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cMonkX Radio

Podcast by cMonkX

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cMonkX Radio is an unscripted solo podcast about what it actually feels like to live through the AI revolution as a creative person. Each episode is a honest, unedited monologue — sometimes a walk through Berlin, sometimes a morning coffee, sometimes a late-night thought that wouldn't leave me alone. No guests, no scripts, no agenda. Just one person thinking out loud about technology, creative work, artificial intelligence, and the kind of life questions that don't have clean answers. Topics include: AI and the future of creative work, life as an expat in Berlin, independent content creation, digital tools and their human cost, philosophy of meaning and happiness, parenting at a distance, and the slow art of making things when the world wants everything fast. If you're a maker, a thinker, or someone who uses technology every day but sometimes wonders what we're actually optimizing for — this show is for you. New episodes whenever something is worth saying. contact me at: cmonkxxx@gmail.com

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32 episodes

episode Personal Journal Podcasts - What's the point? DJI Mic Mini 3 test artwork

Personal Journal Podcasts - What's the point? DJI Mic Mini 3 test

I’m diving into something a bit out there today—recording this podcast outside with a nifty little DJI mic mini 3 that’s blowing my mind with its clarity and noise protection. It’s surreal for me to reflect on my history with field recordings, but here I am, embracing this tiny device that feels almost impractical yet is incredibly convenient for capturing my thoughts. I can’t help but wonder about the future of this podcast, which used to be my flagship project but has taken a backseat to my other growing endeavors, like the Unreal Engine Diaries. I find myself questioning whether there’s still a demand for this kind of casual, introspective content that has no grand agenda, and honestly, it’s a bit bizarre to think about. As I wander through Berlin, I hope you’ll join me in this rambling chat, pondering the role of personal journals in today's podcasting landscape and maybe even sparking a connection along the way. The podcast takes a deep dive into the world of field recording and the surprising capabilities of modern technology, particularly focusing on the remarkable DJI mic. As I share my experiences, I can't help but marvel at how this tiny device produces sound quality that rivals much larger, traditional recording units. It's almost absurd to think that something so compact can deliver such clarity and noise protection. The convenience of this microphone means I can confidently record my thoughts while wandering through Berlin, capturing not just the sounds around me but also the essence of my musings. This episode serves as a reflection on the evolution of my podcasting journey, where I began with grand ambitions for my flagship podcast, only to find myself pondering its relevance in today's content landscape. As I juggle with feelings of doubt about the future of this particular podcast, I begin to question whether there's still an audience for this style of personal, unedited audio diaries that I cherish so much. In exploring the nature of podcasting, I reflect on my shift from my original show to the more successful Unreal Engine Diaries. This juxtaposition leads me to contemplate the unique niche that my podcast represents—one that is perhaps too introspective in a world that craves solutions and guidance. I find it striking how my desire for a raw and unfiltered audio experience seems to stand apart from the mainstream demand for polished and purpose-driven content. The essence of this podcast, intended as a companion for listeners, now feels overshadowed by a perception that it lacks the commercial viability that fuels many popular shows. Yet, I remain curious about the personal value I find in these recordings, the joy of sharing my thoughts with an audience, no matter how small it may be. As I wrap up this episode, I’m torn between the nostalgic allure of traditional podcasting and the modern shift toward interactive content. The idea of creating a virtual radio station that blends my personal audio diaries with an immersive experience in gaming feels like a fitting evolution, merging the old with the new. I invite listeners to engage with me, to share their thoughts on this unconventional journey, and to ponder the future of podcasting together. With a blend of introspection, humor, and a touch of existential questioning, this episode captures the spirit of what it means to create in a rapidly changing digital landscape—one that I hope resonates with anyone who has ever felt a bit lost in their creative pursuits. contact: cmonkxxx@gmail.com Takeaways: * I shared my excitement about using a small DJI microphone for field recording adventures, which has been a game changer for my podcasting. * Reflecting on my podcast journey, it feels surreal to see how far field recording has come, especially with technology like this. * Despite my flagship podcast taking a backseat, I find joy in my Unreal Engine Diaries podcast, which is growing without any promotion. * It's fascinating to think about the unique nature of this podcast, designed as a companion rather than a solution, which might not resonate widely with audiences. * I realize that the personal journal style of podcasting I enjoy could be deemed impractical in today's fast-paced content landscape, making me wonder about its future. * While I question the relevance of my podcast, I find satisfaction in creating an intimate connection through audio, even considering new ways to engage listeners. Companies mentioned in this episode: * DJI * Unreal Engine

