Seen So much I Started Dealing with Christ

I Don’t Wanna Be Helpful, I Want to Be Whole

I used to think being helpful made me valuable. Now I see it just made me disappear. This episode is about choosing wholeness over usefulness — and realizing not every friendship has space for the real me.     P.S. If you want to keep me caffeinated while I keep making these, here’s my BuyMeACoffee link https://buymeacoffee.com/yaramangual [https://buymeacoffee.com/yaramangual]

I Just Wanna Be Successful

In this episode, I talk about what success really means when you’ve been through too much. I explore the fear of success — not because I can’t handle it, but because I’ve learned to expect loss, betrayal, and burnout when things go right.   This is about unlearning survival mode and making space for a life that feels safe, whole, and mine.

Starseeds were meant to fly

This episode is for the ones who never felt at home here. I talk about what it means to be a starseed, how grief and trauma can ground us in places we were never meant to stay, and the moment I realized I was built to rise, not shrink. If you’ve ever felt too sensitive, too deep, too much — maybe you were meant to fly.

This Rage is Sacred

In this episode I talk about the kind of rage that comes from being silenced, violated, and underestimated — and how sacred it becomes when we finally let it speak.  I share why my rage isn’t something to fix — it’s something to honor. This is for anyone who’s been told to stay quiet or be nice when you were already breaking inside. Rage can be healing. Rage can be holy.

Seen So much I Started Dealing with Christ

Grief cracked open a conversation I never meant to have with God. In this episode, I talk about how loss shaped my spirituality, my resistance to faith, and the complicated relationship I’ve had with TMH, religion, and survival. This isn’t about belief — it’s about loss, memory, and what happens when the spirit reaches for something bigger after too much pain. Raw. Honest. Unresolved.