The Older Sister You Wish You Had

The Older Sister You Wish You Had

#53: It Was Completely Fucked Up...And I Still Wanted It To Work

29 min · 18 mei 2026

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I used to think the hardest part would be leaving. But the truth is, I didn't want to leave. No matter how chaotic it became, no matter how impossible it felt, there was still a part of me trying to figure out how to make it work. I would have done anything and gone through anything to make it work, even losing myself completely. This episode is about the side of a painful relationship people don't always understand--the hope, the denial, the memories, the dreams, and the version of the future you keep fighting for, even when everything around you is falling apart. Sometimes, I wonder how could I have wanted to stay?

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