How Human Design Helped Us Stop Taking Each Other's Feelings Personally | Natalie Peace | EP210

How Human Design Helped Us Stop Taking Each Other's Feelings Personally | Natalie Peace | EP210

In this episode, Chad and April sit down with human design coach Natalie Pearce, the same coach who helped them navigate a pivotal turning point in their own relationship. Natalie breaks down what human design actually is, why it's less a belief system and more an invitation to experiment, and how understanding your own wiring (and your partner's) can completely change the way you show up for each other. Then things get personal: Natalie pulls up Chad and April's actual charts live, on camera, and walks through the real differences driving some of their most repeated dynamics, from busyness and pressure to communication styles and self-worth.   If you've ever felt like your partner just doesn't get you, or wondered why the same argument keeps resurfacing in a slightly different form, this episode offers a new lens, and a lot of relief.   In this interview, you'll learn:   •       What human design is and why it's best approached as an experiment, not a belief system •       Why an emotional partner asking a non-emotional partner to "meet them emotionally" almost never works, and what to do instead •       How to tell the difference between your true nature (self) and the conditioning you've absorbed from others (not self) •       Why waiting 24 hours (or even 7 days) before responding to a big emotional decision can change everything •       How couples who feel like they're "speaking different languages" can finally understand why •       Why explaining your nature to your partner isn't making excuses, it's making room for understanding •       How undefined energy centers cause you to amplify other people's emotions, stress, or mental noise as if it were your own •       Why some people are wired to be naturally busy and energized by it, while others burn out trying to keep up •       What it means to have a defined heart center versus an undefined one, and how that shapes self-worth in a relationship •       Why opposites attract in relationships, and what it takes to make that dynamic work long term instead of losing yourself in it •       How to recognize when you're trying to prove yourself to your partner, and why that pattern often goes unnoticed •       What it looks like to take radical accountability for your nature instead of using it as an excuse   You are allowed to choose yourself. You are allowed to stop playing small. The life you are grieving may be the very thing making room for the one you actually belong in.   With Love and Safety, Chad & April ❤️   What We Discuss:   0:00 — Why an emotional person can never get what they need from a non-emotional partner 0:25 — Welcome to Safe to Love | Introducing Natalie Pearce and human design 1:25 — What human design actually is (and the mystical origin story behind it) 2:31 — The four basic human design types, explained simply 6:33 — How often couples actually bring human design into their relationship work 7:18 — Is there a human design version of "these signs shouldn't date"? 9:02 — Why human design is an invitation to experiment, not a religion 10:14 — The biggest shift Natalie made once she started living by her own design 11:39 — Self vs. not self: the framework that changes how you see your own reactions 16:10 — The man who stared at the exit sign at his own wedding 17:08 — How Natalie actually works with couples, not by telling them who to be 20:14 — Why the emotional person's needs feel unmet, and why that's not their partner's fault 23:37 — "It's not an excuse, it's an explanation": reframing nature instead of blaming it 28:07 — Why the undefined partner feels the emotional wave even stronger than the emotional one 29:14 — Chad's undefined head and mind: why his thoughts feel so loud, and why most of it isn't even his 35:23 — Natalie reads Chad and April's charts live for the first time 38:17 — April's struggle channel and why Chad can never fully "fix" it 39:31 — Defined root vs. undefined root: who actually owns the stress in the room 43:42 — The channel of busyness and charisma: why Chad can't stop filling his calendar 50:00 — Defined throat vs. undefined throat: why April's voice changes depending on who's in the room 53:29 — Defined heart vs. undefined heart: where self-worth actually comes from 1:01:56 — Learning to tell the difference between your own voice and someone else's inside your head 1:04:41 — Role models explained: April the Opportunist and Chad the Hermit 1:13:15 — Natalie's services, where to find her, and her grief support work 1:16:16 — Final advice: stop buying your own bullshit  Follow Natalie on FB and IG [https://www.instagram.com/newnormal.bydesign] @newnormal.bydesign  Email: peaceofmindcoach@startmail.com  [https://mailto:peaceofmindcoach@startmail.com] Phone: 801-726-4619  Website [https://vibeznow.com/our-team/#natalie-peace]   🔔 Subscribe for more great content and share this with someone who needs to hear it.  Ready to get to work on yourself and your own relationship? ❤️ Work With Chad Instagram |  @chadonlove [https://www.instagram.com/chadonlove] ❤️  Work with April Instagram |  @aprilbenincosa [https://www.instagram.com/aprilbenincosa]   Follow or Contact Safe to Love: Email | admin@safetolove.org [admin@safetolove.org] Website |   safetolove.org [https:///www.safetolove.org] YouTube |   @SafetoLoveShow [https://www.youtube.com/@SafetoLoveShow] Facebook |  Safe-to-Love [https://www.facebook.com/people/Safe-to-Love/61585729502802/] Instagram |  @safetoloveshow [https://www.instagram.com/safetoloveshow] TikTok | @safetoloveshow [https://www.tiktok.com/@safetoloveshow]

