S6E63 | Mary Sparrow - MONARCH Mind Control, Ritual Abuse, & DID Memory Recovery Through Art Therapy

S6E63 | Mary Sparrow - MONARCH Mind Control, Ritual Abuse, & DID Memory Recovery Through Art Therapy

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1255355/fan_mail/new] Today I’m honored to have back on the show once again: Ritual Abuse, Military Mind Control, and Organized Abuse survivor, thriver, and whistleblower, loving mother, writer, painter, and graphic artist, daydreamer of publishing her own book one day, content creator, nature lover, 12-step fellowship and survivor support group participant, and a courageous warrioress bringing a light to the darkness that is RAMCOA: Mary Sparrow  From the very first days of her life, Mary entered a world that tried to break her before she could even speak. Born in a Catholic hospital in Manhattan, she was taken from her mother for weeks - an eerie separation that set the tone for a childhood steeped in both fleeting love and unrelenting terror. Her father, a former paratrooper in the 101st Airborne Division turned bar owner, began sexually abusing Mary in her earliest years. Her mother, shaped by her own generational trauma from impoverished, oppressed Ireland in the 1930s and 40s, responded with verbal and physical outbursts rooted in unresolved pain. By age four, Mary was drawn into a nightmare far darker than most can imagine: a child sex trafficking network in the New York City area involving ritual abuse, child pornography, exploitation, and highly sophisticated military mind control programming. She was taken to lab-like facilities with men in uniforms and white coats, strapped into chairs with helmets and wires, subjected to electricity, pain, and psychological torment that forced her to dissociate - floating out of her body to survive. She witnessed horrors including ritual sacrifice and organized abuse involving pedophile networks and powerful figures. Programming instilled false pride, sexualized affection mixed with pain, and discard protocols meant to ensure she would self-destruct later in life. Her mother’s courageous escape when Mary was ten and a half ended the active trafficking and ritual horrors. The physical captivity ended, but the internal programming remained ruthless. In her early forties, while deep in 12-step recovery, repressed memories began surfacing in gentle fragments. Journaling, intuitive drawing, and painting became lifelines. Today, Mary is a radiant beacon of hard-won triumph. She lives with a joy that once felt impossible, her days filled with writing and dreaming of the memoir that will one day reach thousands, creating art that processes flashbacks and balances darkness with vibrant light, music that stirs her soul, poetry that ignites memories of the past, and profound connection in survivor circles. And this is what we will be sharing more of today - Mary’s creativity through her own artwork and poetry. On Mary’s last episode, we shared a moment in time through her artwork, grappling with the reality of ritual abuse and taking in moments from the past Mary vulnerably shared that stirred and came to life behind the paint on the paper. On today’s episode, we will be showcasing more of Mary’s artwork and introducing some of her collages and poetry. CONNECT WITH MARY: IG: https://www.instagram.com/sparrowdose/ [https://www.instagram.com/sparrowdose/] Website: https://sparrow4everfree.com/ [https://sparrow4everfree.com/] CONNECT WITH EMMA: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial [ https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial] EMAIL: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com OR standbysurvivors@protonmail.com My Substack: https://emmakatherine.substack.com/ [https://emmakatherine.substack.com/] BUY ME A COFFEE: https://www.buymeaco [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination] Support the show [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination]

S5E19 | Madison Cupps - Trafficked by CyberSlice, Blackmailed by Bill Gates, & Sold to Steve Jobs

