That's Not Who I Am

That's Not Who I Am

You know the part of yourself you can't stand — the one you keep failing at, hiding, and hating yourself for. This episode opens the God On Film series with Moses throwing down his staff, watching it become the very thing he feared, and God telling him to pick it up anyway. It's about why God isn't trying to remove the trait you're most ashamed of — and what He's actually doing with it instead. For anyone exhausted from the cycle of hating a part of themselves, failing, and starting over. A Sunday message from Jesus Church Goshen — a church in Goshen, Indiana for people who are still figuring it out.

Start With the End in Mind

You've been searching for purpose — and the longer you search, the more behind you feel watching everyone else seem to have it figured out. This episode closes the Young Church series with Paul under house arrest, still welcoming everyone, still fully alive to what he was made for. It's about why purpose was never something you had to find — and why every shift in address, season, or circumstance never actually moved it. For anyone exhausted from the search and wondering if they missed it. A Sunday message from Jesus Church Goshen — a church in Goshen, Indiana for people who are still figuring it out.

Earning Is Exhausting

You've made the list before — career, marriage, parenting, finances — all the places you think you should be farther along by now. This episode walks through a moment in the early church where new believers were told they had to earn their place, and what it actually means to live from a gift instead of a wage. It's the difference between performing for approval and resting in something already given. For anyone who's been quietly keeping score on their own worth. A Sunday message from Jesus Church Goshen — a church in Goshen, Indiana for people who are still figuring it out.

Purpose Doesn't Require Perfection — He Was a Murderer

He voted for people to die — and became one of the most important voices in Christian history. He helped execute Christians, hunted down families, and voted for people to die — and God still used him to write most of the New Testament. This episode follows Saul's transformation into Paul, and what it actually reveals about worthiness, shame, and whether your past disqualifies you from your purpose. It's the difference between performance and being — and why grace was never waiting on you to clean up first. For anyone still carrying something from years ago they haven't forgiven themselves for. A Sunday message from Jesus Church Goshen — a church in Goshen, Indiana for people who are still figuring it out.

All About It

You didn't decide to shrink. Someone — or something — taught you it was safer that way. This episode walks through what it costs to spend your life calculating which version of yourself people can handle, and what the early church discovered when they stopped protecting themselves and showed up fully. It's about the boldness that doesn't come from performing — it comes from finally letting go. For anyone who's been silenced, managed, or made to feel like their real voice was too much. A Sunday message from Jesus Church Goshen — a church in Goshen, Indiana for people who are still figuring it out. #SpiritualAbuse #AfraidToSpeakUp #ChurchHurt #FearOfBeingSeen #HidingYourself