Why the Conversation You Keep Avoiding Is the One You Need Most | April Benincosa | EP209

April thought a marriage with no fighting was the goal. What she discovered was that the silence wasn't peace. It was two people slowly disappearing from each other. In this raw and deeply personal episode, Chad sits down with his partner April Benincosa to explore why avoiding hard conversations is the single fastest way to kill intimacy, and what finally happens when you stop running from them. They get honest about childhood nervous system programming, the performance of a "perfect" relationship, what it means to create real space for truth, and how one dreaded conversation led to the most connected night they'd had in months. This is not a conversation about conflict. It is a conversation about courage, and what becomes possible when two people finally decide to stop pretending. Did you know Safe to Love is also on YouTube? [https://www.youtube.com/@SafetoLoveShow] In this interview, you'll learn: 1. Why the absence of conflict in a relationship is often a warning sign, not a green flag 2. How the stories your brain tells during conflict are almost always worse than reality 3. Why you have already been suffering long before the hard conversation actually happens 4. How childhood nervous system wiring turns necessary conversations into felt threats 5. What "creating space" actually means in practice and why rushed conversations almost always go wrong 6. Why curiosity is impossible when your nervous system is in threat mode and what to do about it 7. How performing a perfect relationship quietly replaces real intimacy with a shared mask 8. Why the stakes feeling higher as a relationship deepens is normal and what to do with that 9. What Tantra teaches about presence, authenticity, and why a real no makes a yes mean something 10. How to know your own truth when you have spent years absorbing everyone else's 11. Why conflict is often just intimacy that ran out of room and what that means for repair You are allowed to choose yourself. You are allowed to stop playing small. The life you are grieving may be the very thing making room for the one you actually belong in. With Love and Safety, Chad & April ❤️ What We Discuss: 0:00 — The story your brain tells you during conflict (and why it's almost never true) 0:34 — Welcome to Safe to Love | Introducing April Benincosa 2:05 — The post that started it all: not having hard conversations kills intimacy 2:52 — The conversation April had been rehearsing alone for weeks 4:08 — Why avoidance hurts more than the conversation ever does 4:39 — Creating space: why tired, rushed, and empty-cup conversations go wrong 6:53 — What spaciousness actually means and why the feminine needs it to flourish 8:06 — Spiritual bypassing, wanting joy without doing the dishes 8:30 — April's childhood nervous system: explosive mom, absent dad, and a freeze response still unwinding 10:12 — How quality time gets hijacked by task mode and what that costs a relationship 12:03 — Creativity, curiosity, and the drain that happens when life gets full 13:54 — Why safety is a prerequisite for curiosity in relationships 15:21 — The stories we tell about our relationship when conflict arrives 17:16 — Why the stories we avoid speaking out loud keep us suffering alone 20:21 — Why hard conversations get harder as the relationship deepens 23:34 — The irony of performing your best self upfront and what it costs later 26:00 — Where April learned to perform 29:09 — A 15-year marriage, a decade of wanting to leave, and the success the mask made possible 30:43 — Two people performing a power couple and the quiet loneliness inside it 31:55 — What April discovered when she was asked about her needs for the first time 33:19 — Falling back into old patterns under stress and what it means to rebuild from an embodied place 36:00 — What Tantra teaches about presence, realness, and why a no makes a yes sacred 38:20 — Sexual intimacy, the female orgasm, and why presence is the only path there 40:28 — If you don't have a no, your yes doesn't mean anything 41:33 — Is it harder to share your truth or hear your partner's? 45:03 — Spaciousness for yourself: knowing your own truth before you can speak it 46:24 — April's closing message: have the hard conversations. They are never as bad as you made them. 🔔 Subscribe for more great content and share this with someone who needs to hear it.  Ready to get to work on yourself and your own relationship? ❤️ Work With Chad Instagram |  @chadonlove [https://www.instagram.com/chadonlove] ❤️  Work with April Instagram |  @aprilbenincosa [https://www.instagram.com/aprilbenincosa]   Follow or Contact Safe to Love: Email | admin@safetolove.org [admin@safetolove.org] Website |   safetolove.org [https:///www.safetolove.org] YouTube |   @SafetoLoveShow [https://www.youtube.com/@SafetoLoveShow] Facebook |  Safe-to-Love [https://www.facebook.com/people/Safe-to-Love/61585729502802/] Instagram |  @safetoloveshow [https://www.instagram.com/safetoloveshow] TikTok | @safetoloveshow [https://www.tiktok.com/@safetoloveshow]