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1255355/fan_mail/new] Todays 'Movie Night' is going to be replaced by the Part 2 of 3 interviews I did with Madison (Clares) Cupps who recently passed away in mysterious circumstances. Before her passing, she was intimidated into taking down all of her disclosures on podcasts and on social media. We won't let her story die with her... Today I’m honored to have back on the show: Multi-generational sexual abuse and trafficking survivor, technology sales extraordinaire, aspiring singer and songwriter who dreams of bringing to life music to help empower other survivors, animal and child rescue advocate, whistleblower of what I will be referring to as ‘The Original Pizzagate’ scandal involving a suspicious pizza delivery company called Cyber Slice, and a modern day Katniss Everdeen: Madison (Clares) Cupps Madison was born a twin to a father who was the co-founder of the first online pizza delivery service company called Cyber Slice - and who would also allege that he was an ex-C-eye-A assassin - and she and her twin sister spent their first 6 weeks of her life being hospitalized after being born prematurely. Madison discovered through her investigations since waking up to her abuse that her family line is laden with occult, military and CIA influences and connections, and that the oddities and abuse in Madison’s family date back at least a few generations - tracing back to her great grandfather who was a Freemason and trickling down the family line to her and her twin sister. Cyber Slice was the first online pizza delivery service and Madison’s father would often be absent from home on business trips, catering to high-end clientele like his biggest client, Bill Gates. Madison recalls how it was interesting how her father could go from being playful to violent so quickly. Her father would also force her and her sister to do sexual acts to each other, and he would record and use those recordings to lure in other predators to Cyber Slice. He would offer free videos and photos of Madison and her sister in exchange for them using the Cyber Slice platform. His platform was for online pizza ordering but - as Madison discovered: ‘pizza’ was actually her father’s code word for little girls - and is a proven code word for little girls according to the FBI. And the rabbit hole goes even deeper: Inspiration for Cyber Slice began with a movie called ‘The Net’ starring Sandra Bullock, and in an interesting chain of events, Apple Inc Founder, Steve Jobs, was the first person to place an order for online pizza using Cyber Slice’s online platform after helping develop the app during a brief hiatus from Apple in the late 1980’s through the early 1990’s. Madison’s repressed memories of her abusive childhood began surfacing around the age of 14 and ever since, she has been working on putting together the pieces of the mysterious events of her life that flew under the radar of her and her siblings as children. Madison also hopes her testimony and public disclosure helps other survivors to come forward, helps shed a light on what’s going on in our world right now, and helps brings justice to all of the victims. CONNECT WITH EMMA: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial [https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial] Rumble: https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast [https://rumble.com/c/TheImaginationPodcast] EMAIL: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com OR standbysurvivors@protonmail.com My Substack: https://emmakatherine.substack.com/ [https://emmakatherine.substack.com/] BUY ME A COFFEE: https://www.buymeacoffee. [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination] Support the show [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination]

S6E62 Kadaya - Waking Up: Masonic Deathtrap - CIA Twinned, Thrown to the Dogs: Jesuits, Jail & Jesus