29 Apr 2026 - 9 min
episode Vibe Coding: The Art of Frivolous Programming artwork

Vibe Coding: The Art of Frivolous Programming

After enduring a grueling 11-hour bus ride from Poland to Germany, I found myself reflecting on the whirlwind of ideas that accompanied my journey. Despite the exhaustion, I was invigorated by the creative energy sparked by my coding projects with AI. This episode dives into the exhilarating process of "vibe coding," where I explore how AI has transformed my ability to bring ideas to life, from building simple apps to immersive 3D games. We also tackle the growing pressure to monetize our passions in a world that often undervalues creative pursuits, and how this mindset can stifle genuine exploration. Join me as I share my thoughts on navigating the intersection of technology and creativity, and the importance of staying engaged in a rapidly evolving digital landscape. contact me: cmonkxxx@gmail.com [cmonkxxx@gmail.com] instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cmonkx [https://www.instagram.com/cmonkx] Takeaways: * Traveling from Poland to Germany turned into an exhausting 11-hour ordeal on a bus, highlighting the unpredictability of public transportation. * The excitement of coding with AI can lead to unexpected productivity, even during long hours on a bus. * I've discovered that the creative process is just as rewarding as finishing a project, and it's vital not to lose sight of that joy. * Vibe coding is a fun and accessible way for people to engage with technology without getting bogged down by technical details. Links referenced in this episode: * instagram [https://instagram] Returning from a chaotic journey, I found myself reflecting on the benefits and drawbacks of travel. The 11-hour bus ride from Poland to Germany was supposed to be a simple, seven-hour trip. However, unexpected delays at the border turned my plans upside down. Despite the discomfort of being cooped up in a bus for hours, I discovered a surprising silver lining: the opportunity to dive deep into my passion for coding with AI. As I sat in a comfortable front seat, I was able to explore new ideas and projects, creating a 3D game and coding tools that I had long dreamed of but struggled to realize alone. This experience highlights the tension between the monotony of travel and the creative energy that can thrive in unexpected situations. The conversation then shifted towards the concept of “vibe coding,” a term I use to describe playful, spontaneous coding aided by AI. I delved into how this new approach has transformed my creative process, allowing me to work more efficiently and effectively than ever before. AI becomes not just a tool but a collaborator, helping me refine my ideas and overcome the mental blocks that previously hindered my progress. As we discussed the significance of pursuing creativity for its own sake, I reflected on how the pressure to monetize every hobby can stifle our intrinsic motivation to create and explore. The journey also sparked a discussion about the challenges contemporary creators face in a world that increasingly demands practical outputs from our passions. While I find joy in coding without the expectation of immediate profit, many around me struggle to justify their creative pursuits. This leads to a larger conversation about the evolving landscape of creativity and technology, and how we must adapt to thrive in a world where AI plays an ever-growing role. As I look towards the future, I’m excited to see how these developments will shape not only my work but also the broader creative community.

8 Apr 2026 - 28 min
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Returning to Poland: When Home Feels Foreign

I'm recording this from Gliwice — a quiet town in southern Poland where my sister lives, and a place that feels both deeply familiar and strangely distant at the same time. Getting here was an eight-hour bus ride from Berlin. I used most of it for work, which says something about where my head is at. But arriving here, walking these streets, something shifts. There's a weight to coming back — not a bad weight, just the kind that makes you slow down and ask questions you usually avoid. This episode is about that feeling. The strange arithmetic of expat life, where you're close enough to visit family but far enough that the distance has quietly changed you. The nostalgia that hits harder than expected. The guilt of mobility — of having the choice to leave in the first place. And the question I keep circling back to: after ten years in Berlin, a chapter in Southeast Asia, and a life built between countries — where do I actually belong? No clean answers. Just an honest walk through a town I grew up near, thinking out loud. Contact me at cmonkxxx@gmail.com

3 Apr 2026 - 27 min
episode Laid Off by AI: What Happens to Your Identity When the Algorithm Replaces You artwork

Laid Off by AI: What Happens to Your Identity When the Algorithm Replaces You

Navigating the unpredictable waters of unemployment, I find myself in a unique position to reflect on my journey as a product designer and podcaster. After two weeks of radio silence, I finally sit down to share my thoughts, and boy, has it been a ride! I've recently been let go from my position at a podcast hosting company, a role that felt like a dream come true, blending my love for podcasting with my design skills. As I walk through the quiet streets, I can't help but dive into the emotional rollercoaster that comes with job loss. It’s not just about the loss of income; it’s about the identity crisis that follows. I talk about how AI is reshaping our industry, leading to layoffs and forcing many of us to rethink our professional identities. The world is evolving, and while technology can be a great assistant, it still lacks the human touch. As I explore my next steps, I share my vision of becoming a design consultant, leveraging my skills in a way that can provide a premium service that AI simply can't replicate. I invite listeners to join me on this journey and share their own experiences in this rapidly changing landscape. Together, we can navigate these challenges and find our place in the age of AI. Takeaways: * It's totally okay to take breaks when life gets overwhelming, just like I did recently. * Working from home has its perks, especially when commuting is a nightmare, as I experienced. * The rise of AI in the work world is a real concern, impacting many jobs, including mine. * Creating content is more accessible than ever, and anyone can express themselves online now. * I believe AI isn't quite there yet and human creativity still holds the premium value. * Connecting with our audience is crucial, and I'm eager to hear your stories and thoughts. Companies mentioned in this episode: * Meta * Facebook

17 Mar 2026 - 15 min
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When AI Takes Your Job: A Personal Story

Getting fired when you’re actually good at your job is a specific kind of insult. It’s the realization that you’ve been downgraded from "essential talent" to an "expendable luxury" on a spreadsheet. We’re currently living through a weird contradiction: we use tools like ChatGPT and Claude to supercharge our output, effectively polishing the very tech that might eventually make us redundant. It feels less like a "technological revolution" and more like we’re being asked to build the gallows we’re standing on. This isn't just about job security; it's an identity crisis. If a prompt can do the heavy lifting in Figma, what exactly are we bringing to the table? I’m looking at this psychological trap—where we’ve become so dependent on our potential replacement that it’s starting to feel like a career-wide case of Stockholm Syndrome. THE REALITY CHECK: 1. The "Luxury" Trap: Why being a high-performer doesn’t protect you when corporate restructuring decides automation is "good enough." 2. The Dependency Loop: The absurdity of using AI to stay competitive while knowing that same efficiency devalues your manual craft. 3. UX Design’s Mid-life Crisis: How the shift from "designing for humans" to "prompting for outputs" is gutting the traditional UX role. 4. Identity vs. Utility: Sorting out who you are professionally when your "unique" skills are now a feature in a $20/month subscription. References: 1. Contact: cmonkxxx@gmail.com 2. Tech involved: ChatGPT, Figma, Claude

22 Feb 2026 - 52 min
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