How Honoring Your Grief Finally Opens Your Heart to Love | Mariposa | EP208

In this episode, we sit down with April’s mentor Mariposa to explore what grief really is, why our culture is so ill-equipped to support it, and how learning to honor loss — instead of avoid it — is the only real path to opening your heart for love again. This conversation is for anyone who has ever felt stuck after heartbreak, afraid to trust again, or ashamed of still caring about someone they lost. Discover how to hold space for grief in relationships, why rushing to recover actually keeps you trapped, and how sacred practices from indigenous traditions can help you move through loss with dignity, power, and hope — keywords: how to heal after divorce, processing grief after a breakup, how to open your heart to love again, grief in relationships, emotional healing and intimacy. Follow Mariposa on Instagram [https://www.instagram.com/mariposahealingpathways] to learn more about her! In this interview, you'll learn: 1. Why grief is not a weakness but a sacred teacher that shows you what you truly value 2.How to hold space for your own grief without being swallowed by it 3. Why one partner almost always begins grieving a relationship long before the other even knows it is ending 4. What it actually means that "grief is love with nowhere to go" 5. How unprocessed grief from a past relationship gets silently projected onto the next person who loves you 6. Why American culture is so ill-equipped to support grief, and what other traditions do instead 7. How to hold space for a grieving partner without trying to fix or rush their process 8. The difference between avoiding grief and becoming consumed by it, and how to walk the middle path 9. How to grieve the life you never lived, including the partner or children you never had 10. Why grieving your ex inside a new relationship may actually be a sign you are finally healing 11. What anger and rage have to do with grief, and when they help versus when they keep you entangled 12. How to keep your heart open to love again after bitterness and heartbreak have tried to close it 13. The one practice Morwenna returns to again and again when grief feels too vast to hold alone With Love and Safety, Chad & April ❤️ What we discuss: 00:00:31 - April introduces Morwenna and the reason grief became the topic for this episode 00:01:34 - Morwenna introduces herself: guide of consciousness, ceremonialist, and how grief first found her at 23 00:03:51 - Why grief in romantic relationships and the loss of a dream is so hard for the human experience 00:05:31 - "Grief is love with nowhere to go": April shares her first real encounter with grief through divorce 00:06:40 - The Serenity Prayer and the power of accepting what we cannot change in grief 00:07:26 - Chad: how his father's suicide shaped every aspect of his life and still surfaces in unexpected ways 00:08:33 - How people avoid grief out of fear they will never come out of it 00:09:20 - Why grief can feel so out of control, and the human instinct to negotiate with or escape the feeling 00:10:17 - The two extremes: avoidance versus being consumed, and how to create space for grief as it is 00:12:33 - Grief as a teacher: how loss reveals what we did not value when we had it 00:13:16 - Morwenna: actively grieving the time lost with her children as a single working mother 00:13:56 - April: grieving her marriage while still inside it, and what her sister helped her see 00:14:57 - Chad: being the partner who did not know the relationship was ending, and the grief gap that creates 00:16:11 - Why it is nearly impossible to compare how two people grieve the same loss 00:17:12 - April: crying for hours while putting on a mask before Chad came home, preparing herself for what she knew was coming 00:19:19 - How to hold space for a grieving partner: Morwenna's guidance for couples 00:21:51 - The Serenity Prayer again: sitting with powerlessness when your partner is in grief and you cannot fix it 00:23:28 - Grief, powerlessness, and the collective: feeling overwhelmed by what is happening in the world right now 00:24:07 - How to reclaim a sense of power inside grief: energy, thought, creative action, and nature 00:26:47 - Grieving the life you never lived: not finding a partner, not having children, the loss of a dream that never arrived 00:29:23 - Waiting for the "then" moment of happiness, and why choosing it now is the real work 00:32:15 - Chad: a decade of being single after divorce, the grief of the life not lived, and the shame that comes with it 00:33:54 - Morwenna: the story of the Colombian elder whose wife left him, and what he did with that grief 00:36:41 - Why the United States has such an unhealthy relationship with death and grief, and how other cultures hold it differently 00:37:56 - The Celtic tradition of singing someone to the other side, and grief as a celebration in other realms 00:40:03 - How unprocessed grief stores in the body and what that can look like over time 00:41:44 - Why we give even less honor to the grief of a relationship ending than to death, and the cultural scorn that comes with it 00:43:45 - Why we need to honor a relationship's loss fully before we can truly move into something new 00:45:21 - Grieving your ex inside a new relationship: why it can feel threatening to a partner and what it actually means 00:47:52 - April's moment in Hawaii: crying over her ex-husband while Chad held her, and his response that changed everything 00:51:20 - Chad: why someone who shows no grief about their ex might actually be a more complicated sign than someone who does 00:53:13 - Morwenna: anger and rage as a necessary part of grief, and when putting energy into that emotion keeps you entangled 00:55:23 - April: how texting angry responses during the divorce kept fueling the cycle, and learning to take the higher road 00:56:35 - The guilt and shame of the partner who had to initiate the ending, and how that can show up as self-abandonment 00:57:46 - Stages of grief carried into the next relationship: April's ex-husband and 15 years of unprocessed wounds finally surfacing 01:00:20 - How to keep your heart open to love again: Morwenna on honoring bitterness without attaching stories to it 01:05:57 - Closing wisdom: going to nature, sitting with your back against a tree, and remembering that you are 🔔 Subscribe for more great content and share this with someone who needs to hear it.  Ready to get to work on yourself and your own relationship? 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Shame Has Never Fixed a Man - Here Is What Actually Works | Chad Nielson | EP207