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1255355/fan_mail/new] Today I’m honored to have back on the show: Satanic ritual abuse, mind control, Stargate Project, Freemason, Jesuit, and organized abuse survivor, overcomer and whistleblower, loving mother, content creator, faithful servant to the most high, former school teacher, gardener, floral design extraordinaire, singer and songwriter, poet, poetry and creative writer, and someone I’m so grateful to call my friend: Kadaya From infancy, Kadaya was subjected to horrific familial trafficking, ritual abuse and mind control programming involving things electroshock, drowning, and soul-shattering rituals designed to fracture her into dissociative identities. Her extraordinary intelligence and spiritual gifts were weaponized by programmers tied to Freemasons, Jesuits, and elite bloodlines, forcing her hidden alters into trafficking operations hidden behind churches, lodges, and institutions. Yet even in the darkness, a “happy childhood” front persona shielded her core self - until divine intervention began to awaken her. Despite heartbreaking betrayal Kadaya stands unbowed. A fierce mama bear, she fights for her children’s freedom while exposing systemic abuse. Her burden for the imprisoned reflects the heart of Christ.  On today’s episode, we are bringing you an emergency address, breaking news, a display of corruption that is rotten to it’s core. Recently Kadaya and another survivor - who all of you listening here know as her ‘training partner’ - faced a horrific sequence of events and targeting that led to a real life altercation with authorities - aka: the network. In today’s episode, Kaday’s training partner will be revealed, more intimate details about her life and the life of her ‘training partner’ will be revealed, details surrounding this criminal altercation will be revealed. All will be revealed. What is dark will today be drowned out by the light and the truth - guided by the power and authority of the Holy Spirit. This will be one of the most damning and important episodes we’ve ever done on this podcast, and I ask you all to sit and witness from start to finish. There will be video and photo evidence shown as well - if you are listening and not watching, I highly suggest moving to a platform with video if at all possible. 🙏🏼HELP RYAN LEONARD: cashapp: $piouslion (managed by Kadaya) 🫱🏻 Jail Commissary (same fund is used for phone calls, toiletries, socks etc): https://team3.inmatecanteen.com/#/ [https://team3.inmatecanteen.com/#/] 💌 Send letters or books *must be new, direct from supplier or publisher and paperback only (You can also check with Kadaya if you are viewing this in the future, to see if he has since been transferred or released.) Ryan Leonard, Inmate #4232047702 Polk County Detention Center 164 Government Complex Drive Columbus, NC 28722 *EMAIL Kadaya to download Ryan's book OR locate the file available for free to download on her Telegram Channel (search 🔍 "Domain of Abbadon") ⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️ KADAYA'S LINKS: ✅YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLY4hBK2eoR_zhQcWk-sY7zjz65USIh4nv&si=mWudVIa0fwUQ6ujv [https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLY4hBK2eoR_zhQcWk-sY7zjz65USIh4nv&si=mWudVIa0fwUQ6ujv] ✅RUMBLE https://rumble.com/playlists/YCm7T78-CoY [https://rumble.com/playlists/YCm7T78-CoY] ✅TELEGRAM: The Second Exodus [community, support and live updates] www.t.me/thesongofthelamb ✅INSTAGRAM https://www.instagram.com/thesongofthelamb?igsh=cTF0NzQ2Y2lxdmIx [https://www.instagram.com/thesongofthelamb?igsh=cTF0NzQ2Y2lxdmIx] ✅EMA Support the show [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination]

S6E61 | Tarese Estelle - From High-Control Religious Abuse & DID to Award-Winning Fashion Designer

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1255355/fan_mail/new] Today I’m honored to have back on the show for a second time: Ritualistic, religious and child sexual abuse survivor and overcomer, social media whistleblower and content creator, therapist and educator, award winning and renowned fashion designer, founder of Tarese Estelle Couture and Birds With a Feather, plant parent, passionate speaker and writer, and an incredible DID system sharing their story with the intent that others know they aren’t alone and that hope is possible: Tarese Estelle & Co  Born in Sydney, Australia, and soon swept into the isolated strictures of rural Queensland, Tarese grew up as the eldest of eight siblings in a high-control offshoot of the Seventh-day Adventist Reform Movement. Her family believed they were among the chosen 144,000 souls destined for heaven, while the rest of humanity faced damnation. Life was governed by rigid doctrine: no birthdays, no Christmas, no play on the Sabbath, strict veganism with only two meals a day, modest dress codes, and homeschooling that kept them far from the “worldly” outside world. The family lived on a desolate property, hours from the nearest church, deepening their isolation. As her mother battled debilitating illness and slept through much of the day, young Tarese carried the weight of caring for her siblings while enduring a childhood stripped of joy and normal connection. Physical punishments were severe and frequent, and the sounds of her younger siblings’ screams burned into her memory, leaving her feeling helpless and terrified. Sexual abuse occurred at home and extended to others over the years. Dissociation became her silent guardian, turning horrors into distant fragments viewed as if through a wooden fence. Yet light pierced the darkness - and that is what we will discussing today and where we left off in Part 1. In 2009, at 18, Tarese stepped through the doors of Destiny Haven in Newcastle - a sanctuary of unconditional love where volunteers poured their hearts into healing broken women. From that foundation, her wings unfolded. She studied fashion design, launching stunning collections that have been featured in iconic magazines, collaborated with renowned artists, dressed cultural icons, and powered poignant campaigns, runway shows, scholarships, and ambassadorships.  CONNECT WITH TARESE: Website: https://thehungryaustralien.com/ [https://thehungryaustralien.com/] YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@thehungryaustralien [https://www.youtube.com/@thehungryaustralien] TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@thehungryaustralien [ https://www.tiktok.com/@thehungryaustralien] Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thehungryaustralien [https://www.instagram.com/thehungryaustralien] Substack (coming soon!): https://substack.com/@tareseestelle [https://substack.com/@tareseestelle] Birds with a Feather (sharing stories): YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@Birdswithafeather [https://www.youtube.com/@Birdswithafeather ] TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@birds.with.a.feather [https://www.tiktok.com/@birds.with.a.feather ] Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/birds.with.a.feather [https://www.instagram.com/birds.with.a.feather] CONNECT WITH EMMA: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial [https://www.youtube.com/@imaginationpodcastofficial] EMAIL: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com OR standbysurvivors@protonmail.com Substack: https://emmakatherine.substack.com/ [https://emmakatherine.substack.com/] BUY ME A COFFEE: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination Support the show [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination]

