We Came From Celluloid
Brian sent me a voice memo recently. Just a rough idea, heavy, intentional, something he'd written specifically to sound like a metal song. Which doesn't sound remarkable until you know Brian, and then it's actually a signal that something has shifted. His old bandmate Max is coming back around. Re-engaging with music after a few years dealing with adulthood. And something about that, the possibility of someone re-entering your creative world, made Brian sit down and write something for a specific person for the first time in a long time. Not for the band. Not because it fit somewhere. Because someone he trusted was listening again. That's where this episode starts. And it cracked something open. Because here's the thing, Brian said something that I haven't been able to let go of: some of his favorite melodies, the ones he's most proud of, only exist because he was reacting to what somebody else played. He doesn't feel like he can fully claim them. They weren't generated from nothing. They were pulled out of him by the friction of someone else's idea hitting his. That's not a footnote to his creative process. That's the whole engine of it. Which led us somewhere I didn't expect. There's an idea in academia called the Great Conversation, the premise that human knowledge isn't built by individuals working alone, but by a chain of voices responding to each other across centuries. Socrates to Plato to every thinker since, each one articulating something the noise around them couldn't quite say. You don't get the canon without the back-and-forth. You don't get the ideas without the collision. Lennon needed McCartney. Gallagher needed the other Gallagher. The Beatles and the Beach Boys spent years quietly trying to one-up each other and accidentally produced some of the greatest music of the 20th century in the process. Metal sharpens metal. And then there's the version of that which is genuinely terrifying, the healthy, productive, oh shit kind of terrifying. Tarantino goes to see a new Paul Thomas Anderson film and walks out knowing he has to raise his game. That moment isn't comfortable. It's also the moment that makes both of them better. I know this feeling from a completely different direction. I ran cross country on scholarship in college. And the dirty secret of being the fastest guy in a small program is that winning by half a mile doesn't actually make you better. You're not finding your ceiling. You're just lapping people. The invitational, thirty teams, a field full of runners who could actually scare you, that's where you discovered what you were capable of. You don't find your limits until someone is right behind you. Great collaborators and great rivals do the same thing. They show you where your ceiling actually is. Always wanting to go a layer deeper, i pull out one of my favorite anecdotes. When I say the word "dog," you picture something completely different than I do. We're using the same word and seeing different animals. Now try to communicate grief. Try to communicate longing. Try to do it without words at all, just pitch and rhythm and the space between notes. And somehow it works. Somehow a song finds you at exactly the right moment and makes you cry in your car and you don't fully know why. That's not incidental to what music is. That might be the most remarkable thing humans have ever figured out how to do. We close, as we tend to, somewhere completely unplanned. Brian found out there's an IMAX 3D screening of Cave of Forgotten Dreams, Werner Herzog's documentary about 32,000-year-old cave paintings. Which led us to the Loch Ness hoax film Herzog appeared in, the shoe he ate on a bet, and an SNL bit imagining a clothing line inspired entirely by various shades of beige. If you've ever had a collaborator who pulled something out of you that you couldn't have found alone, this episode is about why that person is the most valuable creative relationship you have.
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