page to join! 📱 Connect With Me – Have questions or thoughts? Tap "Send me a text message" above.

My Ex-Wife and I Get Honest — How Satan Destroyed Our Marriage

Send Me a Text Message [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1823996/fan_mail/new] This is one of the most personal and raw episodes I’ve ever recorded. In this episode of The Blind Exorcist, I sit down with my ex-wife Judy, and together we open up with honesty and vulnerability about what really happened in our marriage — how it slowly unraveled, the hidden spiritual warfare we didn’t recognize at the time, and how Satan worked behind the scenes to destroy what we thought would last forever. We don’t hold anything back. We open up about our pasts, the trauma wounds we carried into the relationship, the dysfunctional family patterns that shaped our decisions, and the doors that were opened spiritually before our marriage even began. From the outside, everything looked successful — nice home, nice cars, kids, good careers, solid members of our local church, even strong in faith — but behind closed doors, things were breaking down in ways we didn't understand. We also talk about something that made the battle even harder — how the Western church failed us. Because we were taught that Christians couldn’t have demons, we didn’t even have a framework for what we were experiencing. The very place we expected clarity and help often left us confused, misdiagnosed, or without real answers in the middle of very real spiritual warfare. But this isn't just a story about a marriage falling apart — it's a story about deliverance. Through Jesus Christ, therapy, and deliverance, God met us in the middle of the destruction and brought freedom, healing, and restoration in our individual lives. Today, there’s no bitterness between us — only clarity, peace, and a restored intimacy with Christ. If you’ve ever struggled in your marriage, dating relationship, felt stuck in destructive cycles, or wondered if things have gone too far to be redeemed, this episode will challenge you and give you hope. What was broken doesn’t have to stay broken. Support the show [https://www.justind.com/partner-up] Disclaimer: Links to guest websites or social media are for reference only and do not imply endorsement. The views expressed by guests do not necessarily reflect those of the host or The Blind Exorcist podcast. 💪 Book Your Deliverance Appointment [https://www.justind.com/book-a-session/] – Join the community of Christians who have kicked out their demons and taken their freedom back! 🛡️ Not sure if you need deliverance? Schedule a free 20-minute consultation. [https://www.justind.com/help/] 📰 Get Inspiring Christian Teachings on deliverance – Sign up for my newsletter at www.justind.com [http://www.justind.com/]. Scroll to the bottom of the home page to join! 📱 Connect With Me – Have questions or thoughts? Tap "Send me a text message" above.

Medication Wasn’t Enough — A Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner Encounters the Demonic

Send Me a Text Message [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1823996/fan_mail/new] What happens when a trained psychiatric nurse practitioner realizes therapy and medication can’t explain everything her clients are experiencing? In this episode of The Blind Exorcist, I sit down with Lora, a psychiatric nurse practitioner with years of experience in mental health, to explore the powerful and often misunderstood connection between psychological conditions and demonic influence. Raised in a Christian home and extensively trained in evidence-based care with multiple advanced degrees, Lora began noticing cases that didn’t fully respond to therapy or medication—leading her to explore deliverance ministry. But this didn’t stay theoretical. As Lora dug deeper in understanding deliverance ministry, she uncovered something personal—her own family had deep generational ties to Freemasonry. Though she had never participated in it herself, those doors had been opened in previous generations. Recognizing the spiritual impact, she pursued deliverance personally with Dr. Bob Larson, marking a turning point not just professionally, but in her own life and freedom. What she discovered reshaped how she understands healing, revealing that true freedom often requires addressing both the mind and the spiritual realm. 📌 What you’ll discover in this episode: ✅ Why some mental health symptoms don’t respond to therapy or medication—and what might actually be behind them ✅ The key differences between mental health conditions and demons —and how to begin recognizing each ✅ The dangerous misconception that all mental health conditions are demons—and why that thinking can harm people ✅ Why a holistic approach to healing matters—addressing not just deliverance, but what a person returns to, including environments like abusive relationships or poverty that can impact lasting freedom Lora shares powerful stories from her work in mental health, where clinical treatment helped—but didn’t go far enough. She also speaks candidly about her own journey through deliverance and how confronting generational ties to Freemasonry brought a new level of clarity, healing, and spiritual authority. This episode is a reminder that no matter how complex your situation may feel—whether it’s mental, emotional, or spiritual—there is real hope for lasting freedom. You’ll walk away with greater clarity, practical insight, and a deeper understanding of how true healing happens when every part of a person’s life is addressed. Support the show [https://www.justind.com/partner-up] Disclaimer: Links to guest websites or social media are for reference only and do not imply endorsement. The views expressed by guests do not necessarily reflect those of the host or The Blind Exorcist podcast. 💪 Book Your Deliverance Appointment [https://www.justind.com/book-a-session/] – Join the community of Christians who have kicked out their demons and taken their freedom back! 🛡️ Not sure if you need deliverance? Schedule a free 20-minute consultation. [https://www.justind.com/help/] 📰 Get Inspiring Christian Teachings on deliverance – Sign up for my newsletter at www.justind.com [http://www.justind.com/]. Scroll to the bottom of the home page to join! 📱 Connect With Me – Have questions or thoughts? Tap "Send me a text message" above.