S5E9 | Madison Cupps - The Original Pizzagate: CyberSlice, Steve Jobs & Child Sex Trafficking Rings

Send me a DM here (it doesn't let me respond), OR email me: imagineabetterworld2020@gmail.com [https://www.buzzsprout.com/1255355/fan_mail/new] Tonight's 'Movie Night' (and the following 2 weeks) are going to be replaced by the 3 interviews I did with Madison (Clares) Cupps who recently passed away in mysterious circumstances. Before her passing, she was intimidated into taking down all of her disclosures on podcasts and on social media. We won't let her story die with her... Today I’m honored to introduce you all to: Multi-generational sexual abuse survivor, technology sales extraordinaire, aspiring singer and songwriter who dreams of bringing to life music to help empower other survivors, animal and child rescue advocate, whistleblower of what I will be referring to as ‘The Original Pizzagate’ scandal involving a suspicious pizza delivery company called CyberSlice, and my new friend: Madison (Clares) Cupps Madison was born a twin to a father who was the co-founder of the first online pizza delivery service company called CyberSlice - and who would also allege that he was an ex-CIA assassin - and she and her twin sister spent their first 6 weeks of her life being hospitalized after being born prematurely. Madison discovered through her investigations since waking up to her abuse that her family line is laden with occult, military and CIA influences and connections, and that the oddities and abuse in Madison’s family date back at least a few generations - tracing back to her great grandfather who was a Freemason and trickling down the family line to her and her twin sister. Madison recalls her abuse starting as early as age 4 where she can remember memories of her father and his business partner, Tim Gla.ss, in their joint company called CyberSlice having her strip naked while they sexually molested and abused her. CyberSlice was the first online pizza delivery service and Madison’s father would often be absent from home on business trips, catering to high-end clientele like his biggest client, Bill Gates. Madison recalls how it was interesting how her father could go from being playful to violent so quickly. When he’d assault her, he always did it with so much joy that sometimes Madison would forget that he was a monster - although her father was not a joyful person. Her father would also force her and her sister to do sexual acts to each other, and he would record and use those recordings to lure in other predators to CyberSlice. He would offer free videos and photos of Madison and her sister in exchange for them using the CyberSlice platform. His platform was for online pizza ordering but - as Madison discovered: ‘pizza’ was actually her father’s code word for little girls - and is a proven code word for little girls according to the FBI. And the rabbit hole goes even deeper: Inspiration for CyberSlice began with a movie called ‘The Net’ starring Sandra Bullock, and in an interesting chain of events, Apple Inc Founder, Steve Jo.bs, was the first person to place an order for online pizza using CyberSlice’s online platform after helping develop the app during a brief hiatus from Apple in the late 1980’s through the early 1990’s. Madison’s repressed memories of her abusive childhood began surfacing around the age of 14 and ever since, she has been working on putting together the pieces of the mysterious events of her life that flew under the radar of her and her siblings as children. Madison hopes that going public with her story will help her to get custody of her 12 year old brother as the FBI, police, and CPS have been useless despite the evidence Madison has presented. Madison also hopes her testimony and public disclosure helps other survivors to come forward, helps shed a light on what’s going on in our world right now, and helps brings justic Support the show [https://www.buymeacoffee.com/theimagination]