The Hardest Thing to Admit

The Hardest Thing to Admit

In this episode, we share the most painful moment of our marriage — the night everything came crashing down. It was our rock bottom. The night I had to call the cops on Cody. The night I packed my bags and left. We talk about what led up to that moment, what it felt like to hit that level of brokenness, and how it changed everything — not just for us individually, but for our marriage. It was the scariest, most heartbreaking decision, but it was also the beginning of truth, surrender, and a new path forward. This isn’t an easy story to tell — but we know someone out there needs to hear it. If you’re feeling lost, if your relationship is unraveling, or if you’re carrying guilt, fear, or shame… please know: you are not alone, and your story doesn’t have to end at rock bottom.

We Stayed, But We Didn’t Speak

After the first real crack in our relationship, everything changed — but not in the way we thought it would. In this episode, we talk about what life was like after that moment. The silence. The tension. The pretending. The hope that maybe things would just go back to normal. We open up about how we each processed it differently — one of us trying to hold everything together, the other slipping deeper into the struggle. This wasn’t the breakthrough. This was the in-between. And for a lot of couples, this is where things fall apart... or slowly begin to rebuild. If you’re stuck in that space where everything feels fragile and unsure — this episode is for you.

The Night We Knew Things Weren’t Okay

In this episode, we open up about the first time our marriage truly cracked under the weight of addiction. It wasn’t just a fight or a bad night — it was the moment we realized things weren’t okay, and that love alone might not be enough to fix it. We walk you through what happened, how we each experienced it differently, and how that night changed the way we saw each other and our future. Looking back now, we can see it was a turning point — a painful but necessary moment that set us on the road toward healing, even when we didn’t know it yet. If you’re struggling with your own "first breaking point," or if you’ve ever wondered if you’re the only one feeling lost in love, this episode is for you. You're not alone — and this isn’t where your story has to end.

Broken, But Not Done

In our very first episode, we open up about the real, unfiltered story behind our marriage — the good, the painful, and everything in between. We talk about what it really took to face addiction together. This is just the beginning of our journey — a story about fighting for each other even when it would have been easier to walk away. If you're struggling, feeling stuck, or just need to hear that you're not alone, this episode is for you.