Aboriginal Heritage — When Faith Meets Hidden Curses

Send Me a Text Message [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1823996/fan_mail/new] Could a devoted Christian’s long-standing spiritual struggles be linked to generational curses from her Aboriginal ancestry? When I talk about “Indigenous peoples,” I mean the original inhabitants of a region who have unique cultural and spiritual traditions. This includes Native Americans in the United States, First Nations peoples in Canada, Aboriginal Australians, and Māori communities in New Zealand. While each group is distinct, many share practices involving ancestor spirits, nature, and ceremonial rituals. I mention this so listeners can understand Yvonne’s story in a context that might feel familiar. Yvonne grew up in Australia in a home marked by alcoholism, trauma, and deep family dysfunction. Both of her parents carried painful childhood experiences involving abusive alcoholic fathers. Like many families, the wounds did not begin with one generation. The trauma had been passed down through the family line for decades. For most of her life another piece of the story remained hidden. Her family carried Aboriginal ancestry that had been deliberately kept secret because of racism in Australia. As a child she didn’t understand why she looked different from other students and was even teased about the darker color of her skin. The truth about her Aboriginal heritage would only surface much later in life. Yvonne became a Christian at twelve years old and spent her life sincerely pursuing God. She went to university, became a high school teacher, worked in Christian schools, and even trained for ministry. She faithfully prayed, studied the Bible, attended conferences, and pursued counseling for the pain she carried from childhood. Yet despite years of faith and spiritual discipline, the demonic oppression never completely lifted. The emotional pain remained, and eventually she began experiencing disturbing spiritual symptoms that led her to confront a possibility many Western Christians are rarely taught to consider — that generational curses and demonic oppression may still be affecting believers today. During our conversation we also explore how ancestral spiritual practices are not unique to Australia. Many Indigenous cultures around the world share similar spiritual traditions involving ancestor spirits, animal spirits, nature spirits, dreaming/vision practices, and ceremonial rituals. Even when someone becomes a Christian and never practices these ancestral traditions themselves, spiritual doors opened in previous generations can still demonically affect later generations. 📌 What you’ll discover in this episode: • How trauma and abuse in family lines can create entry points for generational curses • Why ancestral spiritual practices common in Indigenous traditions can open doors to demonic oppression • How generational curses can impact Christians who have never practiced those traditions themselves • The connection between unresolved trauma and spiritual torment • What happened when Yvonne confronted the demonic roots connected to her Aboriginal ancestry • How deliverance and therapy together can bring deeper healing • Why breaking generational curses can bring freedom where years of spiritual effort alone did not Yvonne’s story is not about condemning Indigenous cultures or attacking people groups. It is about recognizing spiritual realities that many Christians have never been taught to confront and understanding how family history can influence spiritual struggles today. If you have faithfully followed Christ yet still experience spiritual torment you cannot explain, this episode offers both clarity and hope. Freedom is possible, and often that freedom begins when generational curses are finally confronted and broken. Contact Yvonne If you live in Australia and are considering an exorcism, you’re welcome to reach out to Yvonne at seekfree [seekfreedomaustralia@gmail.com] Support the show [https://www.justind.com/partner-up] Disclaimer: Links to guest websites or social media are for reference only and do not imply endorsement. The views expressed by guests do not necessarily reflect those of the host or The Blind Exorcist podcast. 💪 Book Your Deliverance Appointment [https://www.justind.com/book-a-session/] – Join the community of Christians who have kicked out their demons and taken their freedom back! 🛡️ Not sure if you need deliverance? Schedule a free 20-minute consultation. [https://www.justind.com/help/] 📰 Get Inspiring Christian Teachings on deliverance – Sign up for my newsletter at www.justind.com [http://www.justind.com/]. Scroll to the bottom of the home page to join! 📱 Connect With Me – Have questions or thoughts? Tap "Send me a text message" above.

