It gets better!!...

Guys i did it, i'm happy again!!...

Hi friends, i'm very pleased to tell you i crawled out of the hole & i'm weirdly happy right now....it's almost too good to be true? I yap about Tenerife & what happened to me out there, rude ladies, Robbie Williams, and looking 18 still. I swear this is a fun one, come & listen so we can be besties. Love ya, have a good day or else!

It gets better!!...

Hi friends, i'm back as long as you remind me oops. Anyway the first part of this is me after getting a lil bit of my spark back, the second half is me battling a pretty bad depressive episode. I don't know, i think this just shows it does get better :) Trigger warning as i talk about depression & not wanting to be alive sometimes. Listen, the usual, i love ya, have a good day or else!

Awkward family relationships...

Hi friends, apologies for dropping off again, my brain is super mean sometimes! Here's some stupid updates that nobody asked for. Then i go on to talk about my awkward relationship with family. I hope somebody out there understands what i'm yapping about. It's my birthday on Friday & i'm super nervous about it, i think i may choose to spend it alone because my mind is not too jolly but that's okay! Listen, i love ya, have a good day or else!

Comparing myself to my friends...

Hey friends, i give you a lil run down of the silly things i did last week. Then i go on to talk about something that makes me a lil uncomfortable & awkward. I've been comparing myself a lot recently to my friends & people online. Also struggling to believe i could deserve to be with someone nice. And sorry that i cry in this! Anyway, have a good day or else! love ya!

Is it okay to bring my mates on dates?...

Hi friends! Happy 11/11! So here I yap about a third date, my friends crashing said date, why I can't sleepover, being a club rat, boys code names & how much I love life recently I guess. So yeah, love ya, have a good day or else!