Straight To The Point | Spilling The Tea Two | Why I Deconstructed | Ft Terri Joe | @maxwelcobain

Straight To The Point | Spilling The Tea Two | Why I Deconstructed | Ft Terri Joe | @maxwelcobain

LIKE | COMMENT | SUBSCRIBE 🥺❤️ A note from me (Maxwel): NEW VID!!! 😭🤩🥳 Hello beautiful friends, Since our last episode there have been so many questions that have arisen for many of you that I believe this episode will clarify. While it may clarify some things, I believe it may trigger other, newer questions. That's good! That's how we grow and evolve into becoming the truest version of ourselves. Who we were always meant to be. During this episode I share so many details of my becoming and give insight on several areas of my life I've been quiet about for so long. These two episodes are meant to set the stage for many more episodes to come in which I will elaborate on my story, answer your questions, respond to your comments, and share further insight on spirituality, deconstruction, and my life. My hopes is that it encourages you, moves you, and maybe even challenges you to think about the topics we often times ignore too much. This episode is filled with a rush of emotions, and you might feel shocked, curious, funny, emotional, and full of wonder. Questions will be answered and assumptions will be clarified. While audio listening is great, this episode is filled with so many visuals that I encourage you to watch it. This episode is filled with vulnerability, honesty, transparency, laughter, tears, information, resources, and answers. In the future I will be sharing on my instagram story a post where you can submit your questions for future episodes, you can also place them in the comments. I hope you enjoy this episode as much as I enjoyed pouring my heart and skin into it, hope it makes you laugh, and hope it makes you reflect on your own journey in this life. This episode features clips from Terri Joe, Nicki Minaj, Cardi B, Wendy Williams, and so many others who I think add to the story telling process. I figured I'd make it funny halfway through. Thank you so much for watching and engaging with me. You're all truly the best. Much love, Me. 🫶🫶🫶 Follow me on social media! ⚡ Instagram: maxwelcobain Twitter: maxwelcobain TikTok: maxwelcobain SnapChat: maxwelcobain Many of the video clips that were added to this video were recorded all throughout the Dallas Fort Worth metroplex. Cameos include clips from Terri Joe, Jenna Ortega, Nicki Minaj, Cardi B, and Wendy Williams. 00:00 Introduction: Where it all began | My early years 02:50 Uncertainty of living in Tampa | My final moments at ERJ 05:25 Legacy Church | Vibe | Revival House 06:36 My spiritual journey 07:09 The Nile is a river in Egypt 11:37 The rapture | The gays | The Bible 14:44 Did I lose my faith in the process? | The Reformation Project 17:01 Something I lied to you about 20:00 I deconstructed homosexuality | Resources 20:41 Conclusion: Do you know who you are and what you truly want in life, or are you just a product of your own environment? 23:02 Until next time Credits: Directed and Produced: Maxwel C. Torres Filmed and Edited: Maxwel C. Torres Script: Maxwel C. Torres

WHY I DECONSTRUCTED? SPILLING ALL THE TEA | @maxwelcobain | EPISODE 1 OF 2

LIKE | COMMENT | SUBSCRIBE 🥺❤️ A note from me (Maxwel): NEW VID!!! 😭🤩🥳 Hello beautiful friends, It's been a few months now of me taking the time to really think through how I wanted to move forward with this channel and with podcasting. Through that process I've also been dedicating a lot of time to writing and producing music that I plan on releasing soon, as well as, exploring content creation on TikTok. I'm excited to officially announce this 2 part episode as I begin to share the story of my life and dive into topics I know you've all been anticipating. Yes, these two episodes are a little longer, but they are worth the watch and listen. I answer many of the questions you've all been asking for me to cover for a while now as well. With that said, I'd like to invite you to send in further questions that come to mind as you watch this. As I film more episodes I'd love to answer them for you. During these 2 episodes I take some time to share with you what led me to deconstruct many teachings I grew up believing in and how the topic of homosexuality even came into the equation. I share some of the ups and downs of being a pastor and what my life has looked like since stepping aside from leading a local church. I answer the questions of what my faith looks like today and why. Throughout this video I share specific details of moments that led up to the radical change that took place in my life in 2020 and how each experience has allowed me to evolve and become who I am today. My hopes is that as you listen you'll feel encouraged, moved, and comforted. If you feel challenged, may it be for edification. If you feel concerned, may that concern lead you to study. All of our stories in one way or another are intertwined and give us an opportunity to grow and develop. Just as I've asked myself, who am I and what do I want in life, may you too be able to ask and discover the answer to those questions. I invite you into that journey of discovery with me, may this be the beginning of a new world and a fresh breath of air. Thank you so much for watching and engaging with me. You're all truly the best. Much love, Me. 🫶🫶🫶 Follow me on social media! ⚡ Instagram: maxwelcobain Twitter: maxwelcobain TikTok: maxwelcobain SnapChat: maxwelcobain Additional note: This video is broken up into 2 episodes. Next episode will be released a week from this one. 0:00 Introduction: Who am I and what do I want in life? 1:05 This is my story | Where the questions began 2:22 Somewhere in the middle | Everything is not as it seems 4:40 Why don't you just learn how to love well? | Where my awakening began 9:30 Stepping down from Emerge Church | The small foxes that spoiled the vine 12:19 Forgot about what truly mattered | Revival Co was born 14:06 An outted lesbian, a friend, and a question 19:09 Questions about homosexuality, and the coming reformation 21:57 Conclusion: Small but significant prayer | Finding The Reformation Project Credits: Directed and Produced: Maxwel C. Torres Filmed and Edited: Maxwel C. Torres Script: Maxwel C. Torres