The Weight of Waiting | Finding the Beauty in it All

The Weight of Waiting | Finding the Beauty in it All

Waiting isn’t just hard; it can feel heavy, confusing, and even painful. In this episode, we’re talking about what it really looks like to wait on God. From David’s dread, to Hannah’s grief, to the Israelites’ struggle, and ultimately the beauty we see through Jesus… the Bible shows us that waiting isn’t one emotion, it’s layers. If you’ve ever found yourself asking “how long, God?” or wondering why things aren’t happening yet, this episode is for you. Because while waiting will challenge you, it can also bless you, and the Bible is proof that God is always working in the waiting.

Stop Trying. Just Be. | Learning how To Abide in the Lord

In today’s episode, we’re talking about what it really means to abide in the Lord. We’re walking through John 15:1–8 and shifting the focus from performing for God to simply staying connected to Him. I’m sharing what I’m learning in real time—definitely not perfect, but growing in what it looks like to remain in Him daily. I hope this encourages you as much as it has encouraged me. Love you, guys!!

I don't want to Perform | The reality of Performative Christianity

In this episode, we’re talking about something I’ve been wrestling with personally… performative Christianity. Showing up. Saying the right things. Doing the “Christian” habits. But internally? Feeling disconnected. Unmotivated. Going through the motions. In this episode, I open up about where I actually am right now, not the polished version. We dive into Scripture, talk about what it looks like to operate out of performance instead of intimacy, and how I’m asking the Lord to help me unlearn it… even when I don’t feel motivated to. If you’ve ever felt stuck in routine, distant from God, or just spiritually tired — this one is for you. And at the end, I share some practical ways we can begin shifting from performance to presence 🤍

Going Again, After Sin | Falling back into the Same Sin we Promised The Lord We Would Never Do Again

This episode is about something we don’t talk about enough, going back to the very thing you told God you’d never do again. There’s shame. There’s guilt. There’s frustration. And there’s that heavy feeling of “How did I end up here again?” But instead of hiding, spiraling, or buying into the lies that try to tell me I’ve gone too far, I’m choosing to get back up. We’re talking about what I’m meditating on in this season, the practical things I’m putting in place to stay the course, and the tension of loving God deeply while still battling flesh.  If you’ve ever felt disappointed in yourself spiritually, this one is for you. Falling isn’t the end. Staying down is. Let’s get up — together.

Sit Like Mary | Learning How to Sit Well

In this episode, I’m walking through the story of Mary and Martha and the tension we often feel between doing and being. I’m in a season where I truly believe the Lord is calling me to sit at His feet, to slow down, to listen, and to stop striving the way Martha did. We talk through the scriptures, what I feel the Lord has been gently revealing to me, and how serving Him isn’t wrong—but it’s not meant to come at the cost of intimacy. This is an encouragement for anyone who feels tired, distracted, or pressured to always be doing more. Maybe this is your reminder that choosing to sit with Jesus is not laziness, it’s obedience.