In this episode, Chad takes an honest, vulnerable look at the real masculinity crisis — where it comes from, what it's costing men and the women who love them, and what actually rebuilds identity and attraction. This conversation is for the woman who wants to understand the man in her life, and for the man who feels something is missing but has no language for it. Explore masculinity, emotional identity, sexual polarity, men's mentorship, and why shame never creates the change we're desperately looking for. In this interview, you'll learn: 1. How Chad redefined masculinity after years of rejecting it entirely 2. Why playground dominance wiring still drives adult male behavior 3. The cultural vacuum that made Andrew Tate possible — and what actually fills it 4. Why telling men what NOT to be created more damage than it solved 5. How labeling emotions as "feminine" quietly kills men's growth and your relationship 6. The real difference between masculine and feminine energy frameworks — and why Chad pushes back on the popular version 7. Why men doing inner work FOR their partner almost always backfires 8. What sovereignty actually looks like in a man — and why women are more attracted to it than they realize 9. How women can support a man's growth without trying to fix him 10. Why men's community is the single most impactful thing for a relationship — more than coaching or retreats With Love and Safety, Chad & April ❤️ What We Discuss: 0:00 Why physical strength feels like identity to young men but isn't 5:59 Playground dominance: how boys define strength before they understand it 9:49 Strength of will vs. strength of character, and why it matters in relationships 13:59 How adversity and mentorship together are the only things that build real character 21:59 Why the mentorship gap is a generational crisis, and where men are going to fill it 23:10 The unmet need Andrew Tate exploits, and what it reveals about modern masculinity 27:30 Men in the wild: the Costco moment that started a bigger conversation 29:54 Why social media creates a distorted reality about how bad men actually are 34:29 The fracture inside men who rejected masculinity wholesale, including Chad 38:45 Why "masculine and feminine energy" language backfires with men who want to feel like men 41:39 The dinner table story: four men talking about feelings, one phrase, and sudden silence 44:51 Why women connecting to their masculine is empowering, while men connecting to their feminine feels threatening 46:16 What women actually crave vs. what men fear losing when they drop the performance 49:15 Sexual polarity: the real energy underneath attraction, and why it gets weaponized 54:25 The women who've given up on men, and the women who want Chad to fix their husbands 56:35 Why caring about men's inner world is controversial, and why it matters anyway 59:02 The global argument: how the feminine rage uprising and masculine identity crisis are the same wound from two sides 1:00:06 Why shame and blame never fix anything, and what actually does 1:03:30 The catch-22 of pleasing your partner: why trying harder makes attraction fade 1:07:19 Chad's final word to women: what believing in your man actually looks like 1:09:14 Chad's final word to men: stop giving other people the power to define who you are Link to Podcast with Cam Fraser: Apple [https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/145-mens-issues-in-progressive-spaces-with-charles-dubois/id1511646621?i=1000592537932] Spotify [https://open.spotify.com/episode/7nu8dbbjOKyAJJTXJ1JT8h?si=--SNlNEgSGO7ECrMQb1MFg] 🔔 Subscribe for more great content and share this with someone who needs to hear it.  Ready to get to work on yourself and your own relationship? ❤️ Work With Chad Instagram |  @chadonlove [https://www.instagram.com/chadonlove] ❤️  Work with April Instagram |  @aprilbenincosa [https://www.instagram.com/aprilbenincosa]   Follow or Contact Safe to Love: Email | admin@safetolove.org [admin@safetolove.org] Website |   safetolove.org [https:///www.safetolove.org] YouTube |   @SafetoLoveShow [https://www.youtube.com/@SafetoLoveShow] Facebook |  Safe-to-Love [https://www.facebook.com/people/Safe-to-Love/61585729502802/] Instagram |  @safetoloveshow [https://www.instagram.com/safetoloveshow] TikTok | @safetoloveshow [https://www.tiktok.com/@safetoloveshow]

