Estevao talks, the Monologue!

I wanted this to be perfect. I want it to be authentic and relevant, but i failed. I failed because i am too busy defining myself through the light of others, i compare myself with other perfect beings and think i am authentic. I hope to change this here, this is me. I still may compare myself with other people unkowingly but if that gives me solace right now...why fight it? Dug in and open your mind up to a world of me. Still trying to find the right words to give an impression, an impression that is a reflection of the world i try to fit in.