Searchlight: Finding Beauty in the Storm

Flowers

I got flowers from AJ McLean! Little did Alex know he was delivering more than roses. He was delivering confirmation that he was everything I believed he was, and more. Join me as I revisit the day Alex showed up at my front door and reflect on the decades-long journey that would lead us to that unforgettable moment. *If you are only here to hear about the flowers, skip to the15:40 mark. If you want to know the whole story and why it all mattered in the first place, start from the beginning. **WARNING: There may be some tangents and unintentional, heartfelt gushing.

A Very Backstreet Summer

In this much anticipated episode, I share the story of my summer adventures to see the Backstreet Boys Millennium 2.0 residency at Sphere Las Vegas! Not only did I see their show 3 times, but I also made it to Howie Eatz (twice) AND Nick Carter's listening party for his newest album "Love Life Tragedy." There was a lot of music, dancing, glitter, and a Backstreet Boy kiss that I'll never forget.

Searchlight: Finding Beauty in the Storm

This episode is all about Nick Carter and his new music video for "Searchlight." I explore some of the artistic interpretations of the beautiful cinematography, as well as the captivating performance by Nick Carter. This video, directed by Joseph Rubinstein, is like walking through the memory of a dream. It draws you in and rips your heart wide open. Well done!

KTBSPA: A Conversation with Nicola Lesley - The OG BSB Fan

In this special episode, I sit down with the unique, multi-talented, and amazing miss Nicola Lesley, one the of the original BSB fans who's been keeping the Backstreet pride alive since 1993. From old cassette tapes to Millennium 2.0, Nicola shares what it was like to be a fan in the US before they had made a name for themselves here. We talk about favorite memories, tours, crazy stories, and the unique bond between artist and fan. Whether you're a day one fan like her, or just a longtime lover of the guys, this heartfelt conversation is a reminder of just how deep and meaningful their career has been, and how impactful their music can be for those who need it in their life.

Unboxing the Memories: Looking Back with Love & Gratitude

In this special episode, Melissa opens up her treasure box of Backstreet Boys memorabilia from 20+ years ago. She explores all the old pictures, books, toys, even some of her old drawings and BSB inspired poetry. It's a walk down memory lane that reveals some very special moments and memories and also encourage viewers and listeners to share their own precious moments. Come hang out in the Backstreet Lounge and reminisce about the band that inspired a generation!