When Grief Feels Unreal

The anger no one talks about after suicide loss

In this episode of Testimony Through Tears, Janet talks honestly about the anger that often comes with deep grief after losing a child to suicide. Anger at the situation, at people, at yourself, and sometimes even at God can feel frightening and isolating—but God is not afraid of your honest emotions. Through scripture and gentle encouragement, this episode reminds grieving moms that they can bring every part of their pain to the Lord without shame.

When the waves come

When grief comes in waves, it can feel overwhelming and unpredictable. In this episode, we talk about how to navigate those moments when emotions rise suddenly and feel too heavy to carry. Grounded in Isaiah 43:2, this episode gently reminds you that you are not alone in the waves—God is with you, holding you steady through every rise and fall.

Supporter Edition: When the grocery store feels impossible

When a mom loses her child, even the simplest tasks can feel overwhelming. Something like going to the grocery store—once routine—can become unbearable. The questions, the small talk, the people who don’t know… it’s more than she can carry. In this episode, we gently walk through what that experience is really like for her—and how you, as someone who loves and supports her, can step in with practical care that truly helps. This isn’t just about bringing a meal. It’s about understanding that she may not be able to think clearly, plan ahead, or even recognize what her household needs. From groceries to everyday essentials like toilet paper and tissues, this episode will guide you in meeting the real, unspoken needs of a grieving mom and her family. Rooted in scripture and compassion, you’ll be encouraged to move from “let me know if you need anything” to simply showing up—with intention, with care, and with love. Because sometimes the most meaningful support isn’t complicated… it’s practical.

Supporter Edition: What she actually needs right now

When someone you love is grieving the loss of a child, especially to suicide, it can feel overwhelming to know what to do or say. You want to help… but you’re afraid of getting it wrong. In this episode, Janet gently walks you through what a grieving mom actually needs right now. Not perfect words. Not explanations. Not solutions. Just presence. With honest insight and heartfelt encouragement, you’ll learn how to: • Show up in a way that truly comforts • Offer support without overwhelming her • Create a safe space for her grief • Continue caring for her long after others have stepped away If you’ve ever thought, “I don’t know what to say,” this episode will remind you that your presence matters more than anything you could say. You don’t have to do this perfectly. You just have to be there. Take one small step today—reach out, show up, and remind her she is not alone. Visit my website: https://testimonythroughtears.com [https://testimonythroughtears.com]

When Grief Feels Unreal

When grief first comes, it often doesn’t feel the way we expect. You may feel numb, disconnected, or like you’re simply going through the motions. In this video, we talk about that early fog of grief and the truth that even when your heart feels distant, God is still near to you and holding you through this storm.