Neuro Fucked

Passion Over Hype: Building Art, Community, And Resilience

Send us Fan Mail [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2461105/fan_mail/new] What if the movies that raised you could power the stories you make now? We sit down with writer, director, and concept artist Richie Axel to trace his path from a family of Mexican artists to LA’s creative grind, and why 90s teen-versus-monster energy still punches through for Gen Z. Richie opens up about learning the business the hard way—moving from concept art to scripts and pitches, building a proof-of-concept for a sci-fi animated series, and deciding when to keep a project close or sell the rights so it can scale. We get into the craft: the magic of practical effects, where prosthetics carry weight and shadow that CGI can’t fake; the influence of Tarantino, Robert Rodriguez, Spielberg, and Guillermo del Toro; and the “all-in” auteur spirit of Miyazaki. Richie shares the tools that matter—Photoshop, Clip Studio, Procreate—and the rooms that matter more: conventions, screenings, and those small talks that turn into real work. He’s candid about protecting IP, working without a rep, and leaning on mentors and entertainment attorneys to avoid the classic traps. Mental health and neurodiversity thread through the conversation. We talk about rebuilding social toolkits, dropping the status theater that drains creatives, and anchoring the day with routines and faith. Passion is the tell—audiences and collaborators can feel when you still love the thing, and that energy travels. Richie spotlights his 1700s vampire novel, The Ancient Chronicles, now headed for the screen, and the short film he’s crafting from a raw chapter of his own life—job loss, anxiety, and the hope that dials back in. If you crave practical career advice, story design insights, and a reminder that authenticity beats hype, this one’s for you. Tap play, share it with a creative friend, and tell us: which film era delivers the best escapism—and why? And if our show brings you value, visit neurofuckedpodcast.com/donate to keep the mics on and the crew fed. Subscribe, rate, and leave a review to help more neurodivergent creatives find us.

Batman, Trauma, And Turning Pain Into Purpose

Send us Fan Mail [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2461105/fan_mail/new] A comic book panel can change a life. When Havon first read Batman’s vow to confront injustice, it echoed the promise he made to himself after childhood trauma: turn pain into protection. That moment of recognition shaped everything—from the move from Atlantic City’s “Gotham” energy to Los Angeles, to the choice to act, write, and build community as a neurodivergent creative. We get candid about the lies that linger—like “too ugly for the camera”—and how a single teacher’s note can crack them open. Vaughn shares how a scene-study critique snowballed into real opportunities, why feedback lands differently when identity is grounded, and what it takes to keep moving when fear says stop. We also pull back the curtain on autistic and ADHD time: writing “wake,” “SST,” and meals into a daily plan; preventing burnout in chaotic workplaces; and asking for the one thing that fixes most misfires—clear deliverables with “what by when.” The heart of this conversation beats in sound. Lyrics may blur, but one melodic phrase can steady a nervous system. We talk sensory triggers (styrofoam, sharpies), ocean nights as therapy, and the way scores and chillhop become intentional tools, not background noise. Havon's upcoming short, The Sounds South of Heaven, tells an undiagnosed child’s world through sound design and silence, pairing a tense, No Country for Old Men mood with a deeply personal audio point of view. Relationships get the same honest treatment: people-pleasing, boundary setting, and the pain of exits without explanations. We trade scripts for repair, and we permission the let-go when closure never arrives. Through it all, Vaughn’s mother’s steady attention—spotting patterns, honoring rituals, speaking film—shows how parental attunement can literally save a life. If you’re navigating creativity with a neurodivergent brain, or love someone who is, this story offers practical scaffolds, vivid artistry, and the reminder that resilience often starts with one note you decide to follow. If it moved you, subscribe, share with a friend, and leave a review so others can find the show.

