After I Lost You

Episode 7 - The Loss of a Brother with Raymond Brazier

In my first guest episode of After I Lost You, I'm joined by one of my good friends, Raymond Brazier. Raymond shares the story of his brother, what he remembers most about him, and what it has been like navigating life and grief after losing him to suicide. We talk about living with unanswered questions, guilt, faith, healing, and how losing someone we love can change the way we see life. Raymond also shares what has helped him continue moving forward while keeping his brother's memory and influence with him. This is an honest conversation about loss, love, faith, and learning to carry the questions we may never have answers to.

Episode 6: You Don’t Have to Walk Through This Alone

If I could sit down with the version of myself who had just lost Carli one year ago, what would I tell him? In this episode, I share some of the things I wish I understood during those first days of grief—from allowing yourself to feel everything and leaning on the people around you, to simply taking life one day at a time. I also share how movement, family, friends, purpose, and most importantly my faith in Jesus Christ have helped carry me through the hardest year of my life. If you're grieving, hurting, or simply walking through a difficult season, I hope this episode reminds you of one thing: You don't have to have everything figured out. You don't have to walk through this alone. And your story isn't over.

Episode 5- Grief Thoughts On Moving Forward

What does it really mean to move forward after losing someone you love? In this episode, I share what I've learned about moving forward without leaving Carli behind. I talk about the difference between moving on and moving forward, finding purpose through pain, and learning to carry both grief and gratitude. If you're navigating loss or walking through a difficult season, I hope this episode reminds you that healing doesn't mean forgetting—and you don't have to walk this road alone.

Episode 4- What Grief Has Taught Me

In this episode, I share some of the biggest lessons grief has taught me since losing my wife, Carli. From learning how to carry both grief and gratitude, to finding strength through faith, family, and purpose, I reflect on the things that have helped me navigate the hardest season of my life. This episode is about loss, love, healing, and the hope that can still be found even in the middle of heartbreak. If you're going through something difficult, I hope this reminds you that you're not alone and that there is still purpose in your story.

Episode 3 - Life After Losing Carli

In this episode, I share what the last year of my life has really looked like after losing my wife, Carli. I talk about the reality of grief, what’s helped me get through day to day, and how my faith in Jesus Christ has given me strength and hope. If you’re going through something hard, I hope this helps you feel a little less alone.