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Jeff Parker: Playing the Part While Falling Apart (Testimony) | EP #66 (Part 1)

1 h 11 min · 11. maj 2026
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In Part 1 of Jeff Parker’s testimony, Jeff shares how a childhood marked by family instability, the pressure to be the “good kid,” and an early encounter with Jesus slowly became a life of trying to perform faith instead of walking in freedom. From his parents’ separation to youth leaders who showed him the love of Christ, Jeff’s story begins with real pain, real grace, and a growing desire to follow Jesus. But as life moved into college, marriage, ministry, career success, and fatherhood, hidden shame began to grow beneath the surface. Jeff opens up about the gap between who he wanted to be and what he was secretly carrying—and how gambling, partial confession, and the fear of being fully known began leading him toward a breaking point. This episode is an honest look at performance, shame, sin, and the kindness of God that keeps pursuing us even in seasons of disobedience. If Jeff’s perspective on faith resonated with you, you can find more of his writing at voiceandvine.co, where he shares thoughtful reflections on following Jesus with honesty, depth, and grace. While you’re there, consider becoming a monthly supporter of Voice & Vine to help encourage and sustain the work Jeff is doing. Listen NOW for new episodes of the Real Jesus Experience Podcast🎙: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheRealJesusExperience Rumble: https://rumble.com/c/c-6527259 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-real-jesus-experience/id1752479121 Follow/Connect: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TheRealJesusExperience X: https://x.com/JesusXperience TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@the.real.jesus.exp Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/the_real_jesus_experience/ Threads: https://www.threads.com/@the_real_jesus_experience _________ LIKE. SHARE. SUBSCRIBE. Give this video a thumbs up if you enjoyed watching 👍 #testimony #god #faith #surrender Thanks for watching the video Jeff Parker: Playing the Part While Falling Apart (Testimony) | EP #66 (Part 1) Because this episode discusses gambling addiction, we want to remind you that help is available. If you or someone you love is struggling with gambling, call or text the National Problem Gambling Helpline at 1-800-MY-RESET for confidential support and resources in your state. You can also visit 1800myreset.org to learn more.

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