Under The Lights, Beyond The Stigma

Send us Fan Mail [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2461105/fan_mail/new] What if the most useful thing you create isn’t built for gatekeepers, but for the people who need it most? We sit down with filmmaker and advocate Miles to trace how a DIY obsession with iMovie grew into Under the Lights, a short that sparked a community and a feature with a powerhouse cast. Along the way, we pull apart the myths around epilepsy, talk about the loneliness of invisible disability, and explore why the toughest part isn’t the seizures but the stigma. Miles’s message is simple and strong: stop putting your goals in someone else’s hands and make work that serves. We dig into the messy, unglamorous craft of indie filmmaking—fundraising, pitching, finishing when burnout bites—and the mindset shift that makes it possible. Shorts don’t prepare you for features, so you have to let the story evolve, release your attachment to the original, and build a team that can pivot when chaos hits. Miles shares how a teacher’s offhand comment lit a years-long fire, why honest pages from your private journal create the best roles for actors, and how a film becomes a verb when it’s made for a community rather than a laurels list. There’s humor, too, and a clear-eyed take on identity. We talk about dating, labels, and the choice to be “passing” versus visible. A TED Talk with the eyebrow-raising title Why You Should Give Up on Your Dreams turns out to be a blueprint for redefining success: be useful, be brave, and measure outcomes in impact, not press. If you’re a creator, advocate, or curious listener, you’ll walk away with practical insights on turning lived experience into art, navigating festivals without losing your soul, and treating your film as a service that keeps giving long after the credits roll. If this conversation moved you, tap follow, share it with a friend, and leave a quick review so more people can find it. Your support helps us keep building this community and bringing you stories that matter.

From Stigma To Support: Dr. Mercedes Okosi On Trauma, Culture, And Neurodivergence

Send us Fan Mail [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2461105/fan_mail/new] What if “it’s just anxiety” isn’t the full story? We sit down with Dr. Mercedes Okosi, a New York clinical psychologist, to unpack why autism is so often missed, how anxiety can mask deeper needs, and what truly supportive care looks like when culture, cost, and stigma are all in the mix. This is a practical, human conversation about getting past labels to build lives that actually work. Dr. Okosi traces her path from early curiosity to a decade treating trauma, PTSD, depression, and anxiety. She explains how 2020 forced many people to confront what distraction once hid, and why non-specialist training and overlapping symptoms contribute to late autism diagnoses. We dive into the difference between everyday traits and clinical thresholds—focusing on impairment, compensation, and the real toll of masking. Along the way, we question media stereotypes that flatten neurodivergent lives into extremes or cute edits, and we talk about that “trapped emotions” feeling that rarely gets airtime. Culture and access run through everything. Working with immigrant families and first-generation adults, Dr. Okosi shows how cultural humility—starting with shared goals like better regulation or fewer blowups—builds trust and results long before a label lands. When medication comes up, she frames it as one tool among many, paired with clear timelines and ethical psychiatric consults. We also get tactical about social scripts, friendship, and parties: when to skill up, when to unmask, and how boundaries and assertive communication turn difference into direction. We close with self-diagnosis and next steps. Testing is expensive, waitlists are long, and curiosity is valid. Dr. Okosi suggests clarifying what a diagnosis will do for you—community, language, accommodations, treatment options—and seeking evaluation when possible to rule out lookalikes like auditory processing or learning issues. You are yourself before and after any label; accurate understanding is what unlocks growth. If you’re navigating autism, anxiety, trauma, or cultural stigma, this conversation offers language, tools, and a kinder path forward. If this resonated, follow the show, share it with a friend who needs it, and leave a review so more people can find these stories.

From Tourette’s And Autism To Agency And Art

Send us Fan Mail [https://www.buzzsprout.com/2461105/fan_mail/new] What does it take to turn a nervous system on high alert into a life you actually want? We sit down as a team and go deep with Jaxon—diagnosed with Asperger’s and Tourette’s at seven—on the years when every sound felt like a siren, school felt like a verdict, and a ten-year-old asked to tap out. This isn’t trauma for shock value. It’s the blueprint for how structure, flow, and the right kind of support can turn relentless discomfort into clarity, competence, and pride. Jaxon opens up about sensory overload, rage cycles, and the moment music quieted his tics. We unpack the difference between compassion and coddling, the teachers who swapped worksheets for documentaries, and why outcome-focused flexibility unlocks real performance. He shares the simple system that changed everything—planning only seven days at a time—and how short horizons reduce anxiety while boosting follow-through for ADHD and autistic brains. We get honest about dating and disclosure: when to speak, when to pace, and how masking can be a tool without becoming a prison. We also reframe self-talk using a late-night diner story as a mirror for the cruel loops many of us run internally—then show how humor and boundaries can turn shame into agency. Along the way, we talk community, burnout, creative focus, and the slow work of rebuilding self-image after years of being misread. If you’re autistic, ADHD, Tourette’s, or simply wired a bit differently, you’ll find practical tactics and a lot of heart: flow over force, structure over shame, outcomes over uniformity. Stick around to the end for how to support the show and help us grow this into a live-streamed, community-powered space. If this resonated, subscribe, share it with someone who needs it, and leave a review to help others find the conversation. Your story belongs here, too.