The Pause Between Worlds

Shadow Work, Rage & The Liver: Why This Season Feels So Intense

In this episode, we’re diving into shadow work: what the shadow actually is, why it forms, and how it quietly influences our reactions, relationships, triggers, and patterns behind the scenes. We talk about why shadow work is not about “fixing” yourself or locking away the messy parts of who you are. Instead, it’s about understanding the pieces of yourself that were buried, suppressed, or pushed out of awareness because at some point they didn’t feel safe to express. I also break down why I’m seeing so much anger and emotional reactivity in clinic right now through the lens of both shadow work and Traditional Chinese Medicine.  This episode explores: * What the “shadow” actually means * How childhood conditioning shapes the parts of ourselves we suppress * Why anger is often a protective emotion rather than the root emotion * The connection between triggers, projection, resentment, and the subconscious * How shadow patterns become automatic behaviors over time * Why not all shadows are “dark” (sometimes we suppress confidence, success, visibility, or power) * How shadow work can help you understand recurring emotional patterns and self-sabotage * Journal prompts and tools to begin your own shadow work practice This is a conversation about awareness, nervous system protection, emotional suppression, and the healing that happens when we stop abandoning the parts of ourselves we were taught to hide. Books/resources mentioned: * Entering The Castle by Caroline Myss * The Wheel of Emotions * Traditional Chinese Medicine (TCM) * Acupuncture + seasonal healing practices If this episode resonated with you, share it with someone who’s been feeling emotionally reactive, stuck, or overwhelmed lately. And if you want to continue the conversation, you can find me on Instagram at @alannacrawford_.

The Pause Between Worlds

In this episode, I’m sharing from a place that is very real and very present for me. After suddenly losing my dog Tucker—I’ve found myself in a space where I’m not fully in the grief, but I’m also not back to normal life. So instead of forcing an episode I wasn’t aligned with, I wanted to talk about that in-between… the pause. We unpack what it means when your body and nervous system aren’t ready to process something yet, and why that isn’t something to rush. I share both the physiological and energetic perspective on this state, and how it actually serves a purpose in healing. I also talk about a tool I’m currently using—expressive writing, based on the work of James W. Pennebaker—and how putting experiences into words helps the brain begin to organize what feels overwhelming. This is a conversation about honoring your own timeline, understanding the difference between avoidance and readiness, and allowing healing to unfold without forcing it. In this episode: The sudden loss of Tucker and the impact he had on the clinic and healing space Why grief isn’t just about loss—and the many ways it can show up The nervous system’s pause state and the Freeze response What happens in the brain when experiences aren’t fully processed Amygdala and threat detection Prefrontal cortex and meaning-making Why unprocessed experiences can feel like they’re still running in the background Expressive writing and how it helps “close the loop” in the nervous system The difference between suppression vs. not being ready Reiki, energy work, and the concept of healing without timelines Reflections on mediumship, intuition, and ego in readings Summit takeaway: “You don’t have to heal it today. You just have to stay connected enough to yourself that when you’re ready—you can.” If this episode resonated, share it with someone who might need it. Continue the conversation on Instagram: @alannacrawford_

Why Music Can Heal You… or Keep You Stuck

In this episode, we dive into the science and soul of music as a healing tool. What starts as a curiosity about goosebumps from music (aka frisson) turns into a deeper conversation about the nervous system, memory, and how sound can both regulate you or keep you stuck. We explore how music is stored in the brain, why certain songs bring you back to specific moments in your life, and how your body responds to rhythm on a physiological level. This is a conversation about how music interacts with your nervous system — and how to use it intentionally as part of your healing process. In this episode: * What frisson is and why some people experience goosebumps from music * The connection between frisson, HRV, and nervous system regulation * Why feeling “stuck” can limit access to pleasure and emotional experiences * How music is stored in the brain through the hippocampus (memory) and amygdala (emotion) * Autobiographical memory recall — why music brings you back to past versions of yourself * The “good” side of music: regulation, connection, and emotional access * The “not-so-helpful” side: how music can reinforce stress, heartbreak, or old patterns * What an amygdala hijack is and how music can trigger it * How music therapy is used to retrain emotional responses in the brain * Rhythmic entrainment and how your body syncs to sound * Music in neurological rehab (Parkinson’s, stroke, speech, and movement) * Osteopathic principles and the body’s inherent rhythm * Frequency healing — what the research says vs. what we assume * Binaural beats, low-frequency vibration, and nervous system effects * Why music is not passive — it’s something your body is constantly responding to If this episode resonated, share it with someone who might need it. Continue the conversation on Instagram: @alannacrawford_

The Problem With Data-Only Healing

In this episode, we unpack one of the biggest gaps in modern healthcare: the lack of space for subjectivity in a system built on measurement. We explore what data does incredibly well, where it starts to fall short in healing, and why your lived experience, nervous system, and intuition are forms of information that deserve to be considered. This is a conversation about science, subjectivity, and what happens when we only validate what we can quantify. In this episode: Why science is designed to remove subjectivity — and why that matters What data and Western medicine do exceptionally well (acute care, emergency medicine, safety, standardization) The difference between staying alive and actually feeling well Why healing is layered and harder to measure than survival The “dangerous leap” — equating “hard to measure” with “not real” Neuroplasticity as an example of science evolving beyond previous limits The history of stress as “soft science” and its now undeniable impact on the body The gut-brain axis: not new, but rediscovered through modern science How medicine shifted from holistic to reductionist with advancements in measurement Why older forms of “data” (clinical observation, lived experience) were deprioritized HVLA training and the concept of “gold standard” research Safety vs effectiveness in research and education Summit takeaway: “You are not a statistic. Your experience is data — even if it doesn’t fit into a study.” If this episode resonated, share it with someone who might need it.  ___ National Library of Medicine Article:  https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC6225396/#:~:text=Without%20in%20any%20way%20refuting,'%20%5B7%2C8%5D. [https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC6225396/#:~:text=Without%20in%20any%20way%20refuting,'%20%5B7%2C8%5D.]

Stop Asking When — Start Becoming Who It Requires

In this episode, we unpack a pattern I’ve been seeing more and more in sessions: the desire for certainty without participation. We talk about why readings are meant to be mirrors, not instructions, and how constantly asking “when” can actually keep you stuck. This is a conversation about nervous system familiarity, capacity, identity, and why the universe gives you breadcrumbs instead of the full picture. And how to start working with that in a way that is grounded, empowering, and rooted in self-trust rather than outsourcing your next move. In this episode: The shift from asking for guidance to asking for guarantees The desire for outcomes without discomfort, identity shift, or behaviour change Free will and why the universe requires your participation Breadcrumbs vs. big answers — how guidance actually shows up Why you won’t be given the “one thing” if you haven’t used what you’ve already received Patterning in the body, behaviour, and perception When you stop needing readings — walking the path vs asking for it Introduction to thought + emotion pairing (inspired by Joe Dispenza) A step-by-step example: creating alignment for a new job Summit takeaway: “Stop asking when it’s coming — start becoming someone who’s ready to hold it when it does.” If this episode resonated, share it with someone who might need it. Continue the conversation on Instagram: @alannacrawford_