Blessed Are the Binary Breakers

I offer up some reflections moving from Jesus's path to the cross into those twilit hours before he rose. I interweave my own story of deep trauma and hope of healing on the way. After church hurt and religious trauma, how do we rise to new spiritual life? Content warning: discussions of religious trauma and queerphobia; brief, non-specific suicide mention. Click here for an episode transcript [https://docs.google.com/document/d/10CbcbJyR8WaTR_6uXWvVCvfPEj1bgAMJ/edit?usp=sharing&ouid=108614890261052211402&rtpof=true&sd=true]. Click here for the article mentioned in the episode [https://beltmag.com/there-are-queer-children-here/] (cw anti-trans violence). Taize music: "Within Our Darkest Night," performed by UUSantaMonica [https://youtu.be/RyG96nXsOXE?si=nLWUwbALaR96u_Pk].

Avery and Micah offer a conversational primer in queer theology — from its origins in queer theory, to distinctions between queer and simply affirming theologies, to fabulously queer passages from scripture. This episode was originally published on The Word in Black and Red, a podcast moving chapter by chapter through the Bible with co-hosts offering perspectives informed by anarcho-communism, queerness, disability, class, and more. Find the podcast, its discord, and more here: https://linktr.ee/twibar [https://linktr.ee/twibar] Check out the Llama Pack's Facebook here [https://www.facebook.com/wiseoldllamaman/] (Micah's online faith community for people wary of church.) ___ This show's theme song is "Aetherium" by Leah Horn.

First Laura Sommer and then Rowan share their experiences at AutScape, an annual meeting of autistic folk of all ages in England. Both discuss how AutScape has given them glimpses of what it would be like to live in a world where autistic culture is celebrated, diverse communication styles and sensory needs are accommodated, and special interests received with joy. Be sure to check out ⁠Laura's Autistic Liberation Theology podcast⁠ [https://wibbleywobbleyminds.wordpress.com/podcast/] for a companion episode that centers around this question: how can various marginalized groups resist the world's assumptions that we have no place in any positive future — be it the immediate future, the speculative futures of science fiction, or the Kin(g)dom of heaven? ⁠Click here for an episode transcript⁠ [https://docs.google.com/document/d/11GOAgQk9IVoK7eoXb2rUHGsg0o3amz6AKq-0otckPEM/edit?usp=sharing]! Talking Points: * (0:00) Introducing AutScape and the need to imagine futures for ourselves that the world claims we don’t fit into * (4:38) Laura’s AutScape experiences — a glimpse of what socializing & community could be like an an autistic-centered world * (11:15) Prophetic promises and “making a way out of no way” * (13:00) Introducing Rowan; gently ribbing neurotypicals * (17:50) How AutScape helped Rowan embrace the autistic identity; AutScape as a space to try out new things * (28:12) Communication badges; universal design; wrapping up This show's theme song is "Aetherium" by Leah Horn. This episode also made use of "At Home," "Sunrise, St. Chapelle," and "Closing Time" by John Hamilton, with permission.

John Hamilton is a non-theist pastor whose lifelong search for transcendence has taken him from altar boy to rock-and-roll musician, from preaching with certainty into embracing the unknowable nature of God. In this episode, John and I discuss his upcoming memoir, Honest to God, which comes out September 15. Get book info at Wildhouse Publishing here [https://wildhousepublishing.com/honest-to-god/]. Click here for an episode transcript [https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Z1CbPbn97ZQg8eSf0qEhmiDDwjvUNqMSB1EF-p72_Jk/edit?usp=sharing]. Content warning: alcohol & addiction (from 19:00-24:35). Talking Points: * (0:00) Introducing John Hamilton’s memoir Honest to God * (5:00) The inspiration and publication process * (11:00) Reaching ego death through transcendence; transcendence in Catholic worship * (16:13) Finding transcendence as a rock-and-roll musician * (19:00) Years of keeping a panic disorder secret; getting in and out of alcohol dependence * (24:35) Becoming a pastor, coming to understand that God is unknowable * (36:10) Looking to humanity's future — more divisions, dying churches; what do we hold onto? * (44:00) Finding "hard hope" while pastoring dying churches * (47:30) Hoping for deeper and more honest conversations; wrapping up Where to find John: * therealjohnhamilton.com [https://therealjohnhamilton.com/] * John's substack [https://johnhamilton.substack.com/] * John's music on Spotify [https://open.spotify.com/artist/3GYGuQWj9rbVRy6x0Qtpsi] * John's playlist for Honest to God [https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4dR9sIBKr4aDpvOQGOzECX] ____ This show's theme song is "Aetherium" by Leah Horn. This episode also made use of "At Home," "Sunrise, St. Chapelle," and "Closing Time" by John Hamilton, with permission.