Overcoming People Pleasing and How to Create Safety for Pleasure | Jennifer Holland | EP206

Jennifer Holland, somatic coach and creator of the DRIPP methodology, joins April for a raw, expansive conversation about why real pleasure can only emerge from deep safety in the body. They explore de-armoring (releasing trauma stored in physical tissue), the difference between people-pleasing and devotion, "inner daddy" energy as a reframe of reparenting, and why so many women feel pleasure as more dangerous than pain. If you've done years of mindset work and still feel stuck in the same patterns, this episode is the somatic next layer.    In this interview, you'll learn: 1. Why safety and pleasure are inseparable in the body 2. What de-armoring actually is and how trauma physically lives in your tissue 3. The difference between people-pleasing and true devotion (to yourself and a partner) 4. How to develop "inner daddy" energy without slipping into shame or reparenting 5. Why slowing down often unleashes a tsunami of unfelt emotion, and what to do with it 6. How somatic touch and self-massage rewire the nervous system back into pleasure 7. Why the cervix holds generational and birth trauma (and what cervical de-armoring reveals) 8. Why everyone should begin a safe self-de-armoring practice at home   You are allowed to choose yourself. You are allowed to stop playing small. The life you are grieving may be the very thing making room for the one you actually belong in.   With Love and Safety, Chad & April ❤️   What We Discuss: 0:00 Why slowing down unleashes a tsunami of unfelt emotion  1:56 Jennifer's purpose: bringing people home to their bodies  4:56 Why so many women can't look at themselves in the mirror  6:49 How control and disconnection cause disease in the body  11:52 Inner daddy energy: a kinky reframe of reparenting  22:31 Pleasing a partner vs. devotion to yourself  30:38 Devotion, worship, and Mary Magdalene healing  33:44 The rise of yoni de-armoring and why women are seeking it  38:50 What de-armoring actually is (and what it isn't)  44:54 How to begin a self-de-armoring practice at home  46:58 Cervical armor, generational trauma, and unlocking new pleasure  55:08 Where to find Jennifer (Drip retreat, online classes, 1:1 work)  58:19 Closing wisdom: trust the inner voice you abandoned  🔔 Subscribe for more great content and share this with someone who needs to hear it.  Ready to get to work on yourself and your own relationship? ❤️ Work With Chad Instagram |  @chadonlove [https://www.instagram.com/chadonlove] ❤️  Work with April Instagram |  @aprilbenincosa [https://www.instagram.com/aprilbenincosa]   Follow or Contact Safe to Love: Email | admin@safetolove.org [admin@safetolove.org] Website |   safetolove.org [https:///www.safetolove.org] YouTube |   @SafetoLoveShow [https://www.youtube.com/@SafetoLoveShow] Facebook |  Safe-to-Love [https://www.facebook.com/people/Safe-to-Love/61585729502802/] Instagram |  @safetoloveshow [https://www.instagram.com/safetoloveshow] TikTok | @safetoloveshow [https://www.tiktok.com/@safetoloveshow]