Massage Therapy and the New Age — She Thought She Was Still a Christian

Send Me a Text Message [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1823996/fan_mail/new] What happens when a massage therapist blends Reiki, crystals, and energy work into her sessions — believing she’s still a Christian? Roxanne holds a psychology degree and spent 16 years working in the mental health field. After experiencing burnout in that environment, she sought a new career path and became a licensed massage therapist, hoping to continue helping people in a different way.  Her desire to help others gradually drew her into becoming a Reiki Master and practicing pranic healing, chakra work, aura reading, soul retrieval, energy clearing, distant healing, and shamanic techniques. She immersed herself in meditation, drumming circles, ayahuasca (psychedelic plant medicine), bufo (psychedelic toad venom), protection rituals with crystals and salt, and various forms of Hindu, Buddhist, and Hare Krishna chanting. Identifying as an empath and deeply energy-sensitive, these modalities became the framework through which she understood healing and spirituality for more than two decades. She wove many of these energy-based practices directly into her massage sessions. The peace felt real. The energy felt powerful. Clients left feeling better. But it didn’t last. Over time, something far more troubling began to surface. Freak accidents every two to three years — putting her out of work for months at a time. Sleepless nights — jolted awake the moment she drifted off, sensing a presence entering her body, nearly two weeks with almost no rest, and paranormal phenomena happening around her. She tried everything she knew: crystals covering her bed, salt around the room, protection rituals, distant healings, clearing sessions. Nothing worked. Not one thing. When even the protection methods she trusted stopped working, she was forced to confront a deeper question she had avoided for years — how she could claim Christ while living fully immersed in a spiritual system rooted elsewhere. If you’re involved in the New Age, this episode will challenge you. And if you’re a Christian who assumes this doesn’t touch your world — it may be closer than you think. 📌 What you’ll discover in this episode: ✅ How Reiki, chakra work, pranic healing, and crystal healing are being blended into mainstream massage therapy ✅ Why trauma can lead a person to spiritually infused wellness practices that feel compassionate and enlightened ✅ How practices like aura reading, soul retrieval, energy clearing, and distant healing become normalized inside bodywork culture ✅ Why ayahuasca ceremonies and bufo experiences promise breakthrough but fail to produce lasting peace ✅ What happened when protection rituals and spiritual techniques stopped working ✅ How Christian deliverance addressed the deeper spiritual roots behind Roxanne's trauma ✅ Where Roxanne ultimately found lasting peace through the Holy Spirit — not a temporary calm maintained by spiritual techniques No Condemnation — Only Clarity and Compassion This is a raw, honest, and hope-filled episode for anyone involved in energy healing, working in the wellness space, or sitting in a Western church that has never addressed the supernatural. Roxanne is not a fringe figure — she holds a psychology degree, spent 16 years in mental health, and still practices massage therapy today. Her story raises serious questions for practitioners, clients who have received spiritually infused bodywork, and Christians navigating a wellness culture that has quietly shifted into spiritual territory. For Christians seeking massage therapy, it is wise to ask direct questions about the practitioner’s approach. Many massage settings today quietly integrate spiritual or energy-based practices. If a practitioner openly incorporates Reiki, energy work, chakra alignment, or similar spiritual techniques, it is best to avoid that environment. Seek out a massage therapist who practices clinical or sports massage only, where the focus remains on Support the show [https://www.justind.com/partner-up] Disclaimer: Links to guest websites or social media are for reference only and do not imply endorsement. The views expressed by guests do not necessarily reflect those of the host or The Blind Exorcist podcast. 💪 Book Your Deliverance Appointment [https://www.justind.com/book-a-session/] – Join the community of Christians who have kicked out their demons and taken their freedom back! 🛡️ Not sure if you need deliverance? Schedule a free 20-minute consultation. [https://www.justind.com/help/] 📰 Get Inspiring Christian Teachings on deliverance – Sign up for my newsletter at www.justind.com [http://www.justind.com/]. Scroll to the bottom of the home page to join! 📱 Connect With Me – Have questions or thoughts? Tap "Send me a text message" above.