How can we use this last week of Disability Pride Month to celebrate the unique insights into human and divine nature that disability can bring? For starters, we can learn from the wisdom of disabled activists and theologians, which is what you'll find in this episode. Click here for an episode transcript [https://docs.google.com/document/d/11kjHuDVKl8AQH9m4HGUi67CssuO9id-ueOdJUyZtXhc/edit?usp=sharing]. Talking Points: * (0:00) Intro + Eli Clare on intersectional pride * (5:35) Pastor Lamar Hardwick: ableism = the fear of being human * (9:10) Letiah Fraser: our fragile, mortal bodies are where we meet God * (12:15) Rabbi Julia Watts Belser + Laura Sommer: disabled bodies' unique insights into the divine * (22:00) John M. Hull: encountering God beyond light and dark * (25:50) Bekah Anderson's meditation on the Body of God, "with every ability and every disability in the world"; wrapping up Other episodes that dig into disability: * Our Pride Is Not a Sin [https://www.blessedarethebinarybreakers.com/podcast-feed/episode/1d67890f/our-pride-is-not-a-sin-a-queer-and-disabled-christian-lens]: A disabled and Christian lens * No End to Transphobia without Uprooting Ableism [https://www.blessedarethebinarybreakers.com/podcast-feed/episode/1a103996/no-end-to-transphobia-without-uprooting-ableism-exploring-embedded-forms-of-oppression]: Exploring embedded forms of oppression * Goodness Embodied: [https://www.blessedarethebinarybreakers.com/podcast-feed/episode/f5c72396/goodness-embodied-an-intersex-nonbinary-first-human-and-a-disabled-risen-christ] An intersex, nonbinary first human and a disabled risen Christ * Marginalized Bodies as Spectacle [https://www.blessedarethebinarybreakers.com/podcast-feed/episode/35bce74e/marginalized-bodies-as-spectacle-and-the-good-news-in-jesuss-disabling-wounds] & the Good News in Jesus’ Disabling Wounds * Making Space for Gethsemane [https://www.blessedarethebinarybreakers.com/podcast-feed/episode/22395282/making-space-for-gethsemane-two-disabled-and-trans-theologians-discuss-what-people-in-pain-actually-need]: Two trans & disabled theologians discuss what people in pain actually need * How Shiva Gave Rudra Their Name [https://www.blessedarethebinarybreakers.com/podcast-feed/episode/27aeaaac/how-shiva-gave-rudra-their-name-the-life-of-a-disabled-nonbinary-fijian-canadian]: The life of a disabled nonbinary Fijian Canadian * “We just want to be heard [https://www.blessedarethebinarybreakers.com/podcast-feed/episode/2c1ede30/we-just-want-to-be-heard-dee-on-chile-race-disability-and-trans-rights]”: Dee on Chile, race, disability, and trans rights * Eli and the Prophet Elijah [https://www.blessedarethebinarybreakers.com/podcast-feed/episode/2241c4f9/eli-and-the-prophet-elijah] ____ This show's theme song is "Aetherium" by Leah Horn. This episode also makes use of "Flies on the Prize," "Beaconsfield Villa Stomp," "I Snost, I Lost," and "His Last Share of the Stars" by Doctor Turtle.