Apotheosis with Elohim

Solo Episode - Moving through Fears, Breathwork, and Ceremony without Suntaya & an Authentic Moment of Feeling - Seed #7

This is a solo episode that I recorded back in November but ended up not releasing it because of my emotional share at the end. What a strangeness right? To hold space and to anchor the medicine of EXPRESSING OUR FEELINGS and I get embarrassed about my feelings. Okay, time to move through that. May this serve you in someway, may it remind you that your feelings are valid, necessary and needed for all of us to learn and to grow. Questions? Comments? Send me a direct message here. [https://www.buzzsprout.com/twilio/text_messages/2247067/open_sms]

Rupture & Repair, Rising from the Ashes of a 9-year Relationship w/ Suntaya Song - Seed #6

Our guest today is my previous parter, Suntaya Song. We get together for some Real-Talk about what actually happened after our last podcast. What went down, how we hurt each other and how we showed up through it all. I am so so grateful to be having a beautiful, expansive, FULL relationship with this amazing, hilarious, silly, fun, talented, loving, giant-ball-of-emotion star being. I’m grateful for our 9 years together as a monogamous couple and I’m grateful for the life and relationship that we are still weaving. No one said it would be easy but ~ we get to learn, bit by bit, how to fall in love with ourselves and each other through this Life in all its shifting forms. Questions? Comments? Send me a direct message here. [https://www.buzzsprout.com/twilio/text_messages/2247067/open_sms]

Trance and Feeling States, Consciousness, Connection and how we Change our Minds w/ Chloe Lee - Seed #5

And we're back! This week on Apotheosis I finally get a chance to sit down with my sister and dear friend Chloe Lee as we follow a shared thread that curiously wraps and weaves around the concept of Trance ~ its necessity to the human organism, how we can make best use of these states and its amazing ability to expand our consciousness. If there's anyone I trust to be aware of how they're feeling in any moment and to be able to map that feeling state to both an intellectual understanding and verbal illumination well, that's Chloe. This topic is a BIG one and I feel like we only scratched the surface as we dove through topics such as: Becoming a feeling person Forest Therapy Dissociative Trance How Trance can be used in a yoga class Phenomenological Consciousness Establishing connection to parts of self & other And a lot more >.< Alright friends, as always, may this conversation in someway lend itself to the expansion and your Self and Soul as a means for walking the Beauty Way alongside our Earth family. Find Chloe on: Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/chloe_jane_lee/] Questions? Comments? Send me a direct message here. [https://www.buzzsprout.com/twilio/text_messages/2247067/open_sms]

Finding the Self through Relationship, Creating with What-Is and Letting go of Attachments w/ Luke Rain - Seed #4

"What if it's Easy." Luke Rain and I get together this week to reflect on a lifelong journey of being with the beauty of that which is actually present and recognizing the genius of that which comes to us easily without judgement and attachment. Together, we dive further into the realm of relationship. With self & especially with Other as we go through this Earth School of experiential learning. Luke riffs on the lessons he’s learned two-years after having left a long term relationship and illuminates a few topics that we’ve talked about earlier on this podcast. It all comes to the surface as we sift through the sands of our experience. Topics we Jam On: The Creative Process Attachment Styles Karmic Cycles Being our own Primary Partner Co-Dependency Create your Life Podcast w/ Luke Rain [https://open.spotify.com/show/7Bjip2nLeZ44ynVr1Sv3aY?si=52553148e48943db] Luke Rain on Spotify [https://open.spotify.com/artist/54Xv5I4KMbqk97hltxYOwi?si=Ksw8t-GMSNqmHnnJ-9hI7w] Questions? Comments? Send me a direct message here. [https://www.buzzsprout.com/twilio/text_messages/2247067/open_sms]

Initiations, Healing through the shame of a miscarriage, Being cracked open w/ Chelsea Holman - Seed #3

After not seeing each other for over a year we immediately knew that we were supposed to create this podcast together after "randomly" running into each other at a dance. The last year for Chelsea has been fraught full of beauty through the cracking open of her heart. In this episode we riff together about the big changes that have been rippling through our collective and how to handle these huge initiations that feel like the rug being pulled out from under us. We talk about the role that aligned community plays in our transformation as the system of roots that hold us. We talk about Chelsea's healing, and ultimately growth, through a miscarriage ~ we talk about the shame and judgement that we fear when we go through challenging experiences that leave us feeling like outsiders in our own lives... and so much more. As always, may this conversation in some way enrich the soil of your life. Questions? Comments? Send me a direct message here. [https://www.buzzsprout.com/twilio/text_messages/2247